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    "God helps whoever dares cross your way, Winchester..." 

    Dean has the rest of his life to do whatever the hell he wants and he's spending it on life regrets. Years of military duty has left him hollow; there's no way he'll ever dump his unstable self on his family's doorstep, no matter how much they say they wouldn't mind it.

    Of course, he never expect a teenager to be the one to fix him. She probably has just as much issues as he does, but Krissy gives him the one thing he never even think of: normalcy. His new friends consisted of two rebellious lesbians and a paranoid dog, and he wouldn't ask for anything else.

    As a cherry on the top, a certain angel is still willing to pick up his broken pieces.

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    Dean, a coveted and abused Omega, finds himself thrust on to a new path. One where, in search for his own stability and his brother Sam, he's introduced to an instinctual itch that takes every ounce of self control not to scratch.

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    A WIP that will be updated every Tuesday and Friday!

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    Dean Winchester is a teenage boy, who is constantly on the road with his grumbling father John Winchester and his quirky, younger, brother Sam Winchester. They all move to be closer to a family friend by the name of Bobby Singer for a while. Moving into the way, way outskirts of the cities into an old, tar smelling house, in the middle of a broken, old town, in the middle of nowhere. He suddenly bumps into a boy who caught Dean's curiosities and attention as a whole.
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    Castiel Novak has a knack for photography and an odd obsession with cameras, currently engulfed in Polaroids and bees. He teaches Dean the fun and the brokenness of small-town life and how things, people and social status form together there. Castiel gives a new meaning to life to Dean, all the while Dean teaches Castiel new ways of expressing his photography by being Castiel's ultimate and irrevocable inspiration.
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    It's 1942, America has declared war on Japan join the second World War.

    Castiel just wants to be a soldier,. He wants to do his part for his country, but because of a severe case of asthma and bad eyesight he has been deemed ineligible to fight... eight times. Finally, he gives up trying, but his best friend, Meg, convinces him that there is one way he could still help: Writing letters to a lonely soldier.

    His soldier assignment? Winchester. A name fitting for a soldier.... right?

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    SPOILERS: If you've watched 8.01, you're good. This is not really Season-8-related though, it’s pretty standalone.

    Summary: A simple hunt leaves Sam in an altered state no one seems able to explain – at first. Pulling him out of it proves harder than expected, especially since Dean is already struggling with the effects of his own trauma.

    This is a semi-AU in which Cas didn't survive Swan Song, Bobby wasn’t there for the cemetery showdown, and both he and Ellen are still around. Sam escaped the Cage with his soul intact, but not without a price.

    Warnings: Language, occasional graphic reference to the torture Sam endured in The Cage; kidnapping (though not central). I may add individual warnings to future chapters.

    Triggers: While this fic has no sexual content, and mainly keeps to show-level violence, it deals in part with loss of power and with severe lack of autonomy, which can still be triggering to some. Also, Sam is extremely dissociated for a lot of this. If you are a trauma survivor – especially if you're dissociative – please take this into consideration.
    ETA: Occasional self-injury in later chapters. There will be warnings.

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    After a traumatic experience, Dean receives a service dog, a hundred therapists, and a type of healing he never expected.

    (a tutoring fic with a bit of a twist)

    updates every wednesday!

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    He doesn’t know when it started, only that it did, and now Dean’s hunched over a toilet at three a.m., shoving two fingers down his throat and willing his dinner to come up.

    After the Michael ordeal, Team Free Will heads to Jody's cabin for the holidays in hopes that Dean can unwind from his trauma.
    (Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts, depression, eating disorders, non-explicit sexual assault.)

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    Dean always said that he'd be the one to be lost to war. He just didn't think that it would happen like this.

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    "Listen, we have very thin walls and I heard you crying in the shower, are you ok?" neighbor au tumblr prompt by happylilprompts.

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    Sam and Dean encounter what seems to be a standard hunt in Louisiana; meanwhile, Dean’s dealing with the fallout from Purgatory and Sam's trying to figure out how everything went so wrong. Post 8x06.

    Or: Dean rediscovers some demons from his past, and when everything goes as wrong as it usually does, Sam is forced to work with an unexpected ally to save his brother.

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    When Dean Winchester wakes up in that pine box, he thinks its just another torture that Alastair is putting him through.

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    As usual, an apparently simple hunt goes tits up when the boys wind up on the wrong side of a 'witch'. Since she's just a misguided teenager, Sam and Dean decide to let her live – in spite of the fact that she claimed to have cast a spell to bind Dean to his soulmate and slowly kill them both. Of course, Dean thinks the joke's on her. Really? Soulmates? It's hilarious, until it's not, and he wakes up the next morning with a really pissed off angel perched on the end of his bed.

    They soon find out that the spell really, really sucks. Not only is it physically painful for Dean and Cas to be too far apart, but they can hear eachother's thoughts and feel eachother's emotions. The hardest part, for Dean at least, is having to learn to control Castiel's grace, which apparently is now a part of him and somehow fully restored. It would be awesome, if it didn't feel like he was caught in the middle of a tempest all the time. How did Jimmy describe being possessed by Cas? Like riding a comet? He wasn't wrong.

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    Dean is a mess. He can barely keep his crap together well enough to hunt, and Sam is definitely starting to suspect that something might be wrong. Cas is perfectly content to pretend everything's fine, while avoiding him like the plague. Meanwhile, what should have been a simple hunt turns into a complete Fiasco. Dean has never been more scared in his life, and he might actually give up on living if he loses his angel - unless they find their way to each other through the nightmares and emotional hangups. Sam just wishes Gabe would pick up his damned candy wrappers.

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    Dean knew he probably didn't have it in him to actually gank Gabriel for his latest round of torment, but nothing was going to stop him from trying to rip him a new one. ...If he ever managed to escape the ridiculous hallucination he was trapped in this time. He was a homicide detective, apparently, but that didn't explain why Cas was almost naked in his kitchen, sipping coffee and bitching about his secretary. ...And why the actual hell did Cas just call him “Darling”?!

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    Dean was eleven when he was taken, John had searched everywhere for his son but was slowly beginning to lose hope after five years of him missing without a trace. But one night three men led John to a boy who he believes to be his son but the boy has no memory of his family or life before his kidnapping, but this doesn't stop John from believing.

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    Basically, Dean and Cas are trying to get Sam laid. Typical what-the-fuckery ensues. There will be two versions to each chapter. The first being light, full of quips and typical brother nonsense. The second being more serious and Sam's true thoughts as each question comes to light. Tags will be added as needed.

    Special love and thanks to 48eyesand32teeth1sharptongue for beta-reading and reassuring me this isn't incomprehensible nonsense.

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    Castiel is thrilled to discover that Gabriel's pulled a few strings in Hell, allowing the demon to go top-side to try and collect as many souls as he can to impress his bosses. With a checklist on Being Human and Beezlebub's Official Obtaining Book for Souls (BOOBS for short) he's ready to go. However, he didn't realize that meeting a certain mute mechanic would present such a challenge. Dean's soul is so bright that it's almost blinding and Castiel makes it his personal mission to corrupt the man. But, what happens when doubts start to confuse him? He'd always been such a good rule follower, but pretending to be human may end up being harder than he thought. Featuring: Mute Dean the Mechanic, Demon Castiel, Star Trek references, Buffy references, ASL, Crossroads Demon Gabriel, and all the confused head tilts you could ever ask for! And smut, obviously.

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    Sam notices changes in his brother, Castiel helps them both.

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    Dean and Castiel spend a quiet moment together after a bad night of sleep.

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