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    Y/n sees the changes in Dean and tries to understand what’s going through his mind.

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    In an alternate universe where there are two genders (male/female) and three designations (alpha/beta/omega) life could be better for an om. Federal and state laws are restrictive, making life for an unmated omega all but impossible to navigate.

    Sam Campbell and Dean Winchester meet when Dean is enrolled with his younger brother, Adam, in a boarding school that trains alphas to be hunters. Adam and Dean's father, John, is a transient hunter while Sam's grandfather is a powerful official with the Federal Department of Hunters, but despite their differences the three young boys become friends. When Dean presents unexpectedly as an omega and is expelled, his friendship with Sam is fundamentally changed. Dean goes on to be a hunter and Sam goes off to college, returning to the life after a few years.

    Now all grown up and active hunters themselves, Sam and Dean hate each other. Or do they...? One night, a hotel room, and a Lord of the Rings drinking game are about to change everything.

    Please read the tags. This is (mostly) not domestic or fluffy.

    tldr: My love letter to Sam and Dean Winchester (who are not related in this fic), complete with the happy ending the show will never give them.

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    Dean, Sam and Castiel are working on locating Michael after he fled Dean, while Dean is being haunted by insomnia and voices inside his head. He is not sure what to do about all of the nightmares and visions that he has and suspects that he is going crazy. Apart from the battle inside Dean’s head, there is also another battle that he must fight - against an archangel in the wild who wants to make the world burn.

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    Dean has been procrastinating on his suicide for a long time.

    It's been years now, he thinks. Like yet another apocalypse that's been happening silently in the background of all the others the Winchester brothers keep surviving. But this one, this special apocalypse is his own, personal, intimate one.

    Mary died a year ago, already. At forty one, Dean's body has been broken so many times he can't hunt anymore. His relationship with Sam is slowly dying out and Cas only visits once every few weeks.

    He's alone.

    So he tries to blow his head off. He misses, of course, like the failure he is.

    But Cas comes back into his life when he's the most needed. He tends to his wounds and tries to help Dean exhume what's been buried for decades : himself.

    What if Dean actually likes talking about his feelings ? What if he doesn't want to lie anymore ? What if he's not straight ? What if he's not who he thought he was ?

    What if there's still hope ?

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    Dean, a coveted and abused Omega, finds himself thrust on to a new path. One where, in search for his own stability and his brother Sam, he's introduced to an instinctual itch that takes every ounce of self control not to scratch.

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    A WIP that will be updated every Tuesday and Friday!

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    Castiel met Dean at college at a point when he was really struggling; Now, a year into their relationship, an eating disorder & mood diagnosis later- Will Dean be able to start putting the pieces of his life back together?

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    In a reality where Sam died while shutting down Hell, where Castiel locked himself and the other angels in Heaven, and where the monsters mostly keep their noses clean, it doesn’t take long for Dean to come to the conclusion that he has no purpose anymore.

    With no way to get Sam, or Cas, or even Bobby back – he tried, even Death won’t answer his calls anymore – all Dean wants is to die. Since ending his own life might just send him back to Hell, then he’ll make sure he too gets some kind of sweet ever after before he dies.

    While his dream life unfolds in a way he could never have anticipated, a new – yet old – threat looms over the Earth. And the only one who has any chance of saving the world is Dean Winchester.

    Or so the stranger tells him after snatching him from the close-to-perfect life he sacrificed himself to live.

     

    PLEASE READ THE TAGS AND NOTES. I WOULDN’T WANNA HAVE TO SAY "I TOLD YOU SO!". ;)

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    Dean Winchester is a teenage boy, who is constantly on the road with his grumbling father John Winchester and his quirky, younger, brother Sam Winchester. They all move to be closer to a family friend by the name of Bobby Singer for a while. Moving into the way, way outskirts of the cities into an old, tar smelling house, in the middle of a broken, old town, in the middle of nowhere. He suddenly bumps into a boy who caught Dean's curiosities and attention as a whole.
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    Castiel Novak has a knack for photography and an odd obsession with cameras, currently engulfed in Polaroids and bees. He teaches Dean the fun and the brokenness of small-town life and how things, people and social status form together there. Castiel gives a new meaning to life to Dean, all the while Dean teaches Castiel new ways of expressing his photography by being Castiel's ultimate and irrevocable inspiration.
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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    It's 1942, America has declared war on Japan join the second World War.

    Castiel just wants to be a soldier,. He wants to do his part for his country, but because of a severe case of asthma and bad eyesight he has been deemed ineligible to fight... eight times. Finally, he gives up trying, but his best friend, Meg, convinces him that there is one way he could still help: Writing letters to a lonely soldier.

    His soldier assignment? Winchester. A name fitting for a soldier.... right?

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    In the years following his mother's death, Dean Winchester develops OCD as a way to cope with the loss. After more than a decade without a diagnosis, his symptoms grow more severe. And after the sudden death of John Winchester, Dean is left to cope by himself and Sam is forced to quit his undergrad in order to care for him. Ashamed of his shut-in life, and guilty that his little brother has become his caretaker, Dean seeks out therapy, and five years later, is holding down a full time job and can freely visit his favorite coffee shop to get a daily dose of Castiel, the (hot) hippie owner.

    Sam Winchester would do anything for his brother, but he is more than thrilled to finally be returning to school, even if he is a 23 year-old sophomore. It also helps that a certain smart mouthed TA is helping him get back into the groove. Of course, getting a good read on Gabriel is just about as easy as advanced Chemistry, and he's not so great at that, either. As the semester goes on, he gets the distinct impression that his orderly life is about to get messy.

    Chapter 04 now features art of Sam by my pal, Winchester-Reload! Brace yourself. It's incredible.

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    Depois de anos de crise diplomática, os reis de Libanon e Caelum finalmente deixaram as diferenças de lado e para selar o acordo de paz, John Winchester e Chuck Novak concordam em acasalar os seus filhos primogênitos.
    Dean, da Casa de Winchester, é um ômega de 18 anos e o único filho de John.
    Dean concorda com o acasalamento e fica comprometido com Castiel, da Casa de Novak, um atraente alfa de 28 anos e primogênito de Chuck.
    Porém Dean descobre, da maneira mais difícil, que Castiel não está feliz com a situação.

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    TRIGGER WARNING: please read tags. This is a very sad fic that I used to channel my current feelings. Basically, Dean's depressed, so he self-harms. Cas finds out and stops him. I'm sorry. Don't hate me.

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    It had looked so dark after Chuck had pulled the plug and Dean had let himself fall into a headspace that was all anger, fury and hatred because anything else would have had him break down. Jack was dead, Cas had hated him and only stuck around for Sam, Sam hadn't healed and the undead had been rising all over the state. Had Dean for only a second let his guard down too much, it would have all buried him for good, there would have been no recovering from that.

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    The devil is possessing Castiel.

    Dean is breaking himself trying to find a way to rescue their angel.

    Sam is trying to find a way to save both of them while still helping people who need it.

    But he doesn’t know that the consquences of his last hunt are about to catch up to them, and Dean will be the one to suffer for it.

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    After becoming disillusioned with his empty corporate lifestyle, Dean Smith decides to take up hunting on his days off. The first trip to the ER should have been a sign that going it alone is a death wish, but Dean's nothing if not stubborn. ...Maybe he just wants an excuse to see the gorgeous blue eyed doctor who works the graveyard shift.

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    Dean and Castiel never knew each other. Castiel always thought that that when the new kid came into town that he was just going to be another kid who was gonna be a pretentious dick. Some one who thought they were better than every one else. But he is really not. Quite the opposite. He finds out that Dean Michael Winchester has had a rough child hood. Always moving schools, towns, never really having a home, taking care of his little brother because his father was never home. The more that Dean gets bullied, Castiel starts defending him more and more. Then after one day Dean gets hurt so badly that Castiel has to take him to the hospital, but Deans father isn't home to tell him that he is going to the hospital, so Castiel takes him to his house. That's when Castiel really confesses his love for Dean. More than he has yet, sure they have had a few kisses and slept together, but this is the main moment.

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    "God helps whoever dares cross your way, Winchester..." 

    Dean has the rest of his life to do whatever the hell he wants and he's spending it on life regrets. Years of military duty has left him hollow; there's no way he'll ever dump his unstable self on his family's doorstep, no matter how much they say they wouldn't mind it.

    Of course, he never expect a teenager to be the one to fix him. She probably has just as much issues as he does, but Krissy gives him the one thing he never even think of: normalcy. His new friends consisted of two rebellious lesbians and a paranoid dog, and he wouldn't ask for anything else.

    As a cherry on the top, a certain angel is still willing to pick up his broken pieces.

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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