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    At the end of a case Dean knocks over a Japanese sculpture. Now a creature made of light is followed him around and wants to "make him happy".

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    Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester, Have been dating for 5 years, Two of which have been rough, particularly on Dean.

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    Sam Campbell is an incubus living in a city secretly controlled by a community of supernatural creatures. When he purchases a human drifter named Dean Winchester at the Food Market, he gets far more than the easy meal he expected . . .

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    “I’m going to kiss you now.”

    Cas pauses, giving Dean a chance to back out, but Dean just licks his lips and waits.

    Cas’s mouth is up against Dean’s for a couple seconds before Dean responds, and then it’s Cas that’s being kissed senseless, because kissing is definitely not something Dean does tentatively. Dean reaches up to cup Cas’s jaw in his hand, tilting his head for a better angle, mouth plush, tasting like whiskey.

    Cas tries to remember what it was like the first time he kissed a man. All-encompassing, the world jerking off its axis, the feel of stubble under his fingers intense in a way it never really is with women, as much as he loves them.

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    There was a post on the Destiel Port FB group about voices or noise in your own head that made it hard to complete a thought or sentence. This made me think of my own issues with noise that buzzes in my head that causes my depression/anxiety to cave in on me and leads me into a dark place or toward a panic attack or other pattern of self-deprecation or harm. This train of thought brought to mind Dean Winchester (my spirit animal ♡)
    ☆ Dean has untapped artistic abilities that are uncovered while he is in an inpatient care unit for depression/anxiety/self-harm. Castiel is an artist who volunteers at the care unit.

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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    Urged on by Charlie, Dean goes to a support group for single fathers, only to meet a quirky man named Castiel who is hiding issues of his own.

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    I'm not very creative when it comes to this, but each chapter is going to be different.
    Basically One Shots of anything I come up with!
    Some characters are my own!

    (Male Reader cuz I suck at the female stuff! But I'll have a go.)

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    16/?
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    Dean awakens in his bed in a cold sweat with his heart feeling like it is going to leap from his chest. He calms himself, by chanting in his head, “You’re safe… that is in the past… you’re safe.” A warm arm wraps around him and he tries not to stiffen or pull away. He doesn’t fully succeed.

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    10/?
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    Ten times Dean tried to kill himself.
    And the one time Sam stopped him.

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    Dean once thought presenting was a good thing—something to make his absent, alcoholic father proud. But of course, that didn't count if it turned out he'd been born with a fucking uterus instead of a knot.

    Years later the ghosts of the past haven't left him, and John’s death didn't change the facts: Dean was a failure, someone to be ashamed of.

    Castiel was just too damned stubborn to see that.

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    Dean always said that he'd be the one to be lost to war. He just didn't think that it would happen like this.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    42/?
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    "Cas looked around his empty apartment remembering when he'd had a purpose, when he'd been someone. And he realized at that moment why he kept his angel blade–because it was getting harder and harder for him to convince himself that he hadn't always been a nobody. Hadn't always been a whore."

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    An account of what happens between Dean and John the night that Sam sneaks off to Stanford. No slash or anything, just some violent descriptions of an altercation. Please comment and review! It's my first work, so I'd love some feedback.

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    7/?
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    (DESPITE THE WAY THIS STORY SEEMS, IT IS IN NO WAY INTENDED TO RATIONALIZE SUICIDE. SUICIDE IS A VERY HEAVY ISSUE AND I IN NO WAY SUPPORT IT. THE SUICIDE IN THIS STORY WILL BE TALKED ABOUT IN FUTURE FANFICS IN THIS VERSE. SUICIDE IS NEVER THE ANSWER IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS SUICIDAL I URGE YOU TO SEEK HELP. PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255)

    Don't imagine Jess never dying. Don't imagine Sam leaving Dean to live in domestic bliss with her. Don't imagine Dean falling in love only to watch them die. Don't imagine Dean waiting for Cas to come back.

    When Sam arrives in Heaven he finds his brother looking only a few years older than the last time they saw each other oh so long ago. When he asks what monster killed Dean he discovers it wasn't a monster at all, just his brother's own depression.

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    The one where uninspired chef Dean Winchester has a one night stand with the male (!) food critic who described the flavour of his garlic bread as 'closeted' and accidentally ends up dating him to try and prove that he's a kick ass chef, thank you very much.

    (He may have a point about the 'closeted' thing).

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    “Dean, we can’t expect her to have an instant connection to us. We don’t know each other yet, not really.”

    “Well leaving us is pretty much making sure that we never will.” Dean mumbled quietly, but Sam didn’t miss the resentment and disappointment lingering in his words and sighed in solidarity with his brother’s pain.

    A two weeks after Mary decided to leave the bunker, Dean finds a case close by in Oklahoma to distract both himself and Sam from another fresh abandonment. However, it turns out that Dean, mommy-issues, mental asylums, ghosts, and child deaths do not mix well.

    Set post s12e03 The Foundry

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    Dean locked himself away to drink and forget about what's causing this bout of depression. But something goes wrong and he finds himself in the bathroom with a razor blade.

    ***TW Self Harm/ Suicidal Thoughts***

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    4
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    35
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    4
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