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    Set in Season 9 sometime after Blade Runners and then goes AU. Dean and Sam's relationship is in a very bad place. Dean is trying to deal with the Mark of Cain and survive when old and new enemies come after him. Dean finds an ally in an old foe, but is it all what it appears to be? Will Dean and Sam's relationship improve, will Dean be able to keep it together and not lose control to the Mark, will he survive his fight with Abaddon? Lots and lots of angst. Sorry I'm bad at summaries. Long fic.

    Underage tag is in references to past abuse only.

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    AU where Dean and Castiel are paramedics and the perfect work partners and they finally stop dancing around their feelings for each other. Only problem now is, Dean won't come out of the closet and Castiel is in a questionable relationship with some douchebag lawyer who doesn't exactly want to let him go. Dean and Cas' sexual and working relationship heats up as the rest of their lives start to break down. Their job is saving the lives of strangers, but can they save themselves and each other? Or will it all come crashing down?

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    It's been more than ten years since a hunt gone wrong left teenaged Dean disowned, abandoned, alone...and a skinwalker. Now, he wanders the country, refusing to change back to his human form, refusing to join a pack, refusing to turn others into monsters like himself. Sometimes, when he's lucky, he'll find a place to stay with some sappy, dog-loving human - a month or two, here or there, when he has a full stomach and a roof over his head, but not a home, never a home.

    Today's sappy, dog loving human? Some tattooed, jogging weirdo who says his name is Cas...

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    And you're the only one who can help me,
    but you never look long enough to see,
    that I'm floundering here in this never ending sea,
    not of water but the blood dripping out of me,
    I never meant for you to see,
    but now I need you, because dammit I can't breathe

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    In the years following his mother's death in a house fire, Dean Winchester begins to develop OCD as a way to cope with the loss. After more than a decade without a diagnosis, his symptoms grow more severe. And after the sudden death of John Winchester, Dean is left to cope by himself and Sam is forced to quit his undergrad in order to care for him. Ashamed of his shut-in life, and guilty that his little brother has become his caretaker at the expense of everything else, Dean seeks out therapy, and five years later, is holding down a full time job, can freely visit his favorite coffee shop to get a daily dose of Castiel, the (hot) hippie owner, and Sam is now free to return to school.

    Sam Winchester would do anything for his brother, but he is more than thrilled to finally be returning to school, even if he is a 23 year-old sophomore. It also helps that a certain smart mouthed TA is helping him get back into the groove. Of course, getting a good read on Gabriel is just about as easy as advanced Chemistry, and he's not so great at that, either. As the semester goes on, he gets the distinct impression that his orderly life is about to get messy.

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak thought they had life all figured out... That is, until life actually happened.

    (Repost from Fanfiction.net! Written with Perdition Raiser from Fanfiction.net)

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    In an alternate universe where there are two genders (male/female) and three designations (alpha/beta/omega) life could be better for an 'o'. Federal law states that any child born to an unmated omega can be claimed by the sire, no questions asked. This is how John Winchester gained custody of his youngest son, Adam, who he took on the road with his older son, Dean.

    Dean and Adam were enrolled in a boarding school that trains young alphas to be hunters. There they meet Sam Campbell, who is the grandson of Samuel Campbell, a very powerful official in the Federal Department of Hunters. Sam and the Winchesters became friends, until Dean presented as an omega and was expelled. He continued hunting with his father while Sam finished school and went to college for a few years before coming back to the life.

    Now all grown up, Sam and Dean hate each other. Or do they...? One night, a hotel room, and a Lord of the Rings drinking game are about to change everything.

    Note: any songs referenced in this work are actually important. If you don't know a song, I would YouTube it. It will inform your reading of the chapter.

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    Love is my Religion.
    I could die for that.
    I could die for you.

    John Keats

    It had always been black and white for Dean. Save people. Hunt things. Family. And then there had been an angel in a trench coat, and suddenly, things weren't so simple any more

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    Soulmate AU High school AU

    When a soulmate marks their skin with ink the same design will appear on that of their other half.

    Dean always dreaded getting his soulmate feeling eternally guilty that some poor soul would be stuck with him. He knew what a screw up he was thanks to his dad and he didn't want to mess up anyone else's life. The plan was always to avoid any possible contact so that the person could get on with life but of course Dean wouldn't be that lucky.

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    Castiel Novak is the lead singer of Dean Winchester's favorite rock and roll band "The Angels"
    Dean is just a nerdy IT guy. Obviously he doesn't stand a chance with Castiel.
    Well at least not until his best friend Charlie enters his name in the "Date With an Angel" contest and he actually wins.
    This is the story of two men who are brought together by fate. In each other they find the strength to overcome their dark past of forced prostitution and rape, and to stand up for what they believe in; to stand up for love.

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    Sam Campbell is an incubus living in a city secretly controlled by a community of supernatural creatures. When he purchases a human drifter named Dean Winchester at the Food Market, he gets far more than the easy meal he expected . . .

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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    Sam and Dean end up spending Christmas with Jody and the girls this year. Sounds perfect, but Dean's traumatized like he hasn't been since hell and Sam's more worried than ever. A perfect excuse to take a few days off in Sioux Falls, right?

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    Same old Dean Winchester. What's yet another screw up in the grand scheme of things?

    But Cas isn't going to stand by and watch him burn. No matter how many times he has to save him. Even if it's from himself.

    Part 3 of the Follow My Lead series.

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    Surfing the internet, Cas discovers a little thing called Kinktober and decides to convince Dean to play along. Who is Dean to say no to anything Cas wants? Unless of course, Cas wants to talk about these things in front of Sam. Because, no, that would not be cool.

    Check the chapter titles and beginning notes of each chapter for the kinks contained within that particular chapter and any applicable warnings. Tags will be updated as I go since this is not entirely written yet and I'm not 100% where the boys will want to take this. If you think I've missed a tag, please please please please tell me so I can fix it.

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    There was a post on the Destiel Port FB group about voices or noise in your own head that made it hard to complete a thought or sentence. This made me think of my own issues with noise that buzzes in my head that causes my depression/anxiety to cave in on me and leads me into a dark place or toward a panic attack or other pattern of self-deprecation or harm. This train of thought brought to mind Dean Winchester (my spirit animal ♡)
    ☆ Dean has untapped artistic abilities that are uncovered while he is in an inpatient care unit for depression/anxiety/self-harm. Castiel is an artist who volunteers at the care unit.

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    Dean Winchester has a lot going for him: he's beloved by his students, he's finished writing his first book, and he's living comfortably in New York City. The only problem is... he's single. That wouldn't bother him much if his family wouldn't be visiting for the holidays. With cuffing season over, Dean has to face his family alone... or will he?

    Castiel DiAngelo is a simple detective who hasn't really celebrated Christmas in over 9 years, holidays and family being a sore spot for him. But after taking Dean up on an offer, he finds that you can't really avoid the holidays.

    Will these two be able to pull off a seminal holiday trope? Or will certain developments get in the way...

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    Dean "The Righteous Man" Winchester of the Impala 67 was the Pirate King. Fierce, merciless, formidable... You name it. He was everything any pirate could ever hope to be and more. You'd have to be living under a rock to not have heard of him or his crew aboard the biggest ship to sail the seas: the Impala 67.

    On September 18th, 1692, the governor of the City of Heaven, Michael Novak, faces his biggest fear: Dean Winchester stopped at his docks. Michael's sole goal was to see Dean Winchester and each and every one of his men and woman on his ship's crew hanged.

    That evening, Dean meets a young man with black hair and striking blue eyes. "Cas," he tells Dean his name. What was Dean to do but offer the gold in his pocket to the kid who looked as if he'd just been fucked in a dirty alley?

    Cas accepts and 17 gold, a short walk, and a few orgasms later, the two are fast asleep on Dean's bed. For the first time in years, Dean didn't have any of the normal nightmares from his past; and Cas fell asleep feeling protected and safe in the Pirate Kings arms.

    That night was just the beginning for Dean and Cas. The beginning to something neither wanted to end.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Somewhere along the way they had become best friends. After a lesson, walking out of the classroom, one of the football jocks had grabbed Castiel’s notebook and tossed it up in the air, spreading a hundred paper sheets across the floor. Everyone had just walked by, ignoring it. Everyone but Jo.
    “Do you have hand spasms?” she’d said to the jock, quite composed, getting a sly smile in response.
    “What?”
    “I asked you if you have FUCKING HAND SPASMS?” (not quite as composed).
    “Uh, no-“
    “Then get on the floor and pick up those papers!” Her raised voice had attracted a little crowd, and soon a teacher came along.
    “What’s going on?”
    “We just ruled out that Michael the Jock here doesn’t have Parkinson’s,” Jo explained to the teacher, a few chuckles spreading around the crowd.
    “None of that nonsense now, Joanna.”
    “NONSENSE? He’s learning some fucking common decency!”
    To sum it up, she’d ended up in detention, Michael the Jock had been allowed to leave, and Castiel had ended up with a friend.

    (A Destiel fic, don't worry)

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