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    “It was witches Bobby. We’re…” Sam glanced at the handsome stranger with a touch of humor in his eyes, “We’re pretty sure. Dean had a run-in with a small coven the night before. Apparently some…jokes were made about Dean and his car-” 

    “Hey they didn’t know what the hell they were talking about!” Dean interjects in a way that sounds a little rehearsed. 

    “And the next morning.” Sam continues as if he hadn’t been interrupted. “We found him, passed out in the exact spot where we’d parked the Impala.” 

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    AKA The same old story- the Impala comes to life, wreaking havoc on Dean's 'cool guy' persona, and kicking up more than a bit of fuss over a certain Angel.

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    - Неуязвимость, - сказал он. - Ад дал мне это. Жестокостью не удивишь того, кто всегда помнит: бытие онтологически зло. Ты не можешь причинить боль мазохисту. Ты не можешь изнасиловать желающего. И ты не можешь разбить черное сердце.
    - Нет, ты можешь, - сказал Дин.

    Russian fanfiction, written because of the nightmare that is happening in my country.
    I apologize for possible errors - it's the first time I am publishing my text on this site.
    As for the story, it's a philosophical novel about Mephistophelean type of devil (If Mephistopheles were queer) and a man who falls in love with him against himself. And how can’t he not? It’s bloody Crowley. Everybody should love him.
    Lots of magic, religious and existential stuff. And porn.

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    In an attempt to block the effects of the Mark of Cain, Balthazar and Castiel take Dean to an alternate universe...where Lucifer is actually a pretty nice guy.

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    SECOND VOLUME
    if you're new, don't start here! check my profile for the completed volume I before reading :)

    After Dean becomes a demon, Nate struggles to repair their relationship. Witchcraft, Rowena and a whole lot of difficult decisions follow the boys through Dean's battle with the Mark of Cain.

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    When a hunt goes bad, John Winchester dumps a 22-year-old Dean at the doors of an ER in St. Clair, MI before continuing on the hunt for the monster who nearly killed Dean.

    After Dean fights through an infection and an empty visitor's chair, a kind ICU nurse finds Dean's secret sketchbook. Based on the drawings she finds inside, she tries to convince Dean that his father may not have his best interests at heart, and Dean struggles to stick to his usual excuses.

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    Dean first hears the word ‘gay’ when he is wrestling on the grass at school with another guy. When he asks his pretty drunk father about it, he mutters something about fairies and fags.

    Or, five times Dean was ashamed, and one time he realised he didn’t have to be.

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    Sam and Dean are staying at Bobby’s house post-Sam getting his soul back when they catch a case. They’re not sure what it is but it’s got their brand of weird all over it.
    They find a man in a booth making deals with people. They complete a task, sometimes horrific, sometimes mundane, and in return they get whatever they want.
    With the case leading nowhere, Sam and Dean decide the only way they’re going to figure out what they’re hunting is by making a deal themselves. Naturally, and in true Winchester fashion, neither of them tell the other, forcing them to confront what they want in life, what they really want, alone and in secret.

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    An examination of Dean and his queerness through his self-expression and how he’s perceived.

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    “Tell me-“ he croaks. “Tell me what you were just going to say.”
    Dean feels cold all over, “Dad’s been on a hunting trip-“
    “Oh fuck.” Sam cuts in before Dean can finish: “-and he hasn’t been home in a few days.”


    Set post a version of the finale where no one dies and no one goes to superhell.

    The last thing Dean remembers before waking up the hospital is driving to Stanford to pick up his little brother. Now he's middle aged, his best friend is a literal biblical angel, and he can see things he definitely couldn't see before.

    One week earlier, Team Free Will goes UFO hunting.

    Sam gets a bad feeling, Castiel turns into a monster, Dean spills his guts.

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    After the Winchesters saved the world... again, everything goes back to normal. Well, almost everything.

    Dean mostly stays in his room, avoiding the basement like the plague. He won’t talk about that night with anyone. Nobody dares to ask about it. John has no idea who “the angel” is but he won’t ask about him again after the last time Castiel got brought up.

    Everyone moves on. Jack adapts to his role as God and fixes Heaven. The brothers work on having a relationship with their parents. Sam and Eileen create and grow Hunter Corp.

    And Dean? Dean just wants his best friend back.

    And when he gets him back... things are more complicated than they seem.

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    Trans man and witch, Nathan Masters' family is brutally butchered by an angry hunter. Seeking revenge, he hunts down the hunter and makes a case for himself in the supernatural world. Sam and Dean Winchester follow his trail, and end up helping him get his revenge. Dean ends up more attached than he expected, and after pining, slow burn and a lot of anger fuelled sex, tragic pain and angst, love blossoms

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    Dean discovers that gay marriage had been legalized after a long day of hunting.

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    Even though he came out to the people in his life, Dean still finds himself living as someone he's not.

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    Dean is in a bad place. He hasn't talked to his dad in weeks, Sam is at Stanford and alone until he meets Castiel.

    This was originally created several years ago in high school (2017). Inspired by music and how those songs made me think of Destiel.

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    Dean, son of John Winchester, was not into men. He simply did not swing that way, and he heavily preferred the company of women. At least, that’s what he tells himself to alleviate the guilt.

    Or, how Dean went from ‘straight’ to sucking dick in less than a week.

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    Things were going just fine for Draco Malfoy. He successfully conned and counted cards across Europe and America, amassing a small fortune, along with a lengthy rap sheet. That was until he made the grave mistake of returning to England for a high stakes card game and got himself caught – by Harry Potter no less. Now, Draco is stuck in England under Auror Potter’s guard with no friends, no distractions, and no escape. How the hell will he pass the time? And since when did Potter get so bloody fit?

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    After months alone on the road, a hopeless Dean Winchester finds himself in a seedy bar in Sioux Falls: his father gone, his brother away living his dreams, and without the courage to call on the last person who might give a shit about what happens to him.

    Then he meets a strange man in a trench coat who can't stop saying his name like he's actually worth something.

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    John slumps to the ground, the wounds on his face slowly bleeding,
    "Cas, is that really him?" Sam asks as he slowly approaches the man.
    "It is, he appears to have been taken when he traded his soul for Deans."
    Sam kneels next to John, "Hey dad, can you hear me?" He doesn't respond instead sinking against Sam.
    "Cas can you heal him?" Sam asks.
    As much as Cas would love to let the man who now has Dean, his new lover stunned half between fear and elation suffer, he nods and kneels with his hand out, he heals the wounds he can see and checks him over to make sure this indeed was the Winchester's father, unfortunately, it is.

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    Dean wasn't sure why his brain worked the way it did, but he was terrified that he was just like his father. He wanted to make sure that he wouldn't inflict the same horrors on his son that John inflicted on him.

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    Dean ya no se reconoce, ya no sabe quién es, y el duelo nunca se ha sentido más definitivo. Las gabardinas en su armario siguen acumulando polvo y si solo Cas regresara a usarlas, Dean volvería a la vida.

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