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    "For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part [and recognise in part]; but then shall I know even as I also am known." ~ 1 Corinthians 13:12, King James Bible

    "Let he who is without sin cast the first stone" ~ John 8:7, same as above

    Unto the ages of ages, even spied carefully behind dark glass, there is world without end.

    Things cannot end like this. Jack pours his love for Cas into the Empty, forcing light and life within, hauling his father back. The family he's got - including that of Sam and Dean - they have to preserve it. And in some ways, to heal it; drawing out the darkness like infection from a wound.

    Yet he must keep going, be strong, and brave - he has godly power, and so he must be strong enough to fix things.

    But what happens if -actually, when- he needs fixing?

    (Or, Jack is having a hard time adjusting to his status as God, and after doing his best to make things right, receives some aid in a manner - and from a quarter - unexpected)

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    "You have given me what I needed most. I want to do the same for you," Amara had told him.

    What if what Dean Winchester had needed most wasn't Mary back, but was for his long coveted Angel to finally be HIS Angel.

    Of course getting what you wish for is never as simple as it first appears and it isn't long before Dean discovers being with Castiel means getting a hell of a lot more than he bargained for.

    ~~~~~~

    A Re-write from the start of season 12. Destiel Instead of Mary returning

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    When Castiel wakes up to his husband of 6 years saying ‘no lo hagas cas’, he immediately worries. He can see the fear in his eyes and it puts fear into his.

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    “Afterlife” no longer means forgetting what happened during life.

    In Heaven, Dean is tormented by peace and freedom until he reunites with an also-struggling Castiel. Together, they work through issues they couldn’t leave behind, hoping to find something resembling happiness.

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    A fluffy smutty fic for Valentine's Day.

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    “I like this song.” Y/N says. Dean listens close, Something by the Beatles twirling in the air. Y/N closes her eyes and sings along in a whisper. 
    “Wanna dance?” he asks. Dean offers his hand, her skin is smooth against his calloused fingers. 
    --
    Dean and Y/N are just two slow dancers, last ones out. After 11 years of writing letters to each other, they finally meet again, but this time it's different.

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    Though he knows heaven and hell are never quite satisfied in their eternal game, he followed him into the dark. Because he couldn’t leave him, couldn’t let him go alone.

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    After Castiel's death bed speech, Dean finally realises that he's stayed quiet for too long and he needs to talk to his angel if he wants to fix things and make everyone happy(Sam included, cause God knows he deserves an award for putting up with these two).

    If only Dean could communicate.

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    A look through Dean Winchester's eyes as he slowly starts falling for Castiel throughout the seasons. He realizes that what he feels for his best friend is not just platonic, while battling with his internalised homophobia. When he finally tries to tell Cas that he loves him, it's too late.

     

    Starts with 4×01 and continues till 15×18, with all the important destiel moments in between and what was going through Dean Winchester's mind atm.

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    "... Maybe we'll see Dean and Sam and Castiel buying a timeshare in Cabo" - Misha Collins musing over the series finale in an interview

    After God is forced to give up the ghost and becomes mortal, and Jack intakes Chuck's power, what are they going to do?

    There is no longer a story.

    (Or, without any facet of the rest of their lives foretold, the Winchester brothers are damn sure they can do something. Anything.

    It's just...they have no idea what to do.)

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    Castiel's love confession scene is proving difficult to nail down. SURELY the characters will settle down in the next draft.

    SURELY.

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    a few lines from the show with poetry in-between.

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    Dean can't stand the fact he lost Castiel because of the Empty. After his death, Dean tries to keep hunting, but Sam begins to slowly quit the hunt for a new life with Eileen. Dean decides to go hunting vampires to clear his mind and forget his pain when, on the way back home, he sees Castiel on the roadside. Is Cass really there or is it a hallucination?

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    Their final moments are upon them. They’ve played their final card and Chuck is announcing curtain call. But Dean still has a few seconds left. A few seconds to right the only wrong he’s ever truly regretted.

    So Dean will do the only thing he can do. His one final move in the famous final scene of Chuck’s shitty story. Something that Chuck believed completely unfathomable. Something, that, throughout all the universes, he’d never seen – not once.

    Dean is about to answer a question that Cass should have never even needed to ask.

    And maybe – maybe – one last ditch effort in a world gone mad is enough to turn the tides just enough so they might hear what ‘the exultant sound of a canon booming in the night’ really means.

    OR

    Instead of sending them to Purgatory, Michael traverses all the universes with Dean and Castiel in the hopes of finding one where good prevailed and Chuck was defeated. Along the way Dean and Castiel's relationship is put under strain.

    Will Michael play mediator?

    Will the alternate versions of Dean, Sam and Castiel force them to face their decisions and mend their relationship?

    What ‘the exultant sound of a canon booming in the night’ really mean?

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    s15e18 coda.

    Sam and jack find Dean on the floor and Dean tells them everything he was supposed to say to cas, but couldn't.

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    Every Halloween, from sunset to midnight, creatures from another world walk the earth. They're mostly mirages, unable to touch the inhabitants of our world, unless their connection was forged before time.

    For Dean Winchester, Halloween is just another day. His dad was obsessed with the holiday, but him? Not so much. He could appreciate it, but the celebrations weren't for him.

    That is, until he met Castiel, an angel from the other world.

    Now, October 31st can't come soon enough.

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    Hot angel who Dean can only see once a year?? Sign him up, tf??

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    Aurora Cordell, the daughter of famous Chicago defense attorney Mathias Cordell, gets stranded on a lonely stretch of highway as she heads back to college in Sioux Falls. Always willing to help those who need it, Dean and Sam stumble across the 'damsel in distress' who turns out to be so much more than just a temporary distraction.

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    He watches from behind the wall as Dean creeps slowly down the stairs, ensuring that his footfalls are almost silent. Stranger still is huge bag strapped to his back… if Sam didn’t know better he’s say its… moving?

    “Dean!” he snaps, letting his worry show, “Cass just… vanished in a plume of … trench-coat and before that… I saw something… I don’t even understand this.” He sputters.

    Impassive, Dean just glances towards the exit.

    “Did you hear me?” he tries again.

    “Yup.” Dean assures, still glancing at the door, “Heard you like a bell. We’ll talk in the morning Sammy. Night.”

    “Night?” he parrots. “Cass is in trouble.”

    “Cass is a um, heh.” He laughs, “Big boy.”

    Why isn’t he doing anything? And what’s in that damn bag?

    Sam wrenches it open.

    Sam takes a good long look at the child who now sits happily at their table. Glow-y blue eyes, hair dark as night, an unflinching stare that seems to be directed only at Dean, chewing on Dean’s index finger like it’s candy. With jerky motions he wraps the trench-coat around the child, still unable to reconcile what he knows with what he sees.

    Dean laughs, “Now you really are a baby in a trench-coat.” Cass bites down.

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    “You told me in tongues.” Dean snaps “Can you try it again in English?”

    At his side, Cass bristles. “My deal is when I’m happy he will take me.”

    “Dean.” He begins. “The things that can make me happy are numbered. When the Shadow peered inside my mind, it saw everything. My feelings of inadequacy and uselessness, my greatest fears, my enemies… the people I love.”

    “I’m not saying you made the wrong call Cass.” He says gently. “Just - why didn’t you tell us?”

    “What would that have done?”

    “Something.” Dean insists. “We'd have gone face to face with that monster!”

    “There it is.” Cass says softly. “What good would that have done? The thing that could make me happy… facing off against the being who wishes to take it all away?”

    That gives Dean pause. “Me and Sam… we make you happy?”

    “Yes.” Cass says carefully. “Being with you and Sam brings me great joy.”

    “Dean.” Cass says sternly, catching his attention. “Once I thought that you knew. You are a connoisseur in matters such as this. Now, that we're in a place that is all our own, I think you’re ready to hear this.”

    Dean’s been ready for the past hour, but okay.

    “You make me unbelievably happy Dean.”

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    Castiel ubierał się jak człowiek, wyglądał jak człowiek i chodził jak człowiek. Dean wiedział, że jako anioł miał inną kulturę. Obiecał, że pokaże mu człowieczeństwo z każdej możliwej strony.

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    Niekanoniczne spojrzenie na pierwsze ludzkie razy Castiela.

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