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    Dean Winchester works hard to be a good big brother, to not disappoint his friends, and to hide his deeply submissive side from the world. Which is working out sort of okay for him, until Benny pieces the whole thing together and drags Dean to a BDSM event in the city. While there, Dean runs into a ghost that's been haunting him for years, but also a ridiculously gorgeous angel who swoops in to save the day. The only problem: with all his freaking out, he forgot to get the guy's number.

    Things pretty much go the route of a Destiel BDSM love story from there.

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    Tag to 9x11, First Born. Only the worthy can bear the Mark. Well if anyone's worthy, it's Dean.

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    Getting into bed at three in the afternoon is generally frowned upon.

    So Dean lies on the couch instead.

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    Snapshots of Dean Winchester's existence. All this happened, more or less...

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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    Castiel Novak was left alone in his life after his parents left him. He has a great life; a nice house, wealth, a well-paying job. Yet, he doesn't seem to happy. See, Castiel suffers from OCD- Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and to top it all off, he's a flaming homosexual.
    Dean Winchester came out to his father and had to flee in search of a new destiny. With Charlie and his little brother Sam, they make their way up to New York City. Dean, trying his best to get away from his father, gains a job at Roman Enterprises and meets his new boss, Castiel Novak.
    They two of them fall hard for each other, but way before either of them know the hidden secrets that are kept far away.

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    A few months after Sam and Castiel start dating, the angel is killed. Still reeling from the loss of his best friend, Dean can’t just sit and watch Sam’s heartbreak slowly pull him away, too.

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    It's one of those days that everything seems to go wrong. Maybe Dean should have stayed in bed. Or maybe the twins would be better off without him...

    The twins have other ideas about Dean's train of thought, however, and set about to convince him otherwise.

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    Bobby and the Winchesters had been your family, they'd been your everything, but you'd left them and the hunting life behind. Now you need them more than ever before; will they help you? Will they be able to forgive you? Will Dean?

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    Castiel thinks about all the ways he'd like to show Dean Winchester how he loves him. He thinks about why he loves him even as he listens with half an ear to Dean talking. Perhaps his feelings will always go unrequited... Or will they?

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    18-year-old Sam Winchester went missing somewhere between Las Vegas and Los Angeles on his way to Stanford, and it's Dean's job to find and save his little brother

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    You never realize how many lies you tell and secrets you keep until you can't do it any more. Dean unfortunately found this out with an honesty spell. Too bad he only has a little over a day to not only confess his feelings to Cas (since the stupid curse only activated because of his "longing for love" for the angel), but that "becoming one with your love" thing sounds straight out a freaking Disney movie. What's a hunter in deep denial about his feelings to do?

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    Dean Winchester is a lot of things, a veteran, a mechanic, a brother. He's never been someone that's worth anything. He's never been worth loving. When he makes friends with a young college student with problems of his own, Dean's world is changed. Maybe for the better.

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    When Dean meets Castiel for the first time and wonders why he has so much hope for him.

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    en·tro·py
    ˈentrəpē/
    noun
    1- A thermodynamic quantity representing the unavailability of a system's thermal energy for conversion into mechanical work, often interpreted as the degree of disorder or randomness in the system.
    2 - Lack of order or predictability; gradual decline into disorder.

    Sam Winchester always wished to be able to know hs brother better, to see past his barriers and deflections. But, when a hunt goes south and Dean is the one caught in the crossfire, he'll realize he should be careful what he wishes for!

    Or, the one with de-aged Dean with a twist, serious amount of angst, past hurt/no comfort, present hurt/comfort, and Winchesters taking care of each other.

    (This contains seriously disturbing themes, that might be triggering. Each chapter will have it's own warnings, but please read the tags).

    (Inspired by "Playing Mary" because I believe that the abuse Dean endured took place in a similar fashion to how the fic describes and by "The Galilei Program" because I can see one stuation from the fc happening, but it'll all be explained later in the story).

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    Being an outcast omega, Dean never felt beautiful. But now that he is pregnant and his body is changing so much, his emotions are all over the place. Good thing his Alpha is there to sooth his fears and doubts away.

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    Dean gave up long ago on ever finding the right person for him. When he meets the Novak twins— Cas and Jimmy— he’s surprised to find himself quickly too far gone to deny them anything. If only his self-doubt would stop getting in the way.

    Jimmy and Cas spent most of their lives as outcasts. As great as fitting in was, it wasn’t worth the cost. After even their family disowned them, they were sure they would never find an alpha that truly accepted them. Then Dean entered their lives, everything clicked, and the outside world didn’t matter anymore.

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    Dean and Castiel haven't been friends for a long time. It's complicated. But when Castiel ties himself to the tree outside Dean's house as part of a peaceful protest, avoiding him becomes impossible. And so does ignoring his true feelings for the boy next door...

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    Chapters:
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    Dean doesn't spend that year with Lisa and Ben. This is what happens instead.

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    Sam, Dean, and Cas run into trouble fighting a witch. She's injected Dean with a truth serum, causing him to speak whatever comes to mind. The serum will only stop if Dean spills his deepest fear. Turns out he’s got a lot of abandonment and inadequacy issues, and Sam and Cas desperately try to tape him back together in the aftermath without making everything worse.

     
    “That’s your deepest fear? For real?” Sam sounds like he can hardly believe it. “It’s not flying, or a beer shortage or something?”
    “Dean,” Cas looks like a stern father, his brows furrowed and eyes full of disappointment. “That’s a stupid thing to fear,” he informs Dean stonily.
    There’s no other way to explain it - Dean just shatters.

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