14 Works in DECAYS (Japan Band)
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After a life of living behind a mask of normality Die decides lock himself in a psych/rehabilitation ward, but obviously trying to fight various addictions is not an easy task or not even as fulfilling as it he wish it would be. Will Die improve for love or he will succumb to his urges?
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- Part 1 of Empire Of Despair
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Freizeit - Sinn und Unsinn by Yamimaru
Fandoms: Jrock, Dir en grey, DECAYS (Japanese Band)
06 Aug 2017
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Kaoru das Versprechen abzunehmen, an seinem freien Tag nicht zu arbeiten, war ja schon schlimm genug. Ihn jedoch in seiner Langeweile allein zu lassen, ging schon als Folter durch. Kein Wunder also, dass der Leader – Workaholic vom Dienst – auf eine etwas – nennen wir sie mal eigenwillige – Idee kommt, wie er seine freie Zeit doch noch todschlagen kann. [Dir en grey; Kaoru x Die]
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- Deutsch
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- 8,157
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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Light flashed across the sky and the clouds finally opened up, rain pelting down upon the city. The first splashes hit him and he realized just how desperately he wanted something to ease the bitter ache of loneliness: alcohol, nicotine... someone. He wanted to feel and he wanted it to be anything but this, anything but this burning agony inside of him.
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Amplification by cadkitten for timegoddessrose
Fandoms: DECAYS (Japanese Band), Dir en grey
26 Mar 2016
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Nothing in the world could have prepared him for how utterly full his heart felt as he stood in the midst of the swaying crowd, watching Die take the stage each time. He'd always felt it, even with Dir en grey. But now, with Die's own project, with another band, Kyo felt it ever more astutely, as if the distance between crowd and stage somehow amplified the myriad of emotions he felt when he looked at him up there on the stage.
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Inanition by cadkitten for Dante Bosch
Fandoms: Dir en grey, DECAYS (Japanese Band), Sukekiyo (Band)
19 Dec 2015
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His mind screamed at him to close off and refuse to answer, even as his heart begged with him to confide in the one person who would at the very least understand. Because he would, wouldn't he? He'd understand the desire to do something so perversely wrong to compensate. He'd understand the ache to fill the huge gaping hole in his life that nothing had ever been able to fill except this. And Gods help him, he'd understand the pressure from inside that built up until it screamed to be let out, because Kyo screamed it out every single night, didn't he? Stood up on that stage and let it out for everyone in the world to see. And that took some overwhelming amount of guts that Die could never see himself having.
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And this is the note we’ll start our new beginning on.
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I can see that gleam in his eye, those unspoken words that he’s going to keep fucking with me. I can see that mischievous smile in those eyes as everyone goes back to their position; I cough once more now just to clear my throat and then stuff my thumbs back into my pocket.
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Molded to Perfection by Voxal
Fandoms: Dir en grey, Sukekiyo (Band), DECAYS (Japanese Band)
22 Nov 2015
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My comfortably uncomfortable bed. I want to switch sides until your body breaks my mold, until it’s no longer mine. I want you to make it in your shape, so when you’re not here, I can still feel you against me.
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... like a snow globe for his entertainment. He takes me and shakes my world up, until he feels that he’s gotten everything out, until everything is unstuck from where it’s been for so long, then sets me down to watch fall. Fall over him. Watch my snow cling to the little rooftop within the glass, cover the streets and painted on snow spots. Cling to him like I can’t be without. I can’t function without.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,300
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 4
- Hits:
- 40
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I hate today. It’s unpleasant outside…
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Bare White by cadkitten for voxal
Fandoms: Dir en grey, DECAYS (Japanese Band), Sukekiyo (Band)
31 Oct 2015
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Maybe there was a sheet in the way, maybe he was only a shadow on the other side of that sheet to the camera... but it didn't change the fact that he was now stripped bare for the lens. Every piece of Die, the guitarist of Dir en grey was scattered upon the floor at his feet. And every piece of Die, Kyo's boyfriend of seven years, cat-lover, coffee drinker, insufferable idiot at times and utterly hilarious at others... this Die was right there, right in front of the camera, stripped naked in every way possible.
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The item returned, the caress of it sliding up over his hip this time. Smooth... so smooth and somehow very heavy. Almost heavy in a way that implied intricacies beneath the surface of whatever it was. Not a solid object at all. He shifted his hips a little and the item slid up over his hip, along his side, and then up across his stomach. It was so long, whatever it was... long and growing heavier with the more of it Die pushed across his skin.
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Still Lost In You by cadkitten for lady_sb
Fandoms: Dir en grey, DECAYS (Japanese Band), Sukekiyo (Band), THE NOVEMBERS (Band), MOON CHILD (Band)
17 Aug 2015
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Die finds himself being looked at in a certain way by his fellow vocalist. The attention brings with it memories of the past, some of which come to haunt him the instant he returns to Dir en grey.
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Breakdowns and Confessions by cadkitten
Fandoms: Dir en grey, Sukekiyo (Band), DECAYS (Japanese Band)
11 Jul 2015
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Die had a breakdown with his bike and the weather is really crummy. Doing his best to preserve his voice in the cold wind, he calls Kyo and begs him to come with his car. What happens after is utterly unexpected for both of them.