16 Works in Cynthia Murphy Tries

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    Jared makes a group chat. Gayness and angst ensues.
    Very angsty and gay
    My baby Connor gets hurt a lot.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    77
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    651
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    Connor Didn't expect to find a new friend in the bathroom at the Halloween party. Michael didn't expect Connor could actually help him.

    Aka, what if the Dear Evan Hansen characters played a part in helping Michael with the 'squipcident'

    Sorry, I'm bad at summaries.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    37
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    129
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1130
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    Takes place right before chapter 7 in Lapse.

    'When their eyes meet again she reminds him of his little sister, the one that would run into his room when it was thundering and ask to paint his nails and actually volunteer to be around him. Who’d stick up for him when things started to get bad until he pushed her away so much that she didn’t know who he was anymore.'

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    1/1
    Comments:
    7
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    19
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    100
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    Evan has been blind since he was six-years-old. It hasn’t been easy or fun. His mom tries to understand, but of course there’s no way she could possible know what it’s like.

    Connor has been completely deaf since he was fourteen. His mom tries to be supportive and tries to be a good parents. His dad couldn’t care less and believes that in a few short years, there will be a cure.

    On the first day of school, Evan finds out that Connor Murphy is assigned to be his guide. Misunderstandings and funny sitatuations are bound to invade this unlikely friendship.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    60,480
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    290
    Kudos:
    909
    Bookmarks:
    90
    Hits:
    14132
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    Connor blacks out with blood trickling down his forehead.

    Series
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    Words:
    484
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    295
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    Jared has a crush on Connor.

    Connor is afraid of storms

    Jared has to tutor Zoe and gets stuck at the Murphy house during a storm.
    -
    Or two broken boys bond over being broken...

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    60
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    785
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    "Are people born wicked? Or do they have wickedness thrust upon them?"

    --

    Connor wasn't always angry. There used to be a time when he was just a little kid who loved playing dress up with Zoe, watching Star Wars with Larry, and baking with Cynthia.

    He was just a hurting boy who got lost along the way...

    Language:
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    53,157
    Chapters:
    34/?
    Comments:
    477
    Kudos:
    151
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    2270
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    He was tired of it. He’s so fucking tired. Tired of all the drama, of all the fights that end with hurtful words and slamming doors. Tired of being a stubborn, sorry excuse for a son. And damn it, he’s tired of being tired.

    Or

    Four events that took place before Connor’s first suicide attempt.

    Series
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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1008
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    He had to leave, fuck, he had to leave, he had to go. There were tears, he was crying, he shouldn’t be crying, he was shaking too much, vision blurred, he kept blinking, trying to clear it, he should leave, he was up, he was grabbing his bag, scrubbing away his tears with his sleeves, the crowd was cheering because Evan was finishing and he was leaving, slipping out the door as easily as he slipped in.

    Cold, sharp bullets of rain pierced him as soon as he stepped outside, and he came a little back to himself, but not enough to stop. The need for a smoke burned him, but not there, not in the doorway of a fucking café, so he started to walk, there was a bar down the road, he could just duck into their doorway just for a minute or two, and maybe have a drink -

    “Connor!” He froze, heart mid-beat, because of that voice, that voice, that stupid fucking voice -

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    Sequel fic to one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster and Connor's PoV you're someone (who knows someone (who knows someone i once knew)).

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    200
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2082
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    Cynthia had never felt like more of a failure.

    In some ways, she was embarrassed of her son.

    She didn’t tell her friends she had sent Connor to rehab last summer; she’d said he was on a retreat. Everyone knew, of course. It was an open secret, but one that Cynthia refused to own up to.

    When the ambulance had come to her house in September and her concerned neighbors asked what had happened, Cynthia had replied that Connor had an accident but was alright now. She’d told herself, at the time, that it was his news to tell. And to a certain extent, Cynthia still believed that.

    But she was embarrassed. And ashamed. Ashamed that she couldn’t seem to help him, embarrassed that at every turn he seemed to find a new way to get worse and it was her fault.

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    Takes place during the Winter and Spring Epilogues of The Desperate Type.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,235
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    195
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    2541
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    Evan Hansen has finally decided that senior year had to be different, one way or another he was going to make a change with the help of his mother, therapist Dr. Sherman, and his (only) friend since elementary school. Evan was going to learn to be who he was, all the faults and charms too.

    Connor Murphy has finally decided that senior was his last chance to try and be different. He was going to make a change whether he had help or not from his family and his no friends outside the group he sometimes smokes pot with. Connor wanted to like who he was, all the faults and charms that went with it.

    They never knew that they would do it together though.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    229
    Bookmarks:
    28
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    This is a soulmate Au but it's definitely not your typical soulmate Au

    In this world there are many different ways in which you can find your soulmate, soulmate links are in fact very diverse. They can range from the most common link and the easiest link to find your soulmate - the String link, this is when soulmates are connected by a string. To the most rare, a very beautiful link indeed - the Flower link, this is when one of the soulmates gets hurt, flowers will grow or appear on the others body where they got damaged.

    But finding your soulmate can be very difficult and more than 1/3 of the population on Earth never end up with there soulmate, but they can still find love - even if it isn't with their soulmate (or soulmates) .Some people aren't even born with soulmates which can lead to 'birth defects' as many people say but even so some can get a gift that is greater than a soulmate link. And even if you find your soulmate, if you don't build a relationship or if you drift apart then the link will break and it might give you a second chance or 'the gift'.

    So let's see how They write their stories...

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    Chapters:
    2/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    13
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    Evan didn't care about seeing color. All he wanted was for someone to look him in the eye and say that they wanted to be with him. He longed for the moment where his eyes would meet that perfect person and they’d both realized they were meant for each other.

    So what is he supposed to do when his soulmate can't see it?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,366
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    990
    Bookmarks:
    98
    Hits:
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    Connor was angry and vulnerable. Jared was snarky and insecure. Evan was anxious and confused.

    What could go wrong?

    Sincerely three AU. I promise it's better than the summary.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,012
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    79
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1179
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    "At least there were days when he let the light in, in those moments a little bit of light..."

    Connor wasn't always angry.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,087
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    320
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    Evan Hansen is the boy who tried to jump out of a tree and Connor Murphy is the boy who tried to hang himself. Forced to console each other by a counselor. Evan Hansen the boy who stutters. And Connor Murphy the boy who threw a printer at Mrs. G in the second grade.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,895
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    430
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    5819

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