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    Castiel Shurley, pen name Castiel Novak, was once a confessional poetry wunderkind. Now, though, he’s 34 and hasn’t published a new collection in almost seven years. He can bemoan the vagaries of writer’s block and the challenges of parenting a teenage son while teaching full-time all he wants, but excuses aren’t going to impress his agent, his publisher, or his tenure committee. He’s in serious danger of becoming a washed-up literary fluke before even seeing middle age.

    At the end of his rope, Castiel repairs to his sister Anna’s vacation home on Lake Pend Oreille, hoping a change of scenery will ungum his creative works. On one of their first trips into town, Jack strikes up a conversation in the parking lot of the local grocery store with the most beautiful man Castiel has ever seen, and that’s when Castiel feels it: his muse coming back after a half-decade of dormancy.

    No matter what, he has to see this man again somehow. Too bad he has no idea who he is.

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    castiel the punk. everyone thinks his life is amazing when it's far from it his father is an abusive drunk, castiel has to look after his brothers not caring if he got killed, his only escape is self-harm. he thought he would end up dying before his 18th birthday but someone came into his life someone who saved him

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    Eyes glowing a menacingly red, sharp fangs glistening with froth, towering dark wings beating the air, and massive, clawed hands digging into the soft dirt under its immense body.

    Or,

    The one where Dean finds a wounded angel and realizes immediately that he’s dead meat.

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    Dean hears something that makes his heart freeze in his chest. A very quiet, pleasured moan filters out of the bathroom, followed by a word, rough and deep, punched right from Cas’ chest.

    ”Dean…”

    Dean’s entire body goes cold, then flashes hot with embarrassment and shame.

    Cas is thinking of me.

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    When his plan to get Cas laid doesn't pan out, Dean takes matters into his own hands (among other places) and gives Cas what is absolutely, positively, 100% just a pity blowjob with no feelings involved whatsoever. Turn out — surprise! — it's not actually that simple.

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    A week before college begins, Castiel asks Dean the question, but Dean says 'no.'

    A short little fic with no happy ending.

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    1/1
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    Dean and Cas finally got their shit together enough to actually get together, but the physical part of their relationship… well, it needs some work, to say the least. A series of misunderstandings lead to gratuitous angst with a happy ending.

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    [podfic version]

    Buying a house during a pandemic hadn’t been on Dean’s list of plans for his life, but it was 2021 and things just be like that.

    The low price should have made him think twice but older victorian homes all look just a little banged up, right?

    That’s what he told himself.

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    Dean is tired. It's been a long week, a long month, a long life. He's tired and sad and he's getting old.

    He knows it's stupid, since he should be happy. He's defeated Chuck, his family is safe, the world is saved, and he's got his angel. He's even going to therapy, for God's sake! He should be happy. He should be. He isn't.

    His angel shows him that it's okay to be sad. Sometimes, he just needs a little TLC.

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    Dean watched as she fell with a surprised yelp.

    His daughter. Emma.

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    “How does that feel? Does that feel good?” Cas breathes the words into Dean’s neck between open-mouthed kisses, like he’s tasting the sweat there. Hysterically, Dean thinks he probably is, the freak.

    Or, Dean gets a little emotional during he and Cas's first time.

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    Dean’s gonna blow a gasket. He grits his teeth.

    “Cas, you don’t TALK about kinky sex. You just HAVE it. And then you pretend like you didn’t so you can face the light of day till next time. Everyone knows that.”

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    The one where Dean accidentally lets something slip.

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    Based on this prompt:

    "I've always wondered how Dean dug himself out of his grave in 4x01. Did he know how to do it beforehand? I present to you this: don't think about a young Dean having to learn how to dig himself out of a grave. Don't think about John threatening to bury him, and then actually doing it so he can 'learn to be a man.' Don't think about Dean crying and asking for help and still doing it because all he wants to do is please his father."

    Well... I thought about it.

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    When Chuck resurrected Lucifer, he created a rip in the Empty that he never got a chance to close. This rip starts leaking, and the angels and demons who should be sleeping in silent death find themselves waking back up, weak and battered, but alive. The first one to come back is Castiel, who returns home to the bunker. He may be the first, but he’s not the last. When Dean gets a call from Crowley, the Winchesters realize that the world they’ve just saved is in danger once again, and they’re pulled into twisted revenge schemes of torture, conquest, and resurrection, even though all they want is a moment to rest, breathe, and confess a bit of gay love.

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    “Nos perdemos en espacio y tiempo, como si el balance de nuestras existencias dependieran de Castiel transmitiendo todo ese incondicional y fulgurante amor a través de su tacto sanador.”

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    Teens are the absolute worse.

    Warning: I haven't watched Supernatural since I was like 12, and it was only the first two seasons, but I really immersed myself in the Chaos earlier this year and thought of this.

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    Dean tries to sleep without a shirt on, to poor results.

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    Ever since 15.18 came out, I’ve been writing more and more of these two dumb fruits, so here we are. I’ll update this whenever I write a new scene study or vent.

    Please heed the tags and check notes for warnings at the beginning of every chapter.

    None of these stories are directly related to each other unless stated otherwise.

    for cas.

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    The year is 1856. Dean Winchester is a hopeful blacksmith forced to keep his night job at a saloon to cover his brother's university tuition. Phoenix deputy Castiel has saved Dean once -- years ago -- he's done it before and he'll do it again.

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    "The muscle in Dean’s jaw twitches again. Castiel is sure he has plenty of reasons to be afraid of himself. There is nothing Godly about Dean Winchester, and perhaps it’s because of—not in spite of—this that Castiel pays him such rapt attention."

    Dean successfully tortures information out of Alastair, but at what cost? Meanwhile, Castiel is an angel looking for something else to believe in than God. Vaguely a character study, vaguely an examination of Dean's trauma, vaguely an exploration of Castiel's waning faith. Minor canon divergence from Season 4, Episode 6, "On the Head of a Pin."

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