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    Most of Castiel's childhood was riddled with abuse. His skin was blemished with scars that could be seen in both human and wolf forms. The system that should have protected him, had chosen to turn a blind eye, all because of the reputation of his abuser- his father- The Novak Pack Alpha. However, the moment he turned 18, his big brother, Gabriel, saved him.

    Now, he is 25 years old. To this day, he is still recovering and trying to get a foothold in this unforgiving world. His healing is made harder, as his own pack, not so subtly, chooses to single him out- to them, particularly alphas, his scars are seen as undesirable and his kindness is nothing but a sign of weakness.

    Castiel has been forced to believe that his life is meant to be a lonely one. And when special events such as the Meet & Greet Dinner & Dance for singles are held; his heart fills with sorrow.

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    On the night of Castiel’s 18th birthday, Dean caught his boyfriend in the act of cheating. A heartbroken and pissed off Dean decided to break it off with a guilty Castiel. Then, Dean puts Sioux Falls in his rearview mirror and chased his dream of becoming a cop.

    Within 10 years, Dean works his way up the ranks and earns his promotion of being the youngest Captain at only 28 years old. Unfortunately, the job placement is back in Sioux Falls Police Department.

    After much contemplation, Dean accepts the job offer and moves back to Sioux Falls. There he finds out that his ex, Castiel, is also a cop- a deputy. Castiel now falls under his command- and maybe it’s a bittersweet reward.

    Because maybe, he can serve Castiel his just desserts.

    Of course, Dean fails to see just how much hurt Castiel already is in and how much 10 years in a small hypocritical town can take its toll on someone’s life.

    For Dean, revenge is a dish best served cold.

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    After what happened at the cemetery with Jack and God Castiel is pissed. He leaves the Winchesters and returns to heaven to take his place on the throne. He unites the angels and teams up with the Winchesters for a last fight to stop the apocalypse before he plans to leave earth and the brothers forever. He feels betrayed by Dean and he misses Jack so much that he can't stay with them any longer but during their fights against the evil that Chuck released they solowly find back together. New allies and old long lost friends help them save the world one more time.

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    Remember Anna Milton? The angel who fell from Heaven and was reborn as human? Well, what if the same had happened to Dean?

    Dean Winchester, hunter, righteous man, son of John and Mary Winchester and brother of Sam Winchester. Jensen, archangel, angel of family, son of God and fiancé of Castiel.

    Two sides of the same coin. Literally. Dean Winchester is an angel, the fifth archangel Jensen. After Michael's attempt to kill him failed, he falls from Heaven and is reborn as human. For 30 years, he lives as a human and hunter, never knowing who he really was. Until Castiel pulled him out of Hell.

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    Dean thinks Cas knows how things are, that they’re together if not together together.

    Except if that’s the case, then how come Cas spends the night with some guy they meet on a hunt?

    Well, two can play at that game, but it’s only in the morning that Dean realises maybe not everything is what it seems, and maybe....

    Maybe he needed to be sure that Cas understood instead of just assuming.

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    Dean looked at Castiel differently, ever since Mary's death. The hunter seemed distant, unappreciative and angry whenever it came to Castiel. And the angel would swallow the pain and heartache that came with Dean’s words- trying to remind himself that Dean had just lost his mother.

    But, as time passed, things worsened. The hunter made decisions without Castiel's input, throwing the angel into dangerous missions, as if he didn’t care whether the angel would get hurt or not. The angel would push on- for Dean and Sam- like a good soldier.

    Then, the worst happened.

    He got to know how Dean truly felt about him. The hunter didn’t trust him anymore, the hunter wouldn’t look him in the eye anymore, the hunter blamed him for most of the things that went wrong. And oh it stung, so painfully, that Cass couldn’t stay anymore.

    One week later, Sam calls Cass for a hunt.

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    Sam and Cas think back on all the memories attached to the beaten up couch in their old shared apartment. The couch they’re leaving behind. It’s been with them the entire time they dated, and now everything is about to change.

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    Castiel Novak was born an Omega female. At the age of 16, he was forced to undergo hormonal treatment and male chest reconstruction (removal of breasts and breast tissues), however, he was allowed to keep his Female Sexual and Reproductive Organs- for the sole purpose of pleasure and breeding. At the age of 18, he was betrothed to notorious and rich Alpha Dean Winchester.

    Pack duties, have pushed Dean into a union he does not want.

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    An accidental one night stand between Castiel and Dean leads to whispered confessions and miscommunications.

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    Dean twists his heel, grinding his foot down, and Cas feels his fingers dislocating-- or maybe they're breaking. He can't tell, but either way, they'll be crooked for the rest of his forsaken life. The scream that tears from his throat is patchy and guttural, and he knows he'll have no voice by the time Dean finally kills him.

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    14/?
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    Dean gets really hurt in a hunt and Castiel has no idea what he's supposed to do. He really doesn't.

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    Being in love with someone who is still confused and unsure about what he wants is one of the most hurtful things to experience.

    But everyday, Castiel hoped that Dean would realize. Everyday Castiel believed that Dean would get better.

    But that was far from the truth.

    His alpha and bestfriend Dean continued to hurt him and he continued to stay.

    He loved Dean.

    He loved Dean too much and he would change for Dean. He would give up anything for Dean; his self respect, his dreams, his own happiness.

    Just to pretend that everything was ok.

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    Castiel goes to Bobby Singer's house to try one more time to make Dean understand. Dean refuses to see sense and Castiel is resigned to their being on opposite sides of the fight. Dean, on the other hand, has no intention of losing his best friend to a civil war, and he'll do whatever it takes to keep Castiel on the straight and narrow.

    Whether Castiel likes it or not.

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    “And I’m not just healing from being stripped of my grace. I’m healing from what this friendship has turned into,” a different kind of heat was rising in pupils, his eyelids wincing around it. An inhale between opened lips actually staggered, some of that fire however microscopic pouring right out, “I’m healing from everything you have ever put in my head; I’m healing from everything I have ever felt around and because of you.” His finger finally shot out into the open air, eyelids expanding off of this newer and angrier temperature of eyeballs, “I’m done with this, Dean. If any other case comes up around here, I will call you and Sam. Of course, I have your number of all numbers memorized,” his head shook and temples were still much steadier despite all of that strangely organized fire. Pupils had nothing to roll towards but only in the vicinity of Dean’s face, not even wanting to look at him anymore, “but this is me making boundaries.”

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    Castiel reflects on something Dean told him in the past and it leads to walls finally coming down

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    It’s not like Dean thought that this whole situation was bullshit, because it was. It was complete and utter horseshit. He had no idea what was waiting for them when they arrived. No idea who they were running to save. No details, nothing, notta, zilch. The hunter kept his eyes trained on the road, trying to think of all the possibilities that this might be. Angel business? Maybe. Demon problem? Possibly? Apocalypse #3? It could quite possibly be, given their luck. All he knew was that when Cas suddenly popped his feathery ass into the kitchen, scaring him shitless, looking like he was on the edge of an anxiety attack, that they had to go, and go right then.

    He only wished he knew what he was getting into.

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    When Dean's prayers don't find an answer, he has to let go. But he will hold on till the last second. For the one to whom he prays. For the one, whom he misses so much.

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    Cas is the new receptionist. Dean is the salesman. You know how it goes. But Cas has a very big secret in his life which, at first, he decides to hide from Dean. Will the salesman settle for more domesticity than he bargained for?

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    Comments:
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    74
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    14
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    "No Cas! I wouldn't!"

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