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    Crowley comes across a cherub in the bookshop and has flashbacks of the Fall.

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    Aziraphale Z. Fell works in the diner and hides himself from view. He’s been writing stories for as long as he can remember, but has never let anyone read them. He wants someday for someone to read what he’s written, but he’s scared it’s not going to be enough.

    Anthony J. Crowley is a free spirit who lives out of his car. He plays guitar and sells artwork to support himself. He's been hurt many times over, and doesn't feel like he has anyone in his life he can trust enough to be vulnerable around.

    They meet when Aziraphale finds Anthony behind a dumpster next to the diner, having been left there by an unknown assailant. Aziraphale takes Anthony to the hospital, beginning their story.
    (There aren't graphic descriptions, but there are mentions of injuries after the fact.)

    Updates on Saturdays (and occasional bonus chapters mid-week)

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    After the Fall, Crowley is left disoriented, lost, and terribly, terribly alone in a brave new world. Although Aziraphale is still here, it seems God has taken his memories of Crowley. Can Aziraphale even be trusted again, after what he did in the War? Try as he might, Crowley can't keep away, and slowly, they rebuild what was lost; trust, love, and Crowley's mental stability, and make this world their own. To the world!
    (Trigger warning for heavy religious themes and discussion, including some direct biblical quotes and quite a bit of blasphemy.)

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    In the aftermath of the world not ending, Aziraphale and Crowley adjust to life on their own side in their own ways: with spider plant tending, reluctant shop opening, and a job lot of Thomas Hardy novels which refuse to be sold.

    That part is easy. It's the fallout from centuries of rejection which is hard.
     

    “Crowley.” Aziraphale’s tone is broken and determined at the same time. It’s been six thousand years and Crowley has never heard Aziraphale’s voice sound quite like that, not even when he was pleading for Crowley to do something on the airfield. “Kiss me.”

    It’s not a question.

     It becomes one, maybe, when Crowley doesn’t reply with action or words of his own, when he leaves it hanging in the echoing cavern of a kitchen, the only thing that exists even though it doesn’t exist at all.

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    Crowley makes a deal with an old composer.
    When he dies, his wife, upset, kills herself.
    Now, her ghost has been tormenting him for three hundred years, and the stress of failed Apocalypse has only made things worse.
    Aziraphale and the others are ready to help Crowley to lift the curse. But can a human torment a demon? There is something odd about this ghost, and things may not be as simple as they seem.
    There are also involved: A red violin, an old Sonata, Crawly.

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    Crowley never recovered from the trauma of losing Aziraphale to the fire. Even if it didn't happen that way, even if Adam set the Bookshop right again...a part of him was shattered that day.

    Now to make sure that Aziraphale never, ever realizes just how badly it broke him.

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    Aziraphale has been an admirer of Anthony J. Crowley for years. However, the gap between audience member and stage actor begins to thin when they are given the chance to officially meet.

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    Crowley starts to hear a voice that nobody else can hear - a call, a summons. Not wanting to worry Aziraphale, Crowley plays it off and pretends that nothing is wrong.

    Something is happening to Crowley. He can't stop it, nor can he control it. It's ineffable, inevitable. The past catches up with the present, the secrets that have been hidden from him for so long are finally coming to light, and God isn't done with Crowley yet.

    But can an angel, a witch, a witch finder, the antichrist and his gang of friends help to save Crowley before he is too far gone into the past to remember anything at all?

    ***

    This is based off of the plot from Frozen 2 so be warned. Look, guys, that movie slaps.

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    Just a little character study type thing I did with our favorite boys.

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    As Crowley recovers from the events of Repossession, Aziraphale has been working hard to keep it together for his beloved. But living with, and caring for, someone in trauma recovery can be tough. After a fight with Crowley, Aziraphale heads to a local mall to clear his head - but he has some pain of his own to contend with. A human steps in and helps out, and Aziraphale learns the importance of tending to his own needs when he's hurting.

    This is part of my Repossession Recovery series, but since it's told from Aziraphale's point of view, it doesn't have any flashbacks to Crowley's time in Heaven, making it the least graphic of the stories.

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    Crowley didn’t regret falling. He never belonged in Heaven. Though, he didn’t belong in Hell, though.

    No one wanted him in either.

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    It was supposed to be a good day. He'd meet up with Aziraphale and go to the Ritz.

    Now everything's gone to Hell. *

     

    * Figuratively.

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    The South Downs cottage isn't really home until they have their first fire.

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    God instructed Raphael to bind the demon named Azazel, “...and cover him with darkness, and let him abide there for ever, and cover his face that he may not see light. And on the day of the great judgement he shall be cast into the fire. And heal the earth which the angels have corrupted, and proclaim the healing of the earth, that they may heal the plague...”
    That is how Crowley scored his point, in one particular round of ‘real or fake bible quote’ sometime around 2011, on a day off from their jobs with Warlock’s household: heal the earth which the angels have corrupted. He strongly disliked to bring the matter up, but he suspected it would work, and Aziraphale was not nearly drunk enough yet for his own good.
    Aziraphale could have sworn that the line read ‘which the Fallen angels have corrupted.’ He got out Enoch’s first draft of his book and everything.
    “Well, the Fallen bit was implied, all the Watchers were Fallen and it clearly referred to the Watchers, because what the devil would She have meant by it otherwise?” the angel had finally asked, frustrated.
    “Implied? Angel, you made this game. Drink.”

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    Sequel to "Lost and Found" Crowley knows who he is again, although still suffering trauma from his experiences, he takes charge when Aziraphale is hurt by heaven, and declares vengeance on those responsible. Contains reference to PTSD, and graphic descriptions of violence.

    Events in this work take place immediately after the end of “Lost and Found”, commencing after Crowley and Aziraphale get back to the bookshop after visiting Crowley’s flat earlier in the day.

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    My collection of stories for the December 2019 Advent Ficlet Challenge! Tags will be added as they become relevant.

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    What if the holy water was not just Crowley having a plan in case Heaven or Hell found out, but also a safe guard against Falling again (this time, from his angel's grace)?

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    Human AU, Aziraphale is sitting down for some reading time when a troubled young man appears in his shop.

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    Humans have always been terrified of the midwinter dark. They've done so many outrageous, terrible things to banish it, to rekindle the sun. To stop the world from ending.

    They aren't the only ones who are scared.

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    קרולי יודע מה הוא מרגיש כלפי המלאך, ושבמוקדם או במאוחר הוא יצטרך להתמודד עם זה.

    מה שהוא לא מוכן להתמודד איתו זה מה שקרה בשבת, כשהחנות נשרפה והוא הרגיש כאילו סוף העולם הקדים בכמה שעות.

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