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    Crowley is working to recover from the trauma of his captivity in Heaven, but triggers and flashbacks continue to haunt him. After a wrong move in bed sends him reeling, Aziraphale suggests that they try a bit of D/s play with Crowley as the dominant, to try and help him reclaim some power. It doesn't go well.

    This is a fic of a fic! It's based on Repossession by @dreamsofspike. It takes places between the end of Repossession and the epilogue. Ot came out of a conversation between me and @dreamsofspike about whether D/s play would ever be possible for Aziraphale and Crowley after the events of Repossession, and what it might look like if they tried.

    [Please read the author's notes too, they're important!]

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    After the Fall, Crowley is left disoriented, lost, and terribly, terribly alone in a brave new world. Although Aziraphale is still here, it seems God has taken his memories of Crowley. Can Aziraphale even be trusted again, after the events of the war? Try as he might, however, Crowley can't keep away, and slowly, they rebuild what was lost, trust, love, and Crowley's mental stability, and make this world their own. To the world! (Trigger warning for heavy religious themes and discussion, including some direct biblical quotes and quite a bit of blasphemy.)

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    In 1967, Crowley doesn't know it but the holy water gifted to him by Aziraphale was made with the best of intentions and the purest of love. For him and him alone. Over the years, the angel's prayer to the Almighty proves vital for the continued survival of the demon: "If nothing else God, I ask that if he makes to use this on himself, to destroy his own existence, please... please stay his hand." But first, Crowley will have to calm down about what 'going too fast' might mean...

    (Current chapters: through modern-setting end of Wednesday before the Apocalypse.)

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    What do you when you wake up from a nightmare and you can’t go back to sleep? Go bother your boyfriend, of course.

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    Crowley is terrified of losing Aziraphale again, but unable to confess his feelings. He follows Aziraphale on an errand to America, where they end up invited to a seder and spend the next year being invited to other holidays and gatherings on both sides of the Atlantic. Is Crowley's pining painfully obvious to everyone but Aziraphale? (Yes.) Are the rabbi and her wife going to try and get them together? (Yes.) How many Jewish holidays will these two ineffable idiots be invited to before they finally admit their feelings to each other? (Read it and see!)

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    Aziraphale dislikes when her wife must return to the underworld. Crowley once started a cult to the goddess Ashtoreth. England experiences some unusual weather patterns. These are not unrelated phenomena.

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    "I can't ask you to relive that, Crowley."
    "Why not?"
    “Must you always ask questions!?”
    “Apparently, yes. Think that was the problem.”

     

    It might be their last night on earth, so what better time to have a conversation that's six thousand years overdue?

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    In the aftermath of the world not ending, Aziraphale and Crowley adjust to life on their own side in their own ways: with spider plant tending, reluctant shop opening, and a job lot of Thomas Hardy novels which refuse to be sold.

    That part is easy. It's the fallout from centuries of rejection which is hard.
     

    “Crowley.” Aziraphale’s tone is broken and determined at the same time. It’s been six thousand years and Crowley has never heard Aziraphale’s voice sound quite like that, not even when he was pleading for Crowley to do something on the airfield. “Kiss me.”

    It’s not a question.

     It becomes one, maybe, when Crowley doesn’t reply with action or words of his own, when he leaves it hanging in the echoing cavern of a kitchen, the only thing that exists even though it doesn’t exist at all.

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    "My dear boy, what have you done to yourself?" The most beautiful voice he had ever heard whispered.

    Everything, he wanted to say, I sent an innocent man to hell.
    His only fault was that he was too bright.
    That woman cursed me. Then she shot herself.
    They died because of me.
    Now she has been tormenting me for a century and a half.
    Please, please kill me.

     

    Or:
    In 1713 Crowley is forced, by the Down Below, to make a deal with a famous composer.
    When the composer died, Crowley is damned by his wife and hunted by her ghost.
    (I'm basically writing the downfall of sanity for Crowley and Aziraphale ready to save him.)

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    It is twenty-five years until the end of the world. Aziraphale sells a book and invites Crowley to a wedding.

    It is three hours until the end of the world. In a bar somewhere in London, Crowley falls into a black, bottomless hole.

    It is ten seconds to the end of the world. Aziraphale says something too horrible to repeat. Crowley trembles against the wet tarmac, stuck there by a gravity not of this world.

    It is some time after the not-end of the world. Aziraphale holds him tightly by the hand.

    Everything is going so terribly, terribly fast.

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    after eden, crawly lets it slip that there's an unarmed angel roaming earth. some demons think it's a good opportunity to show heaven just what the fallen think of their former siblings.

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    Beginning just after Crowley's Fall from Heaven and ending with his and Aziraphale's move to the South Downs, this story follows their relationship from God's perspective as She makes deals with the devil and plays a long, arduous Ineffable Game to ensure they're always in the right place at the right time, and sometimes meets with Crowley along the way to help him understand his path.

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    The apocalypse keeps going awry, well, even more than expected. So Crowley unspools time, and again, and again, until they get it right.

    And he does get it right, falls right into the arms of his angel, but this whole 'rest of their lives' thing is terrifying. Crowley tries, and fails, to be okay, and is more obvious than he thinks.

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    The Agreement has always been a mix of business and pleasure. A miracle here, a tempting there, a lunch date here, a star-gazing there. Aziraphale and Crowley are, in a word, interdependent, i.e. leaning on each other when need be. Interdependence is also a term used by disabled folks and the disability community, which also describes Crowley and Aziraphale.

    tl;dr Have some autistic Aziraphale and cane-user Crowley with chronic pain and PTSD, helping each other live their best lives! They're not always perfect, but they're learning!

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    God instructed Raphael to bind the demon named Azazel, “...and cover him with darkness, and let him abide there for ever, and cover his face that he may not see light. And on the day of the great judgement he shall be cast into the fire. And heal the earth which the angels have corrupted, and proclaim the healing of the earth, that they may heal the plague...”
    That is how Crowley scored his point, in one particular round of ‘real or fake bible quote’ sometime around 2011, on a day off from their jobs with Warlock’s household: heal the earth which the angels have corrupted. He strongly disliked to bring the matter up, but he suspected it would work, and Aziraphale was not nearly drunk enough yet for his own good.
    Aziraphale could have sworn that the line read ‘which the Fallen angels have corrupted.’ He got out Enoch’s first draft of his book and everything.
    “Well, the Fallen bit was implied, all the Watchers were Fallen and it clearly referred to the Watchers, because what the devil would She have meant by it otherwise?” the angel had finally asked, frustrated.
    “Implied? Angel, you made this game. Drink.”

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    Sometimes you just have to scream...

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    It's been fifteen years since they stopped the Apocalypse, without a word from Heaven or Hell Aziraphale and Crowley may be able to let down their guard and live life normally, well normal for them at least.

    But when it comes to Occult and Ethereal entities it is rarely that simple...

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    After Armageddon, Crowley has a few more scars than he accounted for and no temptations to keep him distracted from the pain of losing Aziraphale to the fire—even if his friend wasn't really gone.

    Aziraphale, for what it's worth, thought Crowley might need some time alone to figure out what he wants to do with the rest of their eternity on Earth.

    As per usual, he was wrong. Hopefully he can make it up to Crowley before it's too late.

    ~These are the things that go through my head when "November Rain" by Guns N' Roses comes on.~

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    In the Aftermath of Armadidn’t, Crowley and Aziraphale are faced with the question of what to do next. However, they are not the only ones with this question.
    Heaven and Hell still want their war.

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    I’m going home
    Where your love has always been enough for me.
    These places and these faces are getting old,
    So I'm going home.

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