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    ‘Ohh, God help me.’ His plea came out in a soft whine as dull blue eyes fell on the many stairs before him. Lifting a freckled hand, Evan wiped blood from his forehead before grabbing a hold of the rail beside the stairs before beginning to hoist himself up, pausing every so often to take in as much oxygen as his body would let him. Once reaching the door at the top of the basement stairs, Evan let his body fall against it, allowing his eyes to fall on the tiny sliver of light below the door.  

    It must have been getting dark, because the light slowly faded as Evan sank against the door, losing hope. Heidi was meant to visit tonight; There was no way Mark would keep him downstairs- Heidi would lose her shit if she got one glimpse of Evan’s bruises.  

    Speak of the devil.  

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    Connor stares down at his work; big, obnoxious letters spelling out his name having been scribbled across Evan’s cast after putting in more effort than Connor has put into anything in his highschool career. A small part of him whispers at the back of his mind that they’re connected now - if not by just a single, thin thread, and that maybe it isn’t a good idea. It’s not like they’re going to be friends, Connor doesn’t have the time to make a friend. He’s running out of time, the seconds ticking by, as he glances up to the clock on the wall.
    Three more hours.
    Maybe it’s cruel to weave that thread to Evan’s cast and then tie it back to Connor’s sharpie.

    or
    a fic where connor doesn't kill himself and evan instead admires zoe rather than being in love with her

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    5
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    24
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    3
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    103
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    connor doesn't storm off after he reads evan's letter, because evan grabs his arm and stops him on a whim. they both realize that they don't have to pretend they have friends if they can have each other.

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    6/?
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    10
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    21
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    5
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    136
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    OH MY GOD,, YOU THOUGHT I WOULDN'T?!?!!??!

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    1/100
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    1
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    Evan and Connor go skating. Some mishaps on the ice, but all's still good. :)
    All fluff. In the "a la mode" universe.

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    1/1
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    12
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    1
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    78
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    During the first day of school, when Connor walks away after their second confrontation goes surprisingly well, Evan decides to chase after Connor. Love (lust) and heartbreak ensue.

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    1/1
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    3
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    'O-oh, I'm- I'm sorry, I just wondered how the v- view would look from- uh, from up so high.'

    Connor clapped his hands sarcastically.

    'Damn, nice. You can climb a fucking tree. Can you climb the fuck down so I can smoke in peace?'

    He had specifically used the excuse of smoking to scare the kid- he would presume it wouldn't be nicotine, due to Connor's nickname as the school's resident stoner.

    Connor didn't want to smoke weed- or any other form of drug. Heck, he hasn't even carried it on him since he took the blame for Miguel and got kicked out of his former highschool.

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    3/100
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    5
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    1
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    35
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    Dear Evan Hansen but from Connors Perspective.

    Connor Murphy doesn't give a shit if he ever sees these people again. He just wants out. Out of his too-big house, a factory of robots they call high school, his family who doesn’t give two shits about him. If he can, senior year is gonna be the last year he ever has to worry about. Fortunately, it's just not that easy.

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    29/35
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    15
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    137
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    16
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    Evan has a crush on a different Murphy kid, and of course, that changes some things.

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    Where Evan has a crush on Connor instead of Zoe, and manages to keep him alive for just a while longer.

    i have adhd do not expect an upload schedule /gen

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    4
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    43
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    3
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    276
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    Connor survived his attempt, and he talks with his family in the hospital.

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    1/1
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    18
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    Connor survived his attempt at the beginning of 12th grade. Now the year is almost over but things aren't any better. He's trying. He's trying so hard and no one seems to see it.
    But then there's Evan...
    And maybe he isn't as alone as he once was. Maybe there is someone there to see him trying.
    ~~~
    (Ch 1 excerpt)

    Why didn't they see that he was trying? It's not like he wanted to be a fucking failure. That was just him and you'd think they would have gotten the memo by now, but nope. Another day another disappointment.

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    17/?
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    8
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    He squinted at the screen, numbers clicking into place. A groan, a sigh, and a brand new broken pencil lay in his hand all of a sudden. Great, he'd done it. Connor had made it through the night that was supposed to be his last.

    Now; Tuesday. Connor was skeptical of how decent this day was turning out to be. So was Evan. For once, neither needn't be.

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    1/3
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    1
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    Connor Murphy goes to a flower shop for inspiration.

    He finds love instead.

    (AKA Evan is a cute florist and Connor is really gay.)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
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    76
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    some of my hyperfixation musicals are all friends now, things get weird :’)

     

    NOT ABANDONED, JUST ON A SHORT HIATUS, WILL BE RETURNING SOON! <33

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    32
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    13
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    6
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    198
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    A summary of each time Evan and Connor hang out... Each time they learn something new about each other, and now there's more gay panic. (:

    Series
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    1,996
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    33
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    3
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    On a winter's day, Connor ran away from home. His younger sister, Zoe, follows him. It doesn't end well for either of them.

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    526
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    4
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    83
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    Have you ever felt like every day you could just melt into the background? like no one would even notice if you disappeared? Evan Hansen has felt like that every day of his life. He can't talk to anyone, not even his own sister. Elle Hansen is just as Fuc*ed as Evan in the mental health department, but she has a creative outlet, a secret one that no one can know about. Not even her best friend, Rie Beck. Alana's easy-going sister with her own issues. Rie starts fake dating Jared, to help them both get closer to the object of their affections. (psst, it's Evan.) Evan is a clueless anxiety bean who is hopelessly enamored with Zoe Murphy who is in the middle of rethinking her sexuality. And then there's Connor, who is slowly but surely falling helplessly in love with Evan Hansen's little sister.

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    48,362
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    5
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    3
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    1
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    119
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    Evan and Zoe began dating in September, after Connor's attempt failed and he convinced Evan to lie to his parents and say they were actually friends. When Evan came clean in December, Zoe broke up with him. Now, Connor's back in the hospital for the third time since September, and Zoe's seeking comfort from a familiar source

    ~*~*~

    For growaswego (on tumblr) for the Sincerely, Us gift exchange

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    5,140
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    1/1
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    I found Sincerely 3, and decide to project my feelings onto the characters because I want them to suffer and need plot.

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    3,115
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    2/?
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    123
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    1
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    106
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    Basically Evan finds Connor at Ellison state park and stops Connor before he 💀 dont rly wanna spoil the whole thing tho. Oh also its a soulmate au and they both have marks to show theyre soulmates or whatever

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    7
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    44
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    6
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    398

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