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    Soulmates. Two people that are destined to be together. Soulmates are sent into the world with no clue who their other half is. Luckily, The universe is kind enough to give soulmates a red string, one end tied to a person’s finger, and the other end tied to their soulmate’s finger.

    Once the Red string first appears, it disappears and reappears at random. It usually appears for the first time when a person is 5-8 years old, and for 8 year old Evan Hansen, today was that day.

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    basically just a Sincerely Three soulmate au lolol.
    also this is my first time posting on Archive Of Our Own so forgive me if its bad lol

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    Dear Evan Hansen but from Connors Perspective.

    Connor Murphy doesn't give a shit if he ever sees these people again. He just wants out. Out of his too-big house, a factory of robots they call high school, his family who didn't give two shits about him. If he can, senior years gonna be the last year he ever has to worry about. Fortunately, it's just not that easy.

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    "Walk a mile in my shoes." I muttered.

    "Ok." He replied. "I will if starting tomorrow the next fourteen days of us hanging out I can't give you at least one reason to live."

    I didn't know why I was pondering saying yes. Five minutes ago I had been ready to die, craving it even.

    "You won't change my mind." I crossed my arms.

    "At least give me the chance?" I nodded.

    ***

    Connor Murphy is sick of hearing things like it gets better and to stop faking his depression. There's no reason for him to stay. His family hates him, he has no friends, nothing to hold onto.

    Mere seconds before he takes his life he meets Evan Hansen. A boy who promises if he stays alive for the next two weeks he will give him all the reasons he should choose to live.

    Connor has nothing to lose so he agrees.

    Will Evan be able to convince Connor to stay alive? Or will Connor take his life?

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    After all I put you through, don't say it isn't true // That I am not the monster that you knew

    Connor is a monster. Always has been. And he's not afraid to admit it.

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    Connor Murphy died and Zoe didn't know how to feel about it. She could cry, probably. That was the go to emotion when it came to these kinds of things. But she just couldn't lie to herself. And she won't

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    “I have something here. A note. A, uh, letter. Um.” She cleared her throat and slipped into her best poetry recital voice. “I wish that everything was different. I wish that I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. I mean, face it, would anybody even notice if I disappeared tomorrow?”

    Alana’s breath escaped in a huff. “Well, that’s a mood. Not mine. I mean, the words aren’t mine, but I know what it’s like. And I bet you all do too.”

    Her voice was small.

    The room was quiet.

    And still. So still.

    It was like she was whispering into the void.

    She closed her eyes. “I’m here. I’m listening. Our lines are open.”

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    Evan isn't sure what to expect when he decided to chase after Connor for the letter,

    what he gets sure wasn't in his idea book.

     

    Some boys trying their best when they both need help.

     

    Title from "My Love is Like to Ice" by Edmund Spenser

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    Zoe doesn’t know Evan Hansen. The name sounds kind of familiar, but she can’t picture him. Couldn’t pick him out in a crowd.

     

    And now his mother is standing in front of her.

     

    Why?

     

    Heidi sniffs. Wipes her face with the edge of her sleeve. It’s an oddly childish movement for a woman who has a kid Zoe’s age.

     

    Had. Had a kid.

     

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    A pre-canon DEH AU.

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    Connor lives instead of Evan, that's pretty much it

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    When Evan takes his own life, his therapy letter still in his possession, Heidi mistakenly assumes he and Zoe were dating. Confronted by the grieving mother, Zoe goes along with the lie and ends up swept into a life she’s always wanted but never thought she could have. If she can bring Heidi some comfort in the process, then everyone wins.

    Until Alana creates The Evan Project and the lie snowballs. Before she knows it, Zoe’s in too deep and doesn’t know how to fix the mess she’s created. And if she's not careful, her perfect new life could crumble - especially since someone knows she's lying.

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    Based on when you make friends at parks and stuff and then never see each other again.

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    When Zoe goes to sleep one night, it’s December. Connor has been dead since September, the Connor Project has come and gone, and Evan’s lies have been exposed.

    When Zoe wakes up, it’s September again - the first day of senior year. The Connor Project hasn’t happened yet. And Connor is still alive.

    (New Summary)

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    Connor Murphy, in Dear Evan Hansen as we all know, ends up committing suicide. However, he had a deep past filled with more questions than answers. This one-shot follows what Connor was like before and during his drug use.

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    It´s been two weeks since Heidi Hansen left to work in another city.
    During her absence, Evan tries his best to run the household and take care of his little sister, but it´s only a matter of time until everything starts to crumble around him.
    As his best friend Connor starts to see through his facade, Evan realizes that sometimes you aren´t meant to deal with disaster alone.

    (inspired by "This Raging Light" by Estelle Laure)

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    Connor Murphy is found in a ditch one late night. Larry Murphy (how incredibly ironic that they have the same last name, right?) Searches his case.

    Or: Connor needs saving. Larry's never been too good with that.

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    When a tragic suicide and a lot of bad luck plunges anxiety-ridden Evan Hansen into a situation he can't escape, he finds himself the only source of comfort for a grieving family coping with the death of their son, and in the case of Zoe Murphy (aka Evan's long-time crush), her abusive brother… under the belief that Evan was his best friend.

    Trauma-shaken Zoe struggles to accept there was a side to Connor she didn't know. But it's not until a rash, emotion-fueled split second decision on Evan's part that there's another confusing feeling thrown into the mix… and she's pretty sure she's falling for her brother's best friend.

    Follow Evan and Zoe’s climb on the slippery slope of romance under the pain and guilt of their situations in this alternate universe to Dear Evan Hansen, exploring the tale of a lie and a relationship that spirals out of control until Evan is given no choice but to do the one thing he wanted least in the whole world: tell the truth, and break Zoe's heart.

    Completely shattered, Zoe has to force herself through each day, barely functioning through her devastation... until she wakes up one morning mysteriously ill... and as it turns out, trusting Evan wasn't the only mistake she made.

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    Alana asks Zoe to go on a date with her. Fluff ensues.

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    A bad day - and an anniversary he’d rather forget - causes Connor to lash out in an attempt to purposely drive everyone away.

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    Zoe is struggling, it seemed like just yesterday, they were prancing around, playing games. But as the years went by, Connor started cutting, smoking weed, acting violent, and sneaking out. And soon, Zoe started ignoring him, lashing out at him, and taking Larry’s side in their arguments, even when Larry was in the wrong. And one day the sky fell, when Zoe got a phone call saying that Connor had overdosed. And then, Evan Hansen comes from out of no-where, claiming that Connor actually wanted to try and know her...

    How is she supposed to feel, between her ‘brother’ who was actually a bigger asshole than we care to admit, to Evan defending Connor.

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    “Is this some kind of… A Christmas Carol, dream-ghost bullshit?” Zoe demands. She’s so not interested in some kind of supernatural hallucination right now. She really, really needs to wake up. She is an adult. Zoe is an adult, she is thirty years old, she is not seventeen. She is not in high school. She cannot be back in high school.

    Dr. Sherman laughs. “Of course not. In those stories someone watches their past. I’m asking you to reimagine it.”

     

    Inspired by Being Erica, season 1.

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