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    Connor's turning 27. Evan's sitting the bar exam.

    Over and over again.

    A Dear Evan Hansen Russian Doll AU.

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    6/23
    Comments:
    79
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    68
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    Connor is drenched, his hair plastered to his face and around his neck, with the sleeves of the faded brown jacket rolled up precariously, as if he had done them without paying too much attention. He is scowling at Evan. Or most probably because he is in pain, since Evan is burning his arm, the fire almost reaching the fabric of the jacket, turning the pale skin an angry red.

    Evan tries to tug his arm away again. Connor holds tighter, squeezing his wrist.

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    aka the one where abilities don’t match up.

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    12/?
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    52
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    252
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    28
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    Evan Connor and Alana have been taking up lives on Earth since their creation. This is one of their tales.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    31
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    5
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    Someone’s looking for you.
    Someone wants to kill you.
    Someone wants to hold you tight.
    Someone wants to trap you.

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    1/?
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    Zoe Murphy didn’t want to die.

    At least, not in a way that was too obvious.

    ***

    or: grief is a funny thing

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    495
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    11
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    26
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    Now, she’d toss and turn all night until eventually exhaustion took over, forcing the echoing voices inside of her head to silence. Ironically, that was her favorite time-when she was forced to have a clear mind as her body finally couldn’t handle any thoughts. The hours before, however, were the worst. With only dark and silence, she was forced to confront the angry, taunting voice in her mind, and the little boy that always looked so damn sad, and the anxious smile that seemed to be the image her brain most reverted to.

    ***

    (or: Zoe Murphy’s fall from grace)

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    Disassociation came naturally to Zoe Murphy.

    When she started to care, she told herself, she’d lose her mind. She’d go crazy, like her mother, or shut down, like her father. Or worse, go off the deep end like Connor.

    That numbed the pain, a little bit.

    Deep down, she knew they were bound to crash, and her walls would be forced down, and years of unwanted and acknowledged pain would come flooding in.

    But that was someday, not now.

    ***

    (or: Zoe could only disappear)

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    1/1
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    5
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    “He had some big government job,” Jared explained. “That’s what my mom told me at least. They hired him right out of college and now look at him. It’s been what? Two years? And he’s back here, going on job interviews.”

    Alana swallowed dryly. She didn’t know Evan’s story. She didn’t know anything about him, really. She didn’t know if he deserved her sympathy, but she couldn’t help feeling sorry for him.

    Because she knew what it was like. She, of all people, knew what it was like when things didn’t turn out the way you’d planned.

    In other words, the one in which they all find out that no one told them life was going to be this way.

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    17/?
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    Evan is forgettable, a loser, a freak that can barely hold a conversation without starting to hyperventilate. Once he would desperately reach out for anyone just to notice him and maybe be his friends. But no one has ever given more than a glance his way, so when someone finally reaches out, Evan has a tough time believing it. Especially since that person is Connor Murphy.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    49
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    123
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    11
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    Evan hopes he'll be less of a mess by the time he meets his soulmate, but a brush of fingers in the school computer lab gets in the way of that.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    70
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    8
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    Connor Murphy had no one. He was an outcast, and for good reason. Evan Hansen has social anxiety, and his best and dearest friend is himself. The two of them get paired up for a book project on the first day of school, and it goes up (and down) from there.

    ~~~

    (Yet another) Roleplay between SomedayBecomesSomehow and I (TotallyNot)! I am HU, and SomedayBecomesSomehow is AH. *Sidenote* I'll be writing Connor, and I really hope I do him justice...

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    What if Connor didn't die and the musical was just him telling Evan about what would happen if he died while slightly high.
    *Based off of a headcanon I found.*
    *One-Shot*
    (Possibly)

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    English
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    382
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    Mostly drabbles about Connor Murphy. Requests are open!

    (I'm very new to this fandom btw so I might write certain ships a bit weirdly.)

    Language:
    English
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    38,130
    Chapters:
    75/200
    Comments:
    138
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    218
    Bookmarks:
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    It hurt. It all hurt so much. The blinding yellow, the choked gags, the dark blood, the blue-and-yellow petals.
    The white hospital walls that loomed over him as he realized that they were all distant memories from before he passed out.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    45
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    61
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    CronchMe: welcome one, welcome a l l
    CronchMe: to the one and only
    CronchMe: group gathering
    CronchMe: of
    CronchMe: the
    CronchMe: s q u a d

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    16/?
    Comments:
    53
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    118
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    10
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    What if Evan Hansen didn't write about Zoe in the letter and instead he had a heart-to-heart with Connor?

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    2,023
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    8
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    47
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    4
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    This is just a collection of little drabbles or story ideas I have.

    Some have outlines, some are simply just thoughts.

    Please feel free to write any of these ideas because I’d love to see them developed and I’m not sure I have the time or energy to do so.

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    English
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    496
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    5
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    Connor Murphy got into an accident when he was six. He was never the same.

    After a day out gone wrong, Connor realizes that he wasn’t saved just to continue life, he was saved to be used. And if he accidentally pulled Evan Hansen into the mess, who would know?

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    English
    Words:
    16,705
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    47
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    6
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    668
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    Zoe always texted Evan good morning. It was a daily ritual. She knew Evan was too much of a nervous wreck to send her a text with any type of affection.

    But, it was okay. Because he was Evan and he was cute and Zoe knew he really did like her.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,442
    Chapters:
    5/11
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    428
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    “We’re best friends, I guess. But more than that. It’s different. It’s like… we need each other. When we’re together, it’s like… amazing, and I’m so happy, but when we’re apart it’s like… like the whole world falls apart. Like I don’t know what to do, I can’t function. We just… need each other.”

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    In one version of his life, Connor Murphy has no friends and takes his own life senior year of high school. In another version, his attempt fails and he meets Evan Hansen on a message board for people seeking suicide partners.

    In this version, Connor Murphy properly befriends Georgia Stern his first day of 9th grade.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    145,759
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    220
    Kudos:
    123
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1677

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