15 Works in Connor Murphy & Larry Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)

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    "Maybe if I could just talk to you... Maybe nothing would be different at all."

    Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen were not friends in high school. They did not know each other. They did not know how to talk to one another.

    Nine years before they died in an elevator, Evan Hansen wrote a letter and Connor Murphy took it from him. Prequel to In the In-Between.

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    When Connor ends up in another treatment center, he doesn't think anything will change - his dad thinks he's faking it, Zoe is afraid of him, and his mom throws everything into his recovery except for herself.

    He doesn't expect (or want) anything to change.

    And then everything does.

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    17/?
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    Even through the haze of grief right after Connor died, there were moments that stuck through. Moments of clarity, of happiness, of extreme sorrow. Moments when she could see everything through her old viewpoint, even when she could barely stand without feeling like she was falling.

    Even years later, Zoe remembered the endless arrival of cut flowers.

    ***

    (or: grief and cut flowers make a bitter mixture)

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    Evan and Connor haven’t died since Connor’s 27th birthday and they’re counting that as a win. As Evan starts his law career and Connor prepares to take over the bookstore where he works, they’re the only people they can talk to about what happened to them, the only people who understand.

    And if they have sex sometimes (all of the time), that doesn’t mean they’re more than friends, right?

    Sequel to In The In-Between.

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    Bookmarks:
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    What if Connor didn't die and the musical was just him telling Evan about what would happen if he died while slightly high.
    *Based off of a headcanon I found.*
    *One-Shot*
    (Possibly)

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    3/3
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    4
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    3
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    Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen disappeared within weeks of each other 8 years ago. So when something gives Zoe the urge ti take a walk near the old apple orchard and a pit stop at A la Mode. She is she is more than a little surprised to find a couple that looks strikingly like her older brother and his best friend.
    *NOW A LONG ONE-SHOT*

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    1/1
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    Connor blacks out with blood trickling down his forehead.

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    ( Major Trigger Warnings, Please Be Careful )

    Evan struggles as his father resurfaces in his life, and Connor is gradually slipping away. Evan stresses as usual, and Connor smokes in the parking lot. Life continues, and these two oddballs keep turning up in each others lives. ( In which Connor takes his life a few days earlier. )

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    10
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    5
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    connor comes home after five days in the hospital, and things are different.

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    1/1
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    6
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    Michael sets off on a trip with the Heeres.

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    13/13
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    1
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    Larry had always wanted to be a father. He watched the way his own dad raised he and his brother and always imagined himself being the same. Taking weekend camping and fishing trips with his kids, teaching them the little things in life that you may never need but it’s always nice to have. Having a catch in the backyard, spending time together going to baseball games. Just. Raising them with memories and precious moments like the ones he has with his dad.

    Now, when he thinks about how he is as a father, he isn’t sure he deserves a day to celebrate that accomplishment. At least not after what the last few months had brought.

    The first Father’s Day without Connor proves to be more difficult than Larry could’ve ever imagined.

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    a collection of oneshots, maybe sometimes more? for the blog @deh-genderbent-the-musical on tumblr, which i own!!

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    1/?
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    "we went to battle every evening after dinner. i thought i knew some way i'd get through to you. remember?"

    his last moments were filled with pain and regret.
    at least he had the comfort of knowing that it would be over soon.

    Language:
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    1/1
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    Bookmarks:
    2
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    Larry had always been clueless with Connor. But he was trying. If Connor was trying, then Larry might as well try too.

    ---
    The Desperate Type Universe, set during Epilogue Part 3.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    277
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    3507

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