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    When Connor ends up in another treatment center, he doesn't think anything will change - his dad thinks he's faking it, Zoe is afraid of him, and his mom throws everything into his recovery except for herself.

    He doesn't expect (or want) anything to change.

    And then everything does.

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    17/?
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    Even through the haze of grief right after Connor died, there were moments that stuck through. Moments of clarity, of happiness, of extreme sorrow. Moments when she could see everything through her old viewpoint, even when she could barely stand without feeling like she was falling.

    Even years later, Zoe remembered the endless arrival of cut flowers.

    ***

    (or: grief and cut flowers make a bitter mixture)

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    "The missing pills from the Medicine Cabinet...

    The missing kid found passed out in the park..."

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    26/?
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    302
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    Maybe Connor woke up the day after his 27th birthday to find things aren’t as they should be. Or maybe Connor has appendicitis, a high fever and is on a lot of pain medication. When reality has a tendency to get strange, how can you really tell?

    ITIB-Verse, post “It’s Always Been You”.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    45
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    67
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    642
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    Evan and Connor haven’t died since Connor’s 27th birthday and they’re counting that as a win. As Evan starts his law career and Connor prepares to take over the bookstore where he works, they’re the only people they can talk to about what happened to them, the only people who understand.

    And if they have sex sometimes (all of the time), that doesn’t mean they’re more than friends, right?

    Sequel to In The In-Between.

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    28/28
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    465
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    269
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    20
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    1/1
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    44
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    1
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    260
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    Connor Murphy got into an accident when he was six. He was never the same.

    After a day out gone wrong, Connor realizes that he wasn’t saved just to continue life, he was saved to be used. And if he accidentally pulled Evan Hansen into the mess, who would know?

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    Chapters:
    9/11
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    60
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    862
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    Cynthia Murphy has watched her son drift farther and farther each day, and on the first day of senior year, she can't take it anymore. She decides to try and be a better mother, only hoping that she still has enough of a break in his mental wall to get through.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
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    54
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    523
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    Connor blacks out with blood trickling down his forehead.

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    484
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    1/1
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    12
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    1
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    294
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    ( Major Trigger Warnings, Please Be Careful )

    Evan struggles as his father resurfaces in his life, and Connor is gradually slipping away. Evan stresses as usual, and Connor smokes in the parking lot. Life continues, and these two oddballs keep turning up in each others lives. ( In which Connor takes his life a few days earlier. )

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    10
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    47
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    508
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    connor comes home after five days in the hospital, and things are different.

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    1/1
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    8
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    68
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    5
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    Evan is an android, he was purchased by the Murphy family. Evan knows something is wrong with him, and he hates it.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    25
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    86
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    1254
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    Michael sets off on a trip with the Heeres.

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    13/13
    Comments:
    52
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    40
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    1
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    625
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    "There will come a day when man will face the embodiment of true evil, the god without a name, the One who Floods the World. Clouds and Mischief rolling on the horizon, He shall be met by the Light Bringer and the Balancer, one born with the turning of the fallen leaf, the other born of lightning, these two descendants of those favored by the gods old, new, and eternal." -Translation from ancient Norse text, circa 791 AD

    For years, Evan Hansen has struggled with the burden of knowing he is different -- not just because he's got so much anxiety he can't even order a pizza for himself, but more because he can emit weird laser things from his hands. Yeah, he's fully accepted he's a freak -- but that doesn't mean everyone else would.

    Connor Murphy is suicidal and desperate for a way out. As it turns out, walking in on that quiet Evan Hansen kid shooting lasers out of his hands in the school library might just be that way out.

    (aka the one where evan's supposed to save the world, connor's just along for the literal ride, and ancient norse gods hate them both)

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    18/18
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    208
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    299
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    56
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    Vignettes of Cynthia and Connor. Please be careful, there's cute moments but it gets way dark.

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    English
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    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    27
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    3
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    335
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    From: moncurph69@gmail.com
    To: evanhansen@gmail.com zoeem@gmail.com mrscynthiamurphy@gmail.com
    Date: January 1st, 2019. 03:16
    Subject: sorry

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    English
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    8,564
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    7
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    37
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    4
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    371
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    Evan and Connor really did exchange emails, lovingly passing back and forth their favourite stories and, even, some tragedies. Unfortunately, Connor’s depression worsens by the day and, eventually, he tries again to take his own life. He fails, but now Evan is left scrambling to pick up the pieces, as well as hide away any evidence the two were anything more than good friends; including scrubbing out their most recent fight that Evan is convinced pushed his boyfriend over the edge. Not to mention the suicidal thoughts that also course through Evan’s head, only growing worse as his relationship with Connor is put under a microscope by Connor’s family as he spends time away.

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    10,381
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    1/1
    Comments:
    18
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    254
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    43
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    2317
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    Connor thinks on family, change, and shattering.

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    1,634
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    7
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    Connor has an emotional breakdown. Cynthia comforts him.

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    English
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    1,306
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    211
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    Cynthia has never had a problem talking to her son’s grave. From the very first day she visited after the funeral, she’s been able to ramble for hours if someone would let her. Talking about every little thing that she knows he never cared about and still wouldn’t if he were alive, but it brings her peace. Brings her a sense of comfort that nothing else has in the weeks since this nightmare began, when Cynthia found her son lifeless at the base of a tree he had spent years visiting.

    But now as she sits here with her hand resting against the headstone as if she lets go it’ll disappear, she’s at a loss for words. Because in her other hand is a letter from her little boy that he had left behind, and she’s read it three times since finding it less than an hour ago but it hasn’t made her feel any better, it hasn’t brought her any closure.

    It’s just made her wonder how she didn’t notice anything was this bad before it had ended like this.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    4,118
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    309

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