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    "Walk a mile in my shoes." I muttered.

    "Ok." He replied. "I will if starting tomorrow the next fourteen days of us hanging out I can't give you at least one reason to live."

    I didn't know why I was pondering saying yes. Five minutes ago I had been ready to die, craving it even.

    "You won't change my mind." I crossed my arms.

    "At least give me the chance?" I nodded.

    ***

    Connor Murphy is sick of hearing things like it gets better and to stop faking his depression. There's no reason for him to stay. His family hates him, he has no friends, nothing to hold onto.

    Mere seconds before he takes his life he meets Evan Hansen. A boy who promises if he stays alive for the next two weeks he will give him all the reasons he should choose to live.

    Connor has nothing to lose so he agrees.

    Will Evan be able to convince Connor to stay alive? Or will Connor take his life?

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    this was inspired by that fic where peter and jeremy are cousins (i will confess that i didn't read it because i didn't want to be sad about how bare ended). and my brain was like "this? this is an interesting concept, we can use this." and now i'm here. this is a group chat fic for this au which is like a crossover of bare: a pop opera, be more chill, and dear evan hansen. it starts at the beginning of year 11 (10th grade). and continues until i get bored? i guess? so it'll continue for a long time.

    for more information on this au, check out my tumblr!
    https://dehxbmcxbapo.tumblr.com/

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    Rachel Amelia White wanted her senior year to be special, and happy. What she didn't expect was for her boyfriend, Connor Murphy, to kill himself after one day. After his death, everything unravels for Rachel. Secrets, lies, forbidden moments, all in the forms of emails. And Rachel must find her true Connor, the Connor she knew and loved. But between lies and secrets, does Ray have a chance?

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    A Connor Lives au, set to the same story we've all cried over.

    Evan Hansen believes that nothing he does will ever be remembered and that he will be forgotten. During a confrontation his world gets flipped upside down, causing him to get everything he wanted. All he has to do is pretend to be friends with a fellow classmate that tried to kill himself.

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    “I wish that anything I said mattered to anyone. Let’s face it, would anyone notice if I disappeared tomorrow? You, you wrote that. You meant that.”

    Evan swallows, the motion getting caught in his throat. He lifts one pathetic shoulder in a half-hearted shrug. “I mean,” he says softly. “Yeah.”

    “So why haven’t you done it yet?”

    [Complete.]

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    Evan Hansen knew he put Zoe Murphy up on a pedestal. He made her out to be this perfect person when he didn't even know her. He knew he wasn't in love with her but more the idea of her. He knew that if he ever got to know her it probably wouldn't change a thing. He knew that. Still, all his hope was pinned on Zoe. Until-

    Connor Murphy went into that computer lab hoping that he could find a reason to hold on one more day. Just a simple sign that he didn't screw up everything, that he didn't always have to leave a trail of destruction in his wake.

    -or-

    What could have happened if Connor hadn't read Evan's letter.

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    "So to spend a life of endless bliss
    Just find who you love through true love’s kiss"

    Evan longed to find his true love for his whole life.
    Connor gave up on it long ago.

    A modern fairytale based on Disney's Enchanted.

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    Evan isn't sure what to expect when he decided to chase after Connor for the letter,

    what he gets sure wasn't in his idea book.

     

    Some boys trying their best when they both need help.

     

    Title from "My Love is Like to Ice" by Edmund Spenser

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    The problem with the Connor Project is that the more Evan's version of Connor is memorialized, the more the Real Connor disappears.

    And sure, maybe the real Connor sucked, but the depressing irony of it all's been weighing a bit too heavily on Jared these days.

    So he takes a page out of Evan's book and writes Connor a letter, because even dead assholes deserve to be remembered, right? Plus he doesn't have any real friends anymore, and a dead pen pal is better than an imaginary one.

    The one thing he doesn't expect is for Connor to write back.

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    Based on a prompt: "To be honest, I just wanted a chance to look at the stars with you."

    Rated T because of the light swearing, just in case.

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    There was an old story that your perfect person--perfect match--was the one who was the complete opposite of you. Of course that only applied to those with powers, in which numbers were dwindling.

    So, when Jared learned that Evan had water powers...It made him think...

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    - Disculpa por no haberte visitado antes.

    Había pasado casi un año desde el suicidio de Connor y el inicio del Proyecto Connor, meses desde que tuvo que empezar a ir al psicólogo por haber encerrado todas sus emociones. Miguel aún no había asimilado nada.

    O

    Miguel intenta comprender qué ha pasado.

    (english version here)

    )

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    “Sorry for not visiting you sooner.”
    It had been almost a year since Connor's suicide and the start of The Connor Project, months since he had to start going to a therapist for locking up all of his emotions. Miguel still hadn't assimilated anything.

    Or

    Miguel tries to understand what happened and talks about feelings and regrets.

     

    versión en español aquí

     

    )

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    In his twenty-two years of life, Connor Murphy has only been in one relationship: a truly terrible one with his drug dealer in high school.

    So when he falls in love with his college roommate in his senior year, he has absolutely no intention of acting on his feelings. Because love is only meant to make you hurt, right?

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    dear evan hansen, mean girls, heathers, beetlejuice (well really just lydia) and the prom all make a group chat

    UPDATE: be more chill characters have now been added!!!

    UPDATE 2.0: we are the tigers characters have been added!

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    46/?
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    Conner and Vittoria have been dating for years now, but now as they start their senior year of highschool it seems as the world comes crashing down around them.

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    Connor and Alana take their relationship to the next level and learn the hard way that sex isn't always perfect, but that being with the right person can make all the difference.

    Series
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    All my hope is pinned on you.

     

    The blare of my alarm startles me awake. I force open my eyes, gasping awake and find myself staring at upside down posters cramming up all the space of otherwise white walls. My body is bent awkwardly against the wooden floor as I hang backwards off the bed, my legs still tangled in the sheets above me.

    My long dead heart is thumping painfully against my chest. I feel for my pulse in my wrist and and then my neck just to make sure. My fingers are cold and clammy but the skin I touch is warm and blood pulses through underneath.

    I’m in my room. I’m alive.

    “What the fuck.”

     

    Connor is sent back to his first day of senior year.

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    Evan and Connor go farther than before

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    castiel the punk. everyone thinks his life is amazing when it's far from it his father is an abusive drunk, castiel has to look after his brothers not caring if he got killed, his only escape is self-harm. he thought he would end up dying before his 18th birthday but someone came into his life someone who saved him

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