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    'For you, for you, it’s all for you. Everything I do, I tell you all the time.'

     

     

     


    Connor had burst into laughter the first time Jared had told him about his Words, though he had quickly stopped when a quick look at the inside of Jared’s wrist revealed how deadly serious he was.
     


    “Besides,” he had snapped, pulling his arm out of Connor’s grasp, “it’s not like yours are any better. Excuse me and wow, fuck you too? Real classy, Murphy.”
     


    Connor’s face was even paler than normal, and his eyes flickered between Evan and Jared like he was expecting one of them to say April fools! even though it had been December. “Jared, those are--” he began, only to be cut off by Evan. Loyal Evan.
     


    “--G-great W-Words!” Evan finished, glaring at Connor. Jared had puffed up with pride and they quickly changed the subject.

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    THEN: On the day Connor Murphy decides to kill himself, he runs into a stranger with his face and finds his plans changing drastically.

    NOW: At the beginning of Evan Hansen’s third year of college, he runs into his fake dead best friend from high school - or at least someone who looks just like him.

    A Dear Evan Hansen/Orphan Black AU.

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    What if Connor actually did have a separate Email address, not for letters with Evan, but Jared. After Connor died, Jared, master of lies, decided not to publish them, and would rather make up new ones.

    Translation of the fic 骗子的片段

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    Evan Hansen finds himself living through each day the same as the last. Nothing seems to ever change, no matter what he tries to do. Everyday, he pretty much wake ups with an encouraging speech from his mother, buses to school, has a meaningless conversation, gets ignored, then shoved to the ground- both figuratively and literally, before he just breaks down at home. Alone. It's finally starting to take a tole on him.

    His nightmare becomes real as his figurative meaning to living each day the same becomes literal, and he finds himself reliving the first day of Senior Year time and time again. In this state of confusion, he is entirely alone.

    Until he realizes that a certain boy is reliving the same day too, and he wants to get out of this loop just as much as Evan does.

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    Evan accidentally eats one of Connor’s edibles, thinking it was just a normal cookie on Connor's desk. Very high and fluffy shenanigans follow.

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    “So…” Evan finally sputtered. “Um… Vampire?”

    “Vampire,” Connor confirmed.

    “Oh,” Evan nodded.

    His eyes continued to blink dazedly as he watched Zoe leap over a headstone and take off again.

    He felt like he should say something else. Like he should be feeling something else. But, really, what else was there to say? Except…

    “That explains a lot,” Evan muttered.

    In other words, an AU in which the demons they're fighting aren't just internal anymore.

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    A bunch of request oneshots.

    Just ask, I write. No questions asked. Unless it's... About the prompt.

    Tree bros!
    (Evan/Connor)

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    Dear Connor Murphy,

    third times a charm, right?

    Your old best, and dearest friend,
    Evan Hansen

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    “Okay, one last photo!” Evan’s mom said, holding the camera up to her face. Evan squinted as it flashed, screwing up his face against the brightness. His mom laughed and put the camera down. “All right, Ev. Let’s go.”

    “Yeah!” He grabbed the plastic orange bucket as his feet and raced for the front door. His mom followed close behind, letting him outside and locking the door behind them. She bent down to adjust the sign on the bowl of candy on their doorstep that read please take one before taking Evan’s hand and leading them down the steps to the street.

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    chimera animals are badass.
    connor apparently stumbles upon one, confined in a helmet.

    (RP-based, I'm trying with connor's personality ok
    jus- just tell me what I did wrong but please don't be rude ok)

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    A light blue wall has never looked so interesting through the silence.
    Silence.
    Wait, what? Where’s the annoying tick, tick, tick, that’s constantly at the back of his mind?

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    Unable to tolerate his stressful and struggling existence, Evan Hansen works up the courage to end it all. No one misses that isn't noticed anyway. Meanwhile, Connor Murphy's reckless life choices are only fueled by an overbearing father dissatisfied with a son ruining the image of a 'picture perfect' upper middle class family. It's the people we often least expect to stumble into our lives and make a difference. Sometimes all it takes is a sympathetic ear and shoulder to lean.

    So I haven't written in a very long time, this is probably going to be trite and horribly be written, so please be patient with me! Since the release of the DEH soundtrack, it has touched my life in so many ways and helped through so many dark periods of my life. So I want to make art to share that may touch one person.

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    When it comes to symbolism, cats are known for being signs of mystery, darkness, and even fear.

    But they can also be symbols of rebirth and of healing.

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    “I mean, like,” Connor continues. He’s staring at something behind Evan, and his expression is hard but thoughtful. His eyes are bloodshot. “We’re both giant fucking losers, so might as well...join forces. Or whatever.” He looks at Evan, then, and furrows his eyebrows. “Dude, what’s wrong with you?”

    Evan lets out a breath he didn’t know he was holding. His face feels warm. “Sorry. I-I like—I would like that a lot. To be, um, friends.”

    “Cool.” Connor leans against the brick wall, and they both look out at the parking lot in silence for a moment. Evan tries to process that this is actually happening right now. He pinches his arm. Yep, not a dream. “So what now?”

    (Evan and Connor become friends, and no one kills themselves. This fic follows their adventures throughout senior year.)

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    What if Connor didn't kill himself?
    What if we were more than “fake friends”?
    What if the Murphys could have helped him?
    What if I did something?
    What if I had a redo?

    What could I do better?

     

    For some insane reason, Evan Hansen wakes on the first day of his senior year in high school. Its as if nothing the past year had happen. His arm was broken. His mother was worried about him. There was no lie. No Connor Project. There was Connor.

    The real Connor Murphy was still alive. Evan doesn't know if its all a crazy dream but he reaches out unlike before. Instead of watching the teen walk away for good, Evan decides to make his lies into the truth.

    Evan is taking advantage of this second chance.

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    As Connor sat hunched in the chair, yellow petal curled in his palm, his brain felt like it was moving too fast for him to keep up, and he could feel the makings of a crazy headache coming on. Fantastic.

    What kind of fucking weirdo finds themselves falling in love with a kid they don’t even know? Who they’ve spoken to a total of maybe 2 times, both in the third grade?

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    aka the hanahaki au nobody asked for

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    The poor boy looked like he was about to cry once Connor laid his eyes on him, but thinking about it, that’s probably how he always looks. He’d seen him in fleeting glances in the hallways before, always stumbling and glaring at the floor like it stole his lunch money, desperately trying to not make any eye contact while still trying his best not to bump into anybody.

    He grabbed the book mindless, needing a distraction from thinking so hard about the blond. Yeah, he did seem like a total asshole, but that doesn’t mean Connor can just sit here and daydream like a total creep, secretly wishing he could’ve been nicer for once. Because Evan seemed like he needed ‘nicer’ in his life.
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    What if Connor actually got the help he needed? And what if Evan didn’t cope with his feelings by compulsively lying. Would the two students be “normal”? And would they have a normal relationship?

    ...Probably not.

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    Connor never expected to make it past the first day of Senior year so he takes everything that happens that happens afterward with a spoonful of sugar because somethings are better than being dead.

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    Sitting on top of the hill in the park just down the street from his house, Connor Murphy reflects on the three things that meant the most to him.

    Books. Weed. And Evan.

    He just doesn’t think anyone would miss him if he left all of that behind.

    Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen have been best friends since they were 5 years old and met on the playground in kindergarten. They’d been through everything together, but Connor can’t bring himself to remember any of that.

    All he can think about is how much better Evan’s life — and everyone else’s — would be if he was gone.

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    A Poem about how Forever doesn’t even exist. It’s inspired by the song “For Forever” from dear Evan Hansen

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