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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    Sam tangles with the business end of an angry clown. Castiel's had too many things taken away from him. Both of them are bleeding, in more ways than one.

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    Dean had once read that there was only so much a human mind could take, that sure there were differences, some people were harder cored than others but in the end everyone had their limits.

    And Dean had reached his.

    In the light of which Cas and Sam try to comfort him, because cheering up is not something even they can do anymore.

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    You dream of being a shining star in the sky. It’s such a welcoming feeling, being loved by others. You dance amongst the other stars and you even dare getting close to Dean, standing on the same level as him, deserving it even. He smiles at you and it feels like he’s truly happy to see you. You revel in this feeling.
    When you look again, you’re on the ground amongst all the other pebbles. You look upon the sky, but the stars are all unreachable. You want to raise your hand, to try, but you don’t. What’s the point? You stopped reaching for the stars a long time ago.

    Without you, he wouldn't even be here. Why, oh, why are you so selfish?

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    Castiel is a witch who owns a natural health store. He despises Dean Winchester, who often comes in with his brother, Sam. He has no regard for either his health or the environment. When Castiel and his two closest friends get high, one night, they come up with a plan to ruin Dean's life. Because Dean knowingly destroys the earth, which is dear to Castiel, they decide to cast a curse to destroy the one thing Dean loves most. Castiel gets frustrated when he thinks that the spell failed. That is, until he becomes ill.

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    Castiel begs Naomi not to take away his memories of the friendship he has built with the Winchesters, and Naomi considers the merits of his request.

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    Inside of Castiel's mind, Naomi finds great fear. Her brother is afraid to lose his memories of the people he has come to befriend, including the Righteous Man. Unwise, Naomi thinks, to be so close to one's charge. She dulls the edges of Castiel's devotion, so that his fear is stronger than his loyalty to the man under his care. Only great anger, or even greater terror, can break through such a profound bond.

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    Basically I just feel that Castiel is not as hardened towards his other siblings as we are lead to believe.

    "Are you satisfied now?" he asks.

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    "You like being touched," Dean realizes, and Castiel's eyes widen just slightly.

    "Irrelevant. It's an unnecessary—"

    "It calms you down."

    "I do not need to be calmed."

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    Later, when he's feeling strong enough, Castiel finds Kevin and offers to fix his hand. Realizing that Castiel is struggling with something that neither of them fully understands, Dean tags along for emotional support.

    A/N: Takes place when Naomi was repeatedly abducting Castiel and removing from him the memories of it happening.

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    Castiel looks up, meeting the jaded gaze of a boy thrust into greatness, but not pleased to be there. He can understand this, knowing well the pain and suffering that accompany being expected to be more than one is.

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    Dean had just wanted to go swimming to escape the summer heat. It was never supposed to end like this, with Castiel shaking so hard he could dislodge the skin from his very bones.

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    With a gutted noise, Castiel breaks the surface of the pool. Water blasts up several meters from both sides of him, spread out across the entire deep end like two massive wings trying desperately to take flight. Dean just barely catches Sam's look of horror before Dean gets slammed backwards, struck by something invisible that feels rather like a brick wall made of lightning.

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    In this place, even the buildings were once alive, and there's something Castiel won't stop thanking Dean for.

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    Castiel's shoulder blades can be read beneath his clothes like lines on a map, peeking through the soft cloth of a very well-worn, tan overcoat. Although Dean's been suspecting for a while that there's something really wrong with the angel, only here in Purgatory has he started to see the full brunt of Castiel's self-destructive tendencies.

    (Purgatory!fic, written pre-s08)

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    From Heaven to Hell, it's assumed that Castiel is in a relationship with the Winchesters. Everybody knows but Sam and Dean. That doesn't stop the other angels from making an example of Cas for them to find.

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    You can hear him whispering in the other room.
    You know it’s him worrying.
    You know it’s him talking to Sam; or Charlie; or Benny.
    You lean against the closed door, posed to listen. You should stop, but you can’t.
    His worry eats away at your heart.
    It’s been four months, and he never said a word.
    Frankly, he never needed to. You’ve always know, and yet, you chose to ignore it, to keep pretending it was fine.
    It had happened, now.
    The one thing you never wanted to be; you turned out to be.
    You’re a burden.

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    The Non-con, Violence and the abusive relationship is not between Cas and Sam so don't worry. :) I'm listing this as explicit just to be safe. More tags will be added as the fic goes on. So please read the tags. The title of this fic is from a Nicole Dollanganger song.

    Sam Winchester was found after being hit by a car. Wandering the streets with a broken wrist and hallucinating the devil. He ends up in a psychiatric hospital, where he meets Castiel. A far too slender blue-eyed man, beautiful enough to be a fallen angel.
    This is their story.

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    A few days remain before Dean goes away to college and Castiel is anxious about his best friend leaving him. So Cas goes to pay Dean a visit in order to say goodbye. But Cas ends up just fucking Dean senseless.

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    Every time he breathes he can feel it missing.

    Castiel reflects on his humanity, family and true duty over a holiday party, and wonders just how okay he will be.

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    In the aftermath of the battle against the angels, Dean has Castiel back and his brother is safe. But his heart is still heavy with loss. His only other reassurance is heading home to the bunker.
    Castiel may be back with his family, but the past has returned to haunt him, taking residence in the place he calls home.
    And unknown to them, a surprise is lurking not far away...
    [CURRENTLY ON HOLD]

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    Castiel isn't betraying them. He can't be. It's not possible. And so Dean keeps holding on, no matter how much it hurts.

    An interpretation of Dean's behavior, as well as some thoughts on the way he feels and acts, from the point where Bobby and Sam begin to doubt Castiel, up to the moment when Cas vanishes into the lake.

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    castiel is captured by powerful demon salem, who drills into the angel's insecurities about dean.

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    Dean invites him in, and he goes willingly, gratefully, happily. The metal door clashes shut behind them; he is inside with the promise of permanence, and relief overwhelms him.

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