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    Castiel has never spoken of what really happened during his time with Naomi. He carries on like nothing happened, settling into life in the bunker when a small incident triggers a nightmare and he begins to unravel.

    Dean thought everything was going fine, until Cas starts behaving weird. Not his usual, endearing weird. Withdrawn, frightened, elusive. He doesn't know why.

    But he's determined to find out and help Cas.

     

    Even if it kills him.

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    12/?
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    A scruffy man totters through the woods nearby, a weapon dangling from his hands and a wrinkled, bloodstained coat tied around his waist. The only neat part of him is the expertly bandaged gash in his side that he barely seems to react to. His eyes are unfocused.

    He ambles around trees and steps over logs, mumbles something.

    Then he sees the body.

    (If castiel survived the endverse final fight with Lucifer but Dean still didn't. Partially third person limited pov, partially Cas pov. Heed the tags)

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    A compilation of moments between Castiel and Dean, set to the lyrics of My Tears Ricochet. Castiel's POV.

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    Castiel is deeply in love with his best friend. 15 years. He's waited. He's watched Dean Winchester fall in and out of love. But it never seemed to be him. A part of him wants to give up. But the rest of him? Oh, the rest of him wants the man hes moved since he gripped him tight and raised him from perdition. He's not ready to give up on the green eyed beauty, he's willing to wait even. But with his nightmares getting worse by the passing day and his feelings making it hard to breathe around Dean, waiting might not be in the cards.

    Dean Winchester is just as in love with his best friend as the angel is with him. But his father told him he should never like a boy. Although, he never believed him. Hell, his best friend Charlie gay. But he he can't seem to cope with the fact he loves a man. But he's never felt this way about someone. Not with Lisa. Not with Benny. A part of him feels like he's never been in love.

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    2/?
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    7
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    where dean finds out about the torture naomi put cas through prior to their fight for the angel tablet in 8x17

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    After the events of season 15 episode 19 things take a different turn when dean finally has to face what happened to castiel and what it means. He desperately looks for a way to bring back his best friend while dealing with crippling grief and regret.

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    8/?
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    A life full of trauma leaves a mark on you - and leaves you broken.

    Dean - a firefighter, and Cas - a paramedic, have both known this for a long time. It's a fact of life they've come to accept.

    That is, until a particularly devastating wildfire sparks in the nearby national forest.

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    3/?
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    11
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    Regards, Castiel.

    3 times Cas punished himself,

    ...and 1 time Dean showed him how much he was worth.

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    4/4
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    Después de haber prevenido el fin del mundo, Azirafel y Crowley creen tener una buena vida. Hasta que alguien toca a la puerta de la librería.
    Esto desencadenará una serie de acontecimientos que obligarán a ángel y demonio a escapar de su mundo. Aunque al que terminan llegando no es mejor; sin embargo están ahí por un motivo.
    ¿Que es eso oculto que amenaza a todas las realidades?

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    1/?
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    Castiel has never seen something more terrifying than The Empty.

    "But I assure you that ghosts do exist. I myself, perhaps, am not much more than that"

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    Castiel nunca vio nada más aterrador que El Vacío.

    "Pero le aseguro que sí existen los fantasmas. Yo mismo, quizá, no soy mucho más que eso"

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    “If you’re talking about the time you ate all those souls…you had to be stopped, Cas.”

    “I agree,” Castiel shrugged, “But would you have tried to kill me if I was a human and had caused such chaos?”

    A muscle in Dean’s jaw rippled, “We don’t deal with humans, that’s what the cops are for!”

    “Dean…” Sam admonished softly, looking stricken.

    Dean blinked, stunned by his own words. “I mean…I didn’t mean –“

    Castiel swallowed, closing his eyes against a lance of pain in his chest that had nothing to do with the binding or the sigil. “Yes, you did. And its true, in any case.” Castiel gave him an out, but the words stung. He wasn’t human. Which meant he was – in a hunter’s mind – a creature.

    An animal.

    Something inside him felt like it was icing over...

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    17/?
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    Dean in in Heaven, but he's not alright.
    what the heck is this ending?
    this can't be it??
    Cas and Dean know that

    let me try to fix and explain this disaster

    writing gets better as story progresses, criticism welcome

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    5/5
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    34
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    3
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    Dean Winchester moves to Chicago and starts working as a social worker at a local LGBTQ+ shelter. Cas Novak, a regular at said shelter because of his abusive partner, doesn’t care much for the new employee. This is their story.

    [If you read this anywhere but Ao3, you've been duped! Had! Swindled! This beast is free on Ao3]

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    5/5
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    Angsty oneshot/tweet I made about cas visiting deans grave. Enjoy :)

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    1/1
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    Despite being one of the biggest names in music Dean Winchester’s career has been labeled a crash and burn. With one night stands every other night, a mouthy attitude, and a drug addiction, not even his manager thinks he’ll make it past thirty. None of that seems to change when he moves to New York to help his recently widowed brother.
    Dean hadn’t expected more from the move then to sleep on an old couch, and look after some kids, but plans are changed when he meets Sam’s next door neighbour, Castiel Novak
    Left between balancing his drug addiction, babysitting, his new crush for an extremely taken man, and his own crumbling career, the tipping point seems to be approaching sooner then Dean had ever expected.

    *trigger warning for drug abuse, and more

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    54/?
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    Castiel Novak didn’t know his life could hit lower than sleeping in the stockroom of the Gas-N-Sip until he's mugged one night after closing. He comes too in a laundromat, dazed and injured, in front of a worried, handsome stranger.

    Dean “Cowboy Chaser” Winchester is a storm chaser known for having the best footage of the tornadoes that descend upon Tornado Alley, in the heart of the Mid-West, every spring. He's built a tank--The Imp--from a 1967 Chevy to ride into the storms. His brother is normally his chase partner, but Sam is on bed rest and Dean needs help. He can’t survive and make a profit on his own. Things aren’t looking well until an injured man stumbles into the laundromat.

    After some stitches, sandwiches, and stain remover, Dean offers to hire Castiel as his assistant for the storm season. It’s more than he’ll ever make at the gas station. Castiel just has to worry about runaway livestock, dangerous storms, other reckless chasers, and the nightmares he still can’t escape from the worst day of his life.

    Will Castiel take this incredible offer? If he does, will they be able to work together and survive what Mother Nature can throw at them?

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    4/?
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    One man longing for a family.
    Another man too scared to risk a family.
    What happens when both men are left guardians to an orphan?

     

    "A Place of our Own"
    Fanfic by
    @Sineadfitz7

    Betaed by
    @RobertaKnits

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    186
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    306
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    95
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    6,685
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    Castiel is a celestial being.

    His powers aren’t as much of a constant as they used to be, they’ve dwindled over the years, been forcefully taken from him. He’s experienced humanity more thoroughly than almost any other angel out there, he’s the wayward angel with a crack in his chassis.

    That may be what he is now, but at one point, he was destined for greatness. He was the general of his garrison, leading heaven’s armies and fighting amongst his siblings. Castiel remembers every second that he spent as one of heaven’s most capable soldiers.

    Over time, he knows he’s gotten weaker. More reliant. More dependent.

    He’s been taunted by almost every type of being there is.

    Demons, angels, vampires, humans.

    He’d be lying if he said that he wasn’t tired of it. He hates getting it from his own family the most. He doesn’t know if he deserves it or not.

    Or:

    Based on that time that Lucifer said that rage is a good motivator. It's Cas' turn.

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    25
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    A hoarse scream tears itself out of his throat.

    And then the Empty is gone, taking Billie with it. Dean still stands before him. He lets out a sob as Dean closes the distance between them.

    Their faces are inches apart as Dean whispers, “You love me?”

    Cas nods.

    He doesn’t realize his eyes are closed until Dean’s lips brush over his. It’s timid, tender, and so fucking perfect.

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    1/1
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    15
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    138
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    11
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    1,596

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