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    Castiel begins having strange and very vivid dreams. He doesn’t think anything of it at first until certain consequences end up affecting both his waking world and his dream world. As the world’s begin to blur, he begins to realize he no longer knows which is a dream and which is real. The closer he gets to his answer the more clear things become, but will he like what he discovers?

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    Dean Winchester was a horrible person. Not for being rude or for being a general jerk but because he was so dreamy and awesome and just so nice. He practically blessed this tiny town with his presence.

    His sun kissed skin. His freckles. Fan fiction green eyes. FAN FICTION LIPS! They were so plump and moisturized that no man or women has or ever will see a chapped lip on Dean Winchester.

    Bottom line is; Dean Winchester is perfect.

    Castiel Novak has been riding the Winchester train for what seemed to be a billion and one years.

    Let’s just say the train is stopping at a station.

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    Collecting his son from the local plant nursery, Dean finds his life uprooted after meeting the blue-eyed owner Castiel.
    A Destiel romance with a plant obsessed child and a side of Sabriel.

    This is a companion piece to "Five Times Gabriel Tried to Get Sam on the Sugar Train and the One Time He Succeeded".
    Which can be read in any order.

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    Cas suffers from social anxiety.

    It's been a very long few hours at Sam and Eileen's place, so Dean takes care of his fiancé.

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    Los Angeles based Songwriter Cas works as security for his day job. When he is assigned to work as a bodyguard for his ultimate rockstar crush, Dean Winchester, Cas thinks he may totally lose it. But when Dean begins showing interest, Cas is the one thanking his guardian angels.

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    Because Cas isn't very comfortable surrounded by people, he and Dean spend some time talking alone after escaping the alternate world.

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    Dean’s Daemon, Anna, settled on a form nearly eight years ago. She’d always preferred canine forms, and the grey wolf was the one she’d finally decided on. Castiel’s Daemon, Meg, still hadn’t settled, despite him being well past the usual age. They both liked it that way, even though it made Cas and Meg outcasts in the world. In spite of his Daemon having settled, Dean always felt restless energy under his skin, like there was something not quite right about his life. He’d always felt a pull.

    When Dean and Castiel meet, their worlds collide. Will Castiel’s rebellion against society get in the way? Will Dean be able to handle all that Castiel has to offer? Or will their love go down in flames, just because of their stubbornness?

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    Cas wasn't expecting it to be all sunshine and rainbows when he agreed to adopt Jack. He expected the usual parenting struggles: defiant child, tantrums, picky eating...you name it. He just wasn't expecting to be jealous, of all things.

    (I am so sorry for the title of this)

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    Castiel has severe pneumonia, enough to land him in the hospital under the care of a Dr. Dean Winchester.
    Pneumonia's pretty bad but what's even worse for Cas is his fear of hospitals.

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    For the Tumblr prompt :
    "Our mutual friend dropped out of this trip at the last minute, so hi I guess we're spending the next two weeks together."

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    Castiel comes back to the bunker after a fruitless search for Lucifer to find Dean suffering from a nightmare. After learning Mary has left the bunker, needing some "time", Castiel is confronted with an emotionally insecure Dean Winchester. The two begin spending more and more time together and feelings Castiel has tried so hard to suppress keep fluttering to the surface.

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    For the past four decades, human biology has evolved. About 20-25% of the American population is now designated Alpha or Omega. The remaining humans, unchanged and unaffected, are designated Beta.

    As a researcher at the very progressive Lettering Pharmaceuticals, Castiel had created his own synthetic cover up for his Alpha designation. This breakthrough brought him accolades and a huge promotion that usually takes fifteen years to achieve. With his new position, Castiel begins his own case study but when he discovers that one of his project participants is his mate, the powers that be escort them to the lowest level of the labs. Castiel had no idea this level existed and if he had, he might have looked at his beloved company a little differently.

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    Castiel has severe pneumonia, enough to land him in the hospital under the care of a Dr. Dean Winchester.
    Pneumonia's pretty bad but what's even worse for Cas is his fear of hospitals.

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    This was everyday life. Cas lived with his brother Gabriel, and he had panic attacks often. Dean was suicidal and living with an abusive father who reminded him every day how worthless he was. His mother worked a lot, so he took care of Sam most days. Sam did not know what happened behind closed doors, but he finds out. Sam, Dean, and Cas are all close; they're like a family of their own, but Dean and Cas may be particularly close, which does not go down well with John. Slowly, the world begins to unfold.

    Or... This is a series of oneshots. Some are first person, and some are third person. They all tell the story of these three boys and how they deal with the cards destiny has dealt them.

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    This probably will loosely follow cannon, but obviously Jess is alive so it’s not that accurate to the show. I don’t own the characters, though I wish I did, don’t we all?
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    Jess had been sitting on bed, that much she remembered. She was starting to fall asleep, waiting for Sam to get back and trying not to worry about where the hell he was or what he was doing. She hadn’t slept in four days now, or not well at least. So she fell asleep. First there was the knife plunged into her gut and slicing into it with a searing pain. Then there was fire. Lots of fire, everywhere, and she remembered feeling it burning and smelling her flesh and hair getting singed.. And now she felt exhausted and everything tingled, from her head to her toes and all the parts in-between. She could tell someone was moving around her but she didn’t have the strength to open her eyes or even speak. Her mouth felt full of cotton. She could hear talking but It was some strange language she didn’t know, kind of sounded like a made up one. She could hear her name being said every few words and she was trying to figure out if she was dead and what exactly happened after it all went dark.

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    Castiel goes through something nobody wants to go through. But he does. It seems not even he, an angel, can completely glue himself back together on his own. Cas is still adjusting to human functions and luckily Dean is there to help. Unspoken feelings become known, but maybe acting on them isn't the best idea.

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    Cas swore he'd never go back to Chicago under any circumstances...that is, until Gabriel's wife is killed in an accident and he's invited to the funeral. Dean, being the awesome boyfriend he is, agrees to go in a heartbeat. While back in Chicago, Cas comes face-to-face with an unpleasantly familiar face from his past but being the BAMF fucker he is he pretty much owns it because Cas is amazing and we all know it. Also, he and Dean gain a rather unexpected surprise.

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    This the third part of the Starting a Family Series...the tile says it all.

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    Naomi Novak has laid out her son's entire life. Castiel Novak-Shurley must get a great education, focus on business, ignore frivolous things, attend Harvard Business School, become an investment banker at International Angel Deposit Bank, maintain his virtue, marry a proper beta or omega, and make lots of alpha babies. Even when fitting her expectations was difficult for him, Castiel has done his best to comply.

    Until now.

    His mother is arranging a marriage for him - he doesn't know to whom, but he knows it's happening, and soon - and before he ties the knot (figuratively and literally) Castiel wants to have an experience all his own: he wants to bottom for an alpha.

    Nervous, terrified, Castiel goes to Palmeton’s red light district and hires Jensen, a gorgeous young alpha prostitute who smells like fresh-cut grass and sunshine and lemonade. With Jensen, Castiel finds the courage to ask for what he wants.

    Being knotted is amazing. Castiel’s not an omega, but…but being with Jensen - who's real name turns out to be Dean - is everything Castiel has dreamed of.

    And now he has to figure out: how is he supposed to go the rest of his life without experiencing that again?

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    "Well, Ruthie," he murmurs, a bit sadly, "it's you and me against the world. Think we can do it?" Ruth doesn't respond, and Castiel can see his cousins come spilling out of the house to unload the car. He groans. "Me neither."

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    Castiel is forced to spend his last summer before college at his aunt's ranch in Kansas. All he wants to do is survive three months and go back to California; things don't quite go as planned.

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