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    "It's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. Someone who makes you a better person. Actually, they don't make you a better person - you do that yourself. Because they inspire you. It's the first person who knew you, and accepted you, and believed in you before anyone else did... Or when no one else would."

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    **ANNOUNCEMENT**
    THERE HAS BEEN AN EDIT IN THE TAGS: As this story takes shape, its becoming so much more than a monster hack and slash fic. Stay tuned!!!

     

    In the beginning, when God first sparked light into the lower realm, a creature was born from the first shadow cast. Forgotten and left devoid of God’s light, it began to covet it, to crave it, and then, in an attempt to complete itself, it began to consume it.

    The First Shadow; a biblical boogeyman used to scare young fledglings who strayed from God's will. It was just a myth, that is until angels begin to disappear by the dozens from a newly reorganized Heaven. When her investigation turns up nothing, Hannah, desperate to keep the dwindling number of her brethren safe, enlists the help of Castiel and the Winchesters. They're on the case! However, when the trenchcoat-clad seraph is the next to go missing, it's a race against time to find him before the scary story becomes deadly truth.

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    The bunker door slams behind him and he finally lets his walls drop. Three sobs burst from his chest in quick succession. That is all he allows himself. Anything else would be excessive.

    “We are.” He had said to Dean. And at the time he’d believed it… because he couldn’t bear not to.

    Dean had realised though; they weren’t real.

    He stops.

    Soft chirping comes from a nearby bush. Inside a small nest is a lone dove, it’s wing is broken. Castiel can relate. He strokes the bird’s head tenderly and it nuzzles at him with its beak. “You’ll be okay.” He assures, taking a moment to appreciate the plushness of its feathers. He releases a small trickle of grace, instantly mending the bird’s wing. It chirps again, happily and burrows into his hand in thanks.

    There was once a time when the bird’s aura would be enough to indicate it’s feelings but with his powers failing steadily, even that is no longer available to him. Even Dean’s soul… he would have liked to see it one last time… even that simple pleasure had been revoked.

    So Castiel made his way towards his new life completely unaware that something sinister was watching him and to the pile of rotting flesh that lay just a few yards away.

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    It’s AU were Dean and Cas are brothers who are in love with each other. They were each other’s first kiss and first sex. But Dean understood that the relationship between him and Cas was wrong and in the end it was going hurt them both so in means of protecting his little brother from all the hurt their relationship would cause he decided to date one of school’s new cheerleaders, Lisa to distract himself from Cas. But can he actually do that ? Can he forget all those things they shared, all those things they did ?

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    Sam Winchester's life is on the upward track, a recent graduate from Stanford Law and spending the weekend in Vegas with his three best friends and fellow graduates, and his big brother Dean. Castiel Allen's life is crashing down around his ears, and the last thing he wants to do on top of everything is spend his first weekend after the finalization of his divorce stuck on a company retreat with coworkers he barely tolerates. When the two of them wake up Saturday morning, hungover and wearing matching rings with no memory of how they got there, Sam only hopes he can lift Castiel back up and give him a better reason to keep flying.

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    "Listen, we have very thin walls and I heard you crying in the shower, are you ok?" neighbor au tumblr prompt by happylilprompts.

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    遗忘-Forgotten的续集。从第9季中开始的平行世界,Castiel是人类,受了伤,Dean和Sam得把他的荣光找回来——当然,还有他的翅膀。事情并未向他们希望的那样发展,而在Cas的面前是一条艰难之路。

    这个长篇fic着重于自由意志三人组的友情/家庭的纽带。会面临严峻的形势,焦虑和孤独。警告:这个小说会有两个版本,Destiel和纯友情版。这个版本(Flight)是Destiel的版本。进展缓慢,大部分都更接近于Pre-Destiel。纯友情版名为Broken,会在稍后发表。
    [默默吐个槽,这个版本已经是清澈见底了,双版本实在意义不大,何况北麻自己也没有完成。]

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    How are you Dean?”
    “Me? I’m good Cass. Walking on water.”
    With pride he informs Dean that the saying is actually, “Walking on air.”

    A strange noise comes through the speakers then. A noise that he’d only heard a few times before: a morbid cross between a sob and a scream.

    “Why didn’t you call me?” the questions slips out. Sam had gotten a goodbye at least and Dean had planned to spend a few days with Mary. Did he have any time set aside for Castiel at all? “When you and your stupid plan were heading to the bottom of the ocean… you never called me.”

    “I was going to.” He hears how much the admission drains Dean. “I knew– I knew, only two people would be able to stop me: Sam- and you.”

    “I would have called you… I planned to in fact, the moment that Billie locked me in and I knew that there was no way to turn back. Then I’d call you.”

    “Sometimes I’d dream –” Castiel hears him struggling for breath. He imagines his friend. Alone. Drowning. Dean had told him that Michael kept him underwater while he possessed him. Now it would be the same. Dean would be drowning with Michael. Forever. “I dreamt that I’d be in the box… then my phone would die and I wouldn’t get to call you.”

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    Destiel College AU
    Depressed!Cas Protective!Dean

    When Dean and Castiel find themselves roommates, the two form a profound bond and soon fall in love. However, Cas has a deep, dark sadness he holds close to his heart, and only Dean can cure it. The two go through ups and downs and dark times, but battle together through it all.

    *TRIGGER WARNING* self harm, suicide attempts, depression, etc

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    Against all odds, Castiel Novak has made it to New York and gotten accepted into Julliard to fulfill his dream in being a world famous composer; but his aunt Naomi won't leave him alone; good thing there are good friends to pick him up and take him to a concert with gorgeous lead singers. ;)

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    Sam had spent most of his life praying and hoping that angels were real. It wasn't until he had reunited with Dean and started hunting again that he found out that his faith had been right all along. But the good news comes with an ugly side because the very angel that Sam and Dean met happens to be a run away slave.

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    Amara injured Castiel's grace and he's dying. He thinks the Winchesters won't care. Just how far will Dean go to prove him wrong?

    “My grace has settled.” His voice sounds bitter to his own ears.
    Dean winces, and he can practically feel the man draw away. From the way the veil drops over his open, inviting gaze to how his eyes now flit everywhere but to Castiel’s.
    “You only did this to keep me alive Dean.”
    “How do we know it even worked?” demands Dean, “You don’t even know for sure? Let’s just finish what we started.”
    Almost amused, Castiel grins, “Well, seeing as I’ve had my grace for millions of years, I believe my opinion will do.”
    “No! It – you – Jesus!” Dean hooks his ankles over Castiel and turns them so fast they almost tumble off the bed. Castiel realises what Dean wants… what he’s trying to do.
    He wants this to continue as much as Castiel does. But he’s too scared to ask. Castiel can see the shame swirling in his eyes, filtering back into his brain like poison. Dean will destroy himself over this whether or not it happens.
    He brings his lips to Dean’s once more shifting his hips so that the tips of their erections graze each other. “Let’s finish this Dean.”

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    Most of Castiel's childhood was riddled with abuse. His skin was blemished with scars that could be seen in both human and wolf forms. The system that should have protected him, had chosen to turn a blind eye, all because of the reputation of his abuser- his father- The Novak Pack Alpha. However, the moment he turned 18, his big brother, Gabriel, saved him.

    Now, he is 25 years old. To this day, he is still recovering and trying to get a foothold in this unforgiving world. His healing is made harder, as his own pack, not so subtly, chooses to single him out- to them, particularly alphas, his scars are seen as undesirable and his kindness is nothing but a sign of weakness.

    Castiel has been forced to believe that his life is meant to be a lonely one. And when special events such as the Meet & Greet Dinner & Dance for singles are held; his heart fills with sorrow.

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    Castiel发现他沉迷于电视节目,越来越难摆脱。当Winchester兄弟处理完应该是Lizzie的幽灵回去时,他们开始注意到。

    Sam和Dean尽全力帮助Castiel接受并从受到的精神和情感伤害中恢复,但他们并没有摆脱掉自己受到的伤害,治愈这个是他们无人教授过的一次挑战。

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    Remember Anna Milton? The angel who fell from Heaven and was reborn as human? Well, what if the same had happened to Dean?

    Dean Winchester, hunter, righteous man, son of John and Mary Winchester and brother of Sam Winchester. Jensen, archangel, angel of family, son of God and fiancé of Castiel.

    Two sides of the same coin. Literally. Dean Winchester is an angel, the fifth archangel Jensen. After Michael's attempt to kill him failed, he falls from Heaven and is reborn as human. For 30 years, he lives as a human and hunter, never knowing who he really was. Until Castiel pulled him out of Hell.

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    Cas had a friend who saw the meditative benefits to fishing. If only he agreed, and still could call Dean a friend. If only he could call Dean something more. Alas none of that was possible, so he sat on a dock every day with a fishing pole in hand. Hoping that he can finally catch his first fish.

    But how long can you toss your line out and expect something to happen that never does? Doing it again and again can drive you to the breaking point.

    What happens when you shatter?

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    Dean Winchester is just starting his Jr year of High School and is somehow already overburdened with sky-high expectations and responsibilities. Will he be able to leave the drama in the Drama Department, buckle down on his studies, and focus on his future? Or will Dean give in to his heart and allow himself to become romantically entangled with new kid Castiel, despite mounting concerns over Cas's frequent substance abuse and mental health...?

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    After the last zombie Chuck cracked open from the earth is slain, and a battered and bruised Team Free Will make their way back to the bunker, Castiel and Dean have a fight that’s been a long time coming.
    (Written before S15 began airing).

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    The angels have fallen and Castiel becomes human, leaving him wide open to the foulest of human experiences.

    Dean's there to help him through it all.

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    After Castiel leaves the bunker, Dean begs him to come home. Although Dean still partially blames Cas for the death of Mary, he wants his best friend to be safe.

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