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    Castiel ends up having a gay crisis in the middle of a confusing case, because Dean just had to stop by a diner for pie and leave him waiting outside.

    Emotions are hard for normal people to handle, So for an angel who is just now discovering how to emote properly, a gay crush isn't helpful in the least.

    Sam ships it, and tries unsuccessfully to play matchmaker, and Bobby is not the one to go to for gay advice Castiel.

    And somebody needs to get a paper bag for Dean's face because DAMN is he beautiful.

     

    Slight AU considering I ignore the T.V. show's plot.

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    Castiel catches the angelic flew a sickness only angels get that is causing his grace to weaken making him really sick. He starts to become more and more human and must face the challenges of being close to being a human again and has problems with the inside of his vessel. Things continue to get worse for Castiel when Castiel becomes more human and gets a really bad upset stomach ache and burping alot, it hurts him so much he can't even move. Dean and Sam want to help cure Castiel and get Castiel's grace recharged fully. Castiel said the only cure for the angelic flew is for an angel to consume a human and absorb part of their soul light energy. They get help from Castiel's big brother Gabriel, however Dean and Sam soon learn that they must shrink and venture into Castiel's vessel inside his nearly human body through Castiel's mouth. Dean and Sam can see Castiel's giant angel true form from the inside of Castiel's human vessel. Dean and Sam must use the power of the human soul to restore Castiel's angelic grace and health to cure Castiel and turn him back into an angel again before Castiel becomes completely human.

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    *SPOILERS FOR SEASONS 1-9*
    A fic about Human!Castiel and how he adapts to his new needs/wants etc. It is Destiel but there are parts where it is less present, so non-shippers could probably enjoy most chapters.
    The mood will change by chapter, some will be darker and more angsty, some will be fluffy and adorable and I plan on at least one smut chapter, but there could be more (They will not be really explicit though).
    That's pretty much it, enjoy!

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    The angels fell. The angels fell and Castiel knows it was his fault. Sam and Dean take the newly human Castiel in to live with them in the bunker as he struggles to come to terms with his newfound emotions, including his longing for Dean. He knows he shouldn't, but he can't help wanting Dean... and maybe, just maybe, Dean wants Castiel too.

    (I'm really bad at writing summaries. But this fic involves quite a bit of fairly graphic smut, and deals with depression and guilt)

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    Dean says yes to Michael, and it changes everything.

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    Castiel thinks through some new insights into his emotions as an angel and now as a human. With some light Crowstiel flavouring.

    ~ The way the show portrays angelic emotion kinda irritates me - coz they claim angels are less emotional than humans, but we see them acting out of extreme emotion all the time. So this is sort of my way of rationalising that into something that I like. Angels definitely don't feel/express emotion in the same way as humans, but they are able to empathise with them (we see this with Cas all the time) and act out of the same emotional drives (love, hate, jealously, anger). Soyeah, this is my idea of how that works :)

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    A lost angel is shown the value of humanity, and ultimately himself, from an accidental encounter with one infuriatingly optimistic human. And a downtrodden, broken human is shown (by a changed angel) how to live again, instead of merely survive.

    [Timestamp for Dimension 3]

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    “Castiel,” Dean said, sternly. “Open your eyes. I swear, nothing bad is going to happen.”

    It was the sound of his full name that brought Castiel out of his racing thoughts. He slowly opened his eyes, but stared resolutely at his lap, refusing to look up at Dean. His wings were still drawn up in their defensive stance, vibrating with abandon. He startled as hands cupped his cheeks, forcing his gaze up to meet Dean’s.

    Castiel was shocked to see that, instead of the disgust and anger that he expected, Dean’s face was filled with worry and compassion. Castiel blinked at Dean uncomprehendingly.

    “You’re not- but… I- I- I- don’t understand,” Castiel stammered out. “I’m an abomination. They are vile.”

    “Cas,” Dean sighed. “You’re not disgusting, I swear.” Castiel just shook his head in a daze.

    Why? I don’t understand why he hasn’t left me already.

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    Castiel is alone. The Winchesters are dead, and Castiel returns to the bunker to mourn their deaths, and reflects on their lives and the impact they had on him.

    (A snapshot of the days following Sam and Dean's deaths and Castiel's struggle to cope with the loss)

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    All Sam wants to do is look after his boyfriend. Sometimes it's easy, and sometimes it's hard.

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    Set Post-S12 - sometime in the nearish future. After an impromptu, and very much on-the-job, first kiss between Cas and Dean, their relationship slowly begins to unravel, revealing all those underlying emotions and the question is how exactly they're supposed to deal with it. Slow burn with focus on the frustrating and slightly angsty UST we're being fed by the show at the moment. (Sorry about that) I hope all the sub I've put into the text will make the read worth-while! Be lovely to have you.

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    "I'm no Hunter." She snorted, sending him an exasperated look. "You are to me." He shot back without missing a beat. "And I don't care what I have to do; I will do it in a heartbeat, because that's what family does for each other."

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    After a hunt, Baby is left covered in mud and filth from the road, so Dean heads off to wash her properly. Cas wants to spend time with Dean, in particular, watching a new bee documentary he discovered. He feels the best way to talk Dean into that is to make sure he's in a very good mood. After deciding to bring Dean supplies for cleaning the Impala and lunch, he heads out to the garage. The last thing he expects to see is Dean, bent over, washing the car. In tight. Ass hugging. SHORTS. His offer to help is accepted but how on earth is he going to concentrate on the job at hand when Dean looks good enough to eat?

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    Castiel needs comforting, and Gabriel seeks him out.

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    Repost. Drabble. Castiel tries not to cry. Complete.

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    The cage is open, and the Apocalypse is nigh. Lucifer has half of his weapon. Hope is lost. Now, at the end of times, Eli is going to have to make a choice: Save the ones she loves, or save herself. Either way, someone is going to die.

    Alternate Season 5, sequel to "It's The End."


    Bobby rolled toward him. "All of you stupid people, just lining up to become martyrs. Did any of you ever stop to think that it might be the cowardly thing to do, sacrificing yourself? That you all want to do it because it's easier than staying here, in this miserable existence, alone? Hell, we're all gonna die eventually, right? It's just a matter of who gets to jump in first, and who has to wait around a few more years." He tossed the bag to Castiel, who caught it in a dazed manner. "Now stop whining and load the damn truck."

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    What if Sam didn't find Dean after Metatron killed him?
    What if Castiel was the one who found him lying there against the wall?
    (basically the title)

    Set when Metatron killed Dean (before he turned into a demon)

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    Castiel needed some reminder of what it felt like to be human, vulnerable and exposed to the elements of the world. He wanted to come just a little undone, if only to remember what it was to be alive.

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