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    1. The colour of his soul

    2. His green eyes

    3. The way his smile has crow’s feet

    4. The way he obsesses over pie and bacon

    5. The way he calls me buddy and pats my shoulder – even though I’m an angel

    6. His aptitude level

    7. ‘Baby’ – that car is almost a part of him

    8. Flannel

    9. His cooking

    10. His disposition

    11. His taste in music and movies (Especially the mix tape he gave me.)

    12. The way he looks at me

    Dean finds a list of all the things Cass doesn’t like about it. It’s getting closer to Christmas so he wants the angel to stick around. The only logical thing to do is to fix everything on the list.

    Right?

    Castiel feels lonely and unwanted after leaving the bunker. What has always made him happiest. He reads online that you can make yourself happier by making a list about the things you love. Dean is never supposed to find it.

    Right?

    OR

    Misunderstandings and Christmas fluff galore.

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    Originally just something I wrote years ago that I found recently. First chapter is the original short scene that’s turning into more.

    Cas shows up suddenly with unexplainable injuries, and Dean feels angsty, helpless, and confused.

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    After a particularly difficult hunt, Castiel has to face a new danger of being human: nightmares. Luckily, Dean is there to help him through it.

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    “And I’m not just healing from being stripped of my grace. I’m healing from what this friendship has turned into,” a different kind of heat was rising in pupils, his eyelids wincing around it. An inhale between opened lips actually staggered, some of that fire however microscopic pouring right out, “I’m healing from everything you have ever put in my head; I’m healing from everything I have ever felt around and because of you.” His finger finally shot out into the open air, eyelids expanding off of this newer and angrier temperature of eyeballs, “I’m done with this, Dean. If any other case comes up around here, I will call you and Sam. Of course, I have your number of all numbers memorized,” his head shook and temples were still much steadier despite all of that strangely organized fire. Pupils had nothing to roll towards but only in the vicinity of Dean’s face, not even wanting to look at him anymore, “but this is me making boundaries.”

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    Somehow, Castiel can’t stop the tears from falling. It’s humiliating. He rarely ever sees Sam or Dean cry — and it’s only when they’ve seen family die, so Castiel figures he’s truly lacking in the human department or broken in some way, since he’s really shedding tears for no apparent reason. In desperation, he exits the warmth of the bunker, hurrying around the back of the giant building to the forest behind it.

    He stands — just like he’s done countless times as an angel — staring into the darkness of the forest as he struggles to stop his tears. Is he sad? Castiel doesn’t know. He doesn’t understand the emotions warring inside him, can’t even name them. So he stands with his hands in his coat pockets, warm salty tears sliding down his cheeks. He doesn’t notice when the sun sets. Doesn’t notice when it begins to rain. Doesn’t notice when the temperature dips as it usually does during the night. Doesn’t notice when Sam and Dean return to the bunker, or when Dean starts searching for him with increasingly hurried steps.

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    After everything that happened between him and Dean with the breaking of the final seal, Sam is having trouble moving on. Dean's weird, sort-of helpful angel friend wants to know why.

    Not that it's any of his damned business.

    (Spoilers through early- to mid-season 5.)

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    Dean unexpectedly receives a package with a fully functional hyper-realistic, sort-of-attractive and likable robot, named Castiel.

    Castiel adjusts to "civilian life" and is more than happy to learn about Humanity from Dean. Dean adjusts to having a robot that's more adorable than a metal man has any business being...

    Also, food will be featured heavily, whether or not it's actually important to the plot, or if it's because I always write when hungry, you decide. But I suggest making a sandwich before you sit down and read this. Trust me.

    Also all science, is psuedo-science, as I'm no scientist.

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    Sonder. The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

    A reminder to anyone going through a rough time right now. I know you may feel unloved but you have many silent lovers in the world. People who notice your presence and smile.

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    Becca has been living with Dean, Sam, and Cas in the bunker since her mother's untimely death during a hunt. She doesn't need to stay there but she's proven useful and has developed a mild crush on a mostly human Castiel. He's awkward and easing into the new feelings he's having and the way his life is changed. Sam and Dean have decided a relationship may be just what Cas needs, but is it what she and Cas need?

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    Castiel is not capable of dealing with human emotions.
    Yet after one case gone wrong he'll have to question himself about who he really wants to be.

    From the story:

    “What’s wrong, Cas?” his deep voice makes him shiver and he can’t control the way his eyes are clouded when he feels the ghost touch of Dean’s mouth against his fingertips.

    Cas gulps steadily and then shifts his feet, bumping against the leg of the table.

    “Why-“ he breathes unsteadily. “Why do you kiss them?”

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    Castiel ends up having a gay crisis in the middle of a confusing case, because Dean just had to stop by a diner for pie and leave him waiting outside.

    Emotions are hard for normal people to handle, So for an angel who is just now discovering how to emote properly, a gay crush isn't helpful in the least.

    Sam ships it, and tries unsuccessfully to play matchmaker, and Bobby is not the one to go to for gay advice Castiel.

    And somebody needs to get a paper bag for Dean's face because DAMN is he beautiful.

     

    Slight AU considering I ignore the T.V. show's plot.

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    Castiel catches the angelic flew a sickness only angels get that is causing his grace to weaken making him really sick. He starts to become more and more human and must face the challenges of being close to being a human again and has problems with the inside of his vessel. Things continue to get worse for Castiel when Castiel becomes more human and gets a really bad upset stomach ache and burping alot, it hurts him so much he can't even move. Dean and Sam want to help cure Castiel and get Castiel's grace recharged fully. Castiel said the only cure for the angelic flew is for an angel to consume a human and absorb part of their soul light energy. They get help from Castiel's big brother Gabriel, however Dean and Sam soon learn that they must shrink and venture into Castiel's vessel inside his nearly human body through Castiel's mouth. Dean and Sam can see Castiel's giant angel true form from the inside of Castiel's human vessel. Dean and Sam must use the power of the human soul to restore Castiel's angelic grace and health to cure Castiel and turn him back into an angel again before Castiel becomes completely human.

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    *SPOILERS FOR SEASONS 1-9*
    A fic about Human!Castiel and how he adapts to his new needs/wants etc. It is Destiel but there are parts where it is less present, so non-shippers could probably enjoy most chapters.
    The mood will change by chapter, some will be darker and more angsty, some will be fluffy and adorable and I plan on at least one smut chapter, but there could be more (They will not be really explicit though).
    That's pretty much it, enjoy!

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    The angels fell. The angels fell and Castiel knows it was his fault. Sam and Dean take the newly human Castiel in to live with them in the bunker as he struggles to come to terms with his newfound emotions, including his longing for Dean. He knows he shouldn't, but he can't help wanting Dean... and maybe, just maybe, Dean wants Castiel too.

    (I'm really bad at writing summaries. But this fic involves quite a bit of fairly graphic smut, and deals with depression and guilt)

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    Castiel thinks through some new insights into his emotions as an angel and now as a human. With some light Crowstiel flavouring.

    ~ The way the show portrays angelic emotion kinda irritates me - coz they claim angels are less emotional than humans, but we see them acting out of extreme emotion all the time. So this is sort of my way of rationalising that into something that I like. Angels definitely don't feel/express emotion in the same way as humans, but they are able to empathise with them (we see this with Cas all the time) and act out of the same emotional drives (love, hate, jealously, anger). Soyeah, this is my idea of how that works :)

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    A lost angel is shown the value of humanity, and ultimately himself, from an accidental encounter with one infuriatingly optimistic human. And a downtrodden, broken human is shown (by a changed angel) how to live again, instead of merely survive.

    [Timestamp for Dimension 3]

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    “Castiel,” Dean said, sternly. “Open your eyes. I swear, nothing bad is going to happen.”

    It was the sound of his full name that brought Castiel out of his racing thoughts. He slowly opened his eyes, but stared resolutely at his lap, refusing to look up at Dean. His wings were still drawn up in their defensive stance, vibrating with abandon. He startled as hands cupped his cheeks, forcing his gaze up to meet Dean’s.

    Castiel was shocked to see that, instead of the disgust and anger that he expected, Dean’s face was filled with worry and compassion. Castiel blinked at Dean uncomprehendingly.

    “You’re not- but… I- I- I- don’t understand,” Castiel stammered out. “I’m an abomination. They are vile.”

    “Cas,” Dean sighed. “You’re not disgusting, I swear.” Castiel just shook his head in a daze.

    Why? I don’t understand why he hasn’t left me already.

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    Castiel is alone. The Winchesters are dead, and Castiel returns to the bunker to mourn their deaths, and reflects on their lives and the impact they had on him.

    (A snapshot of the days following Sam and Dean's deaths and Castiel's struggle to cope with the loss)

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    All Sam wants to do is look after his boyfriend. Sometimes it's easy, and sometimes it's hard.

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