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    Trouble. Big trouble. Bruce had no idea what to do and the rest of the Avengers felt the same. Peter was hysterical. He wasn’t even sure what exactly set off his attack, it all happened so fast. And Tony, who was the only one who could really calm down an emotional Peter, was in Miami and could not be reached.

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    It's been 2 years since the Helicarrier crash and Bucky has slowly been struggling to rebuild who he is. Living alone on the fringes in Bucharest is not without it's challenges but at least he is safe while he tries to piece back together his shattered memories. Until a slip up in a moment of panic brings Steve and Natasha into his far removed life. In hopes of restoring his broken mind, he returns with them to Stark Tower to begin the long road to recovery. The road is full of potholes and wrong turns but along the way he grows close with his new friends and as time goes on begins to fall head over heels for Steve.

    An angst ridden story about Bucky Barnes recovery from Hydra's torture.

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    Steve and Bucky have been through a lot. But they are in a need of a break, well less of a break and more of a new beginning. A new beginning that starts with a Brooklyn apartment and lots of boxes. There are many bumps in the road, in Steve's opinion there are so many bumps in the road that it is nearly unpaved. But they are with each other to the end of the line, the line that has taken them to the future.

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    Bucky finds a flyer for Barton's Archery School and lets his curiosity get the better of him.

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    He could never explain to Steve the intense panic he feels every time he’s in a social situation. The way he feels like everyone is looking at him, laughing at him, judging him.

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    This is part one of a series of one shots portraying different mental illnesses.

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    Bucky doesn’t know how to love himself the way he loves others.

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    James Barnes is in an abusive relationship with his husband of four years, Alexander Pierce. There is no end in sight, so James must do the unthinkable in order to regain his independence and begin to live a life of his own, a life without fear.

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    You bring the smokes, I’ve got the time. — Goodbye, Cage the Elephant

    Here’s the thing. Sam knew that Bucky had his issues— he’s always had his issues. But he seemed to always have it under control.

    Yet in the past few weeks Sam’s seen Bucky slipping: lost in his head, failing to listen and understand people, and drinking. A lot more than usual.

    Or: Bucky has an episode and Sam needs to talk him down from the roof of their apartment in New York City.

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    Steve drags Bucky to a party, Clint drags Bucky outside, and Bucky drags Clint across a room. There's a lot of dragging.

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    Steve Rogers was built by the gods. He was a god. Fluffy golden hair, baby blue eyes, stupid perfect teeth. And don’t even start with his body! The ridiculous tiny shirts he always wore stretching over his chest, whole body bulging with muscles when he so much as fucking walked!

    You would thank him if he crushed you to death with his body.

     

    Steve Rogers is a god, and you are not the only one who has a slight crush on him. But instead of kneeling before him like all the other girls at the campus might do, you watch from afar - attracting someone else's attention.

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    Bucky is suffering. He never wanted to lose Steve, but yet he did.
    Steve is suffering, too.
    (Mild TW for Panic attacks, self-deprecation and general angst.)

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    Clint is an ASMR youtuber, Bucky is a workout/parkour/wilderness youtuber who comes across Clint's channel on a sleepless night

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    Bucky thinks its time to reach out for help after two years alone. He's brought to the tower and ends up with more than he bargained for when Thor asks to court him. As he's balancing courting and recovering, he falls a little harder for Tony and T'Challa as well. Then he discovers it's okay to have all three and his life gets turned upside down.

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    Bucky gets hiccups. Steve's proposed cure leads to... more hiccups.

    Based on the Tumblr post re: anal fingering curing hiccups.

    Actual article on the concept here: https://www.newscientist.com/article/dn10207-ig-nobel-prizes-hail-digital-rectal-massage/

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    After the events of Black Panther, Steve and Tony reconcile, and Tony allows Bucky Barnes to live in the Avengers Tower, where some of the other characters have settled in the meantime. All is good... Sort of. Through intensive therapy, Bucky is learning to deal with his PTSD and is now considered more or less stable. But the road to recovery is going to be a long one, as his conversations with Wanda Maximoff keep reminding him. Will she be able to help the Winter Soldier regain some of his former self?

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    sasha_feather's story read aloud: A gentle story about Bucky dealing with PTSD and anxiety by finding hobbies and connecting with the world. This contains a description of a panic attack.

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    Bucky Barnes still struggles with coming to terms with his time as the Winter Soldier and the haunting memories that linger with him. An unexpected encounter at a coffee shop may be just the thing to provide the hope and encouragement he needs to keep going.

    (Was originally a one-shot but has been turned into a story.)

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    A gentle story about Bucky dealing with PTSD and anxiety by finding hobbies and connecting with the world. This contains a description of a panic attack.

    I love comments and kudos! :) Hope you enjoy.

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    “Please stop asking gay couples how they met,” Clint said, tired and annoyed. “Yes, Sharon, I met him on Grindr. I sucked his dick. Then I ghosted him for two months and then he moved in with me. God.”

     

     

     

    Sharon gave him a wide-eyed look of disbelief, mouth open as she clearly scrambled for something to say, and then Wanda started laughing. Pepper was quick to follow, her laugh throaty and genuinely amused, and Clint was grateful for both of them.

     

     

    “My goodness,” Wanda said, eyes sparkling with mirth. “That’s a story to tell the grandchildren. Another round, I think, so that we can toast to Clint’s good fortune.”

     

     

    Or, the one where Clint and Bucky are Grindr not-boyfriends, Natasha and Steve keep trying to set them up, and there are so many shenanigans.

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    Bucky wipes his eyes, angling himself so his friend won’t see him as tears kept streaming down his face. He sniffles, shaking his head. “I-I stole some of Thor’s happy juice—which the thing’s a total lie—but I drank some and it jus’ made things s’much worse. I came in ‘ere to try ‘n ground myself while you were out, I’m sorry.”

    So he is drunk…. Steve knows he’s telling the truth; it explains a lot. But he also thinks that there’s more than what he’s being fed and that doesn’t explain anything. Does he press further?

    Or: Bucky drunkenly confesses something to Steve, something heart-wrenching.

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