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    “C’mon, Doll!” You giggled behind your glass.

    “What?” Bucky rolled his eyes. What a surprise. He was very sassy.

    “You know everything about us! But you’re still a mystery to me and Steve. You gotta tell us something! Level out the playing field!”

    “You know things about me.”

    “Yeah, but what about the other stuff? No life changing secrets that you could tell us about?”

    You leaned in close enough to his face that he could smell the vodka on your breath and see the glimmer of mischief in your eyes. You turned your head and whispered into his ear.

    “I don’t think you can handle my secrets, Soldier Boy.” Your voice sent shivers down his spine, and when you pulled away, he was sure you know the affect you had on him from the smirk on your painted lips. “I’m gonna go find Steve.”

    As you left with a sway in your hips, Bucky was even more curious.

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    Steve was still thinking, hardly paying attention to Bucky or anything else around him. He nearly missed it at first, when his eyelids started to flutter, and the heart monitor picked up and he turned his head to look at him, his blue eyes squinting in the bright sunlight.

    Bucky took a breath, swallowed, and said five words that felt as though he’d torn Steve’s heart out and stomped on it.

    “Who the hell are you?”

     

    Steve Rogers receives news from an unexpected source that his best friend, Bucky Barnes, is alive. Armed with this new knowledge, he sets out to find him. When he does, however, he is a shell of his former self and far from what Steve remembers.

    Bucky struggles to recover himself as he starts to remember where he came from and who he was before HYDRA. As he adjusts to the reality of the twenty-first century, he discovers new parts of himself, and he sees Steve in an entirely new light. They grow to be as close as they were before. Steve is just the way he used to be, to Bucky’s relief. He does what he can to help, even though with every bad turn it seems like he’ll only be able to take so much.

    Unfortunately, Steve may not be what he seems after all.

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    Sequel fic to Until I Sleeps (my labor of love) Seems I wasn't done yet.

    Set a few months after Bucky and Steve's first anniversary, there is some unfinished business still to take care of it seems which unfortrunately create a few angsty situations for a our happy couple. But nothing they can't overcome right?

    If you haven't read the previous one, just know there are references to things that happened in so feel free to ask if you don't have the time to read 38 chapters lol

    December/January are always rough for Bucky but the upcoming trip Germany is setting off the triggers in many ways. Things like learning new information and simply seeing a photograph or simply seeing an item from his past are enough to set off his anxiety all over again.

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    The reason behind the shove became obvious as Winnie's little body heaved with a painful, silent retch, followed by a small torrent of oddly colored stomach acid escaping him, forming a puddle on the floor.

    It was almost black, and looked like coffee grounds.

    The three stared in sudden, gripping horror as the realization set in.

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    “That never happened with us and Pierce. Don't talk like this.”

    Bucky seemed to have ran out of energy to speak.

    “Wouldn’t I know if it did?" Natasha pressed on, desperation leaching into her voice.

    “Maybe I wasn’t the only one made to forget things.”

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    Natasha decides on a very...creative gift for Bucky's 100th birthday.

    In an attempt to help him recover, she invites Steve to join them in the bedroom but what was supposed to be a threesome crowd turns into a catastrophic party when the "ghost" of Alexander Pierce decides to crash.

    Cans of worms open from the good old forgotten days.

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    It’s been over a year since the Avengers reversed The Snap. You still remember getting the call from Nat saying they had a plan. It was a long shot, but if it worked, they needed someone to be prepared for the world’s population to double instantly.

    That’s how you first met Bucky. It started slow. So slow, in fact, you were certain there was nothing there. Until there was.

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    The Asset wakes up from cryofreeze to find that Hydra has a new handler for him. Little does he know that Handler-Rogers has an agenda of his own.

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    It's Post-Endgame in Brooklyn, New York, and Bucky Barnes is trying to find himself again. One day, fate would have him walk into a diner and meet a waitress who could be the key to his success.

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    At night, Bucky is lost in this mind.

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    Eavesdropping is not good, you can hear things that you do not like at all

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    Подслушивать нехорошо, можно услышать такое, что совсем не понравится

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    Jamie wished he didn't look like his Great-Uncle. To the world, he was a second-glance, a reassurance that the old war hero wasn't walking by. To his family, he was the ghost lost in Granny Rebbi's head; Kim's twin. So when SHIELD falls, Jamie Proctor suddenly wishes he had the ability to rip his face off; after all, looking like the Winter Solider's younger brother was not good.

    One Shot/Abandoned.

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    It had taken only three weeks since the news broke about the loss of the young Captain Rogers and Howling commando Barnes to two separate mission, one from falling from a train in the alps and the other placing a plane into the north arctic ocean.

    Many allied countries raced to find the missing bodies, but searches where called off within weeks. Nations mourned there heroic sacrifices, whilst from the shadows hydra made there move.

    Under orders from there captured leader Arnim Zola and his new found Russian allies hydra quickly re-organised itself into the shadows, infiltrating the countries who once swore to defeat them. He knew exactly where to find the two fallen soldiers. it took weeks to organise searches into the alps and north arctic.

    It took less time to find the bodies of the two allied heroes in there icy graves and revive them. Death was not the end for either of the soldiers, they would endure a fate far worse, with a legacy and ledger dripping with blood. As hydra's fists from beyond the iron curtain. sowing chaos for decades to come.

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    After Siberia, Tony's PTSD and anxiety is tearing him apart. But he has a job to do. So does what he does best, he builds and fixes, hanging on by a thread. When he's done though, what's left to hold him together?

    Bucky is a little scared, but the chance to heal? Who is he to refuse. All he wants is to get rid of the triggers in his head.

    Team Cap have been pardoned and are back at the Avengers Facility as part of their agreement. Steve thought they'd slip right back into their old routine, but it is not that easy.

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    Sergeant James “Bucky” Barnes meets a cute blond in the VA’s ER. They begin to explore mutual attraction. When you come home the war might be over, but you still have bruises and battles to fight. A story of recovery, coming out and new beginning.

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    When James Buchanan Barnes was in undergrad, the year he turned nineteen, he came to terms with the fact that he was gay. He had found himself questioning his sexuality since his mid-teens, but it never felt like something that he wanted to spend time on. His mother had died when he was younger, and with his father dying shortly after, it bothered James that he had never had the chance to be comfortable enough with himself to tell them. Now, a decade later and having finished grad school, it was still something that bothered him.

    And after taking advice from his therapist, he’s going to work on it, and maybe start dating a certain blonde again after a string of less than favorable relationships. Maybe. If he can sort through the shit, first.

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    Wanda is finally putting her plan into motion. But this time, Tony isn't alone.

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    After the team recovers Peter it becomes an uphill battle against the trauma he endured. Unable to pinpoint the exact source, the team has little hope of bringing him back.

    Enter Bucky Barnes.

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    After the trauma of the battle with Thanos, the Avengers and company spend more time together to recover. Also, the teengers make the older people tired with social media platforms, memes, and vines.

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    we wrote this bc we just watched endgame and infinity war(ik ik we're really really late) and we will not stand for it. enjoy this fix it. everyone gets animals. no one but loki and mj can resist peter's puppy eyes. only some of them are on social media at first. tony and rhodey are Tired Dads™. thor and bruce are dating. we dont make the rules.

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    One Shots and AUs for James Barnes and Jemma Simmons, based on music found in my music library.

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