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    Day or night, if Bucky had an episode, he would reach out. Often it was a text: “I need to know you’re there.” Sarah would respond: “I’m here.” Then later, a thank you text. Once when he was gone, he called from what sounded like a men’s room at a sporting event, she’d talked to him for an hour while he hid in a stall. That time was bad.
    This time was the worst.

    Part of The Sarah Bucky Songbooks

    Explicit parts will be called out in the Notes, so you can skip the sexy bits.

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    After watching Bucky suffer from insomnia and nightmares, you finally convince him to try medical marijuana. Stoned Bucky is a very philosophical Bucky with big thoughts on the existence of a higher power.

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    “Tell me about your time in the War, Rogers.” Fury had replied, completely avoiding the question. This was something Steve hoped he wouldn’t have to get used to.
    “I worked alongside some of the finest men, as a soldier of the Howling Commandos.” Steve began, slowly reminiscing over his now long gone friends.
    “And what about those who worked behind the curtain?”
    “Pardon?” Steve asked.
    “You know, those who planned the battles, strategy, and such. Every team has the brains, who was yours?” Fury questioned, the both of them now in the elevator, riding it up to the top floor.
    “Fury, why are you asking me these questions? Didn’t you already read this in my files?” Steve now wondered where this elevator and conversation was leading to.
    But Fury remained silent for the rest of the elevator ride, once again avoiding the question. It wasn’t until the elevator dinged and the doors opened that Fury sighed and finally gave a response.
    “I’m just gonna cut to the chase, Rogers,” He stopped in front of a door, “a piece of your past has come back.”
    His headache was back.

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    Bucky goes to drastic measures to avoid being triggered by a newly-rediscovered set of words. Afterwards, he and Sam heal together—physically and emotionally.

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    After reading several fabulous kink-based and sex-work-based Stucky stories, I decided to try my hand at it. Depictions of PTSD are created as part of a work of fiction and not intended to be medically accurate. Story is complete.
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    After coming home from deployment minus an arm and slowly processing his trauma, Bucky finally takes Natasha's advice to go see a professional Dom. Having been away from the scene for years and unsure of his ability to submit the way he used to, Bucky is hesitant to put himself out there but feels driven to reclaim a piece of himself that might or might not still exist. Fortunately for Bucky, Natasha knows a guy.

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    Two sisters. Two killers, trained from birth. One, a hero, an avenger. The other, the Red Rooms most valuable asset.

    After enduring four months of torture at the hands of HYDRA, you're liberated- and pissed. Your sister, Natasha Romanoff, cant seem to understand why you hate her so much. Her friend, Captain Pain in the Ass, is even more annoying, trying to force you to recover with them all in the compound- but all you dream of is revenge. Revenge on the ones who tortured you. Revenge on those who stole you as a child. Revenge on your sister, for leaving you behind.

    Luckily for you, there's one other person set on the same path- James 'Bucky' Barnes.

    A deal is made and the two of you set off down an angry, twisted path to track down your captors. But will killing them really set either of you free? And will you ever be able to shake away the chains of your past truly, enough to ever open up to each other?

     

    (three parts- pre IW, IW & TFATWS)

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    Hey y’all! As I said earlier this is my Short One Shots Vol. 2!

    Chapter 16 has been posted as of 12/8/22, hope you enjoy!

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    In the blink of an eye, Bucky Barnes lost everything that was good in his world. And the worst part? He's fairly certain he was ruining it all anyway.

    A modern AU where Bucky isn't the one who forgets.

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    “I kneel into a dream where I am good and loved. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones.” - Natalie Wee

    Bucky has to spend six months locked up with a stranger.

    His teammates went on an international press tour and left him behind. They hired someone to supervise him, per the conditions of his pardon— a roommate, they said.

    A roommate?

    In which: Bucky’s heart slowly thaws, he develops a soft spot for his idiot roommate, he discovers his vibranium arm is extra-sensitive, he rediscovers that whole ‘sexual attraction’ thing, he has Not Great mental health including nightmares and therapy, he has a complicated relationship with his ex, he really enjoys blowjobs, he deals with the backlash from his criminal trial, he addresses internalized guilt and shame, he gets laid for the first time in decades, he deals with jealousy, he digs up old feelings, he cuts his hair, he takes pain meds and traumatizes everyone in the room, aaaaaand more.

    Told (mostly) from Bucky’s POV.

    **This is the reader-insert rewrite of my fic 'my hands have made some good mistakes' (yes, I think I’m clever)**

    Chapters 5, 8 (so far) contains smut.

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    During a fight of the Avengers with the enchantress Amora the Winter Soldier, or Winter as he now goes by, get's separated from James, whom he had shared a mind with so far.

    A short little moment that explores the idea of two entities that had survived together so far before getting torn apart for the first time, with a little bit of Tony getting thrown in, because why not.

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    Bucky returns from a grueling mission to his new best friend Alpine. He begins pondering the path he's been on after facing the reality that some wounds can never truly be healed. In the height of his exhaustion, Bucky comes face to face with the last person that he ever anticipated seeing again in this lifetime or any other. When one of his biggest regrets manifests before him in impossible ways, will Bucky find the strength to make up for the mistakes of the past and find something even more profound along the way?

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    Starts in the Flashback scene to Wakanda in S1 E4 of "The Falcon and The Winter Soldier," as well as during Infinity War and Endgame, then a re-imagining of what happens after.

    When Bucky is finally freed from The Winter Soldier, he finds comfort where he didn't even remember he needed it, only to lose it. For a little while.

    2/11/22: I have decided to add on to this story to make it more AU and resurrect Natasha, for reasons. I hope to keep this going for a bit and add on new chapters.

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    Loki and his glorious purpose were linked, threaded together. He was once again given a task, a mission that granted a better future as well as his revenge. All he needs are the infinity stones. But to gather that power, he must make some sacrifices first.
    Making himself an ally to the Avengers was one of the first. During this ordeal, he met many faces. It was a compromise, but knew that they weren't supposed to get too close…
    So close that he began to question what was a lie and the truth in past five years…

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    After receiving an honourable discharge from his military service that was caused by the loss of his arm, James Barnes begins to come to terms with several things. He also finds solace in youtube videos, memes and social media, where he happens to find you.

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    Leslie Harris is a bone a fid genius, what she lacks in social skills she makes up in brains. As a Brooklyn Native she works hard as a Trauma surgeon at one of the burrows busiest hospitals. Shortly after moving into a new apartment building due to a suspected stalker she meets her broody next door neighbor Bucky Barns. As their relationship slowly blossoms, Leslie must navigate her messy family life and past as well as her stalker who has undeniably escalated in his advances. What will she do when her secret admirer takes his frustrations out on others? will she be able to keep up with their mind tricks? In a battle of intellect Leslie must face her match, even with the Avengers behind her, she's liable to crack under the pressure.

     

    This is a post cannon fix it so- lots of avengers family vibes many hilarious dynamics. enjoy
    Pls be aware of the tags for TW's

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    Bucky hates Hydra. They always are rearing their multi headed selves at the worst times. Or the best times. Or just ordinary day times. They take everything but this time, being turned into a dog, was the last straw.

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    Why should winter soldier always be the one to kidnap reader?
    What happens if he get to meet an ALPHA FEMALE?
    An average petite women dominating him, what will THE WINTER SOILDER do?????

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    Picking up soon after the events of the series, this story explores the bonds of friendship, the aftermath of betrayal, and includes a lively mix of banter, action, angst, and globe-trotting adventure, as well as a deep-dive into just what happened during Bucky's two years in Wakanda.

    When news of a series of high-profile murders sparks international interest, Bucky and Sam find themselves undercover to investigate a lead that could place it as the work of an unknown assailant who might be a part of the “Big Four.”

    While Bucky would prefer to believe that his time as the Winter Soldier is long behind him, strange dreams and the shadows of missing memories prompt him to realize that their elusive secrets may be the only thing standing between them and another HYDRA operation of unknown ends.

    But to move forward, Bucky will need to navigate the complex question of where the Winter Soldier ends and the White Wolf begins…

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    In which you try to help a former HYDRA agent readjust to the world

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    This is the third in a series, following An Uncertain Future and Healing.

    The guys are on their way back to New York and Stark Tower. Although Yori Nakajima's death has cancelled the bounty on Bucky's head, he's still wanted by most law enforcement agencies on the planet.

    Steve, and the rest of the Avengers, are committed to bringing Bucky in from the cold. Bucky just knows that he needs to stop killing, whatever the cost to himself.

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