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    If you are a powerful Nightsister, with time on their hands, force bonded partners, and the willingness to sacrifice your own pain, you may tell the Dying Gods "not today," and bend their will to your own.

    Luckily, that is exactly what Merrin is willing to do when hope for the future extinguishes itself.

    OR: Cal, Boba, and Merrin time travel. This is an idiots-to-lovers that don’t want to live through the same horrors twice fic.

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    “How are you feeling?”

    He can’t find the words to answer. He can’t think. His tongue keeps sticking to the roof of his dry mouth and when he licks his lips, they’re cracked and taste like copper. “…tired,” he finally whispers. “Cold…?” The race back to the Mantis kept him from feeling the chill, but once he collapsed into the copilot’s seat, he’d found himself shivering uncontrollably. Now his hands are still. He closes his eyes again, sinking back into the water, fading away. Maybe he never got out at all – maybe he’s freezing to death in that cave and this is his dying brain hallucinating a peaceful end. Will Cere and Greez come looking if he never makes it to the ship? They shouldn’t, it’s not safe with the Empire around, but he doesn’t want to be left there like a discarded piece of debris for some stormtrooper to fish out and throw in the trash.

     

    (traversing the tundra of Ilum while soaking wet and wearing inadequate cold-weather gear has predictable consequences.)

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    If he’d been smart, he would have disregarded the other organics and looked at BD-1, instead. Who brought him aboard the Mantis just a few hours after they met? Who’ll spend forty tedious minutes carefully working a pebble out of his hydraulics without damaging him? Who turns into a seasoned defense lawyer every time he’s accused of leaving oil stains on the upholstery? Who inexplicably files him under the ‘cute and cuddly’ category (and treats him as such) even though the droid is made of metal and wires and spite?

    Greez kicks himself later for not picking up on the obvious. Then he kindly forgives himself, because it’s been a rough week. Month. However long they’ve run themselves ragged after following the Inquisitors to Bracca and recruiting a Padawan-in-hiding who has a weakness for little droids… and, apparently, damn near everything else.

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    whumptober day four: dead on your feet // can't pass out + waking up disoriented

     

    “We’re in trouble, BD.” Cal shoved the parts of the mask away, hoping one of them could fix it so it wasn’t rendered completely useless. Looking up to where he fell from he could still see the orange-yellow sky, but it seemed so much further away. 

    He needed to get back to the Mantis, and quickly. He had no idea how long he could survive out here without the ventilator, and what effects would arise from breathing in the air.

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    When Cal loses the holocron to Trilla, there is only one course of action he can take. Merrin is not prepared to lose him, too.


    A canon-compliant slow burn picking up from the final visit to Bogano, exploring what it means to be a Jedi after the fall of the Republic. How can you be at peace when all you know is war?

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    Whumptober 2022.

    Inspired as an AU: What if Second Sister finds Cal on Illum?

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    whumptober day three: hair's breadth from death // impaled

     

    I told you not to return, Jedi.” A disembodied voice floats through the cave, and Cal’s eyes open. “Now look at what has happened.”

    A plume of green swirls next to him, and out steps the Nightsister. She looks exactly the same as the last time Cal saw her, the dark red of her cloak matching the blood leaking out of his body and coating the floor.

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    As the Clone Wars come to a surprising end the Republic, their army, and the Jedi are left to deal with the aftermath. Despite knowing they avoided a far worse fate, the Order still has much to heal from.

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    whumptober 2022, day two: nowhere to run // caged

     

    He can’t do this again. This is all too similar to Ordo Eris, the panic of waking up and finding his best friend gone, who knows what happened to him. He presses his feet against the glass, and the notion that the glass box he’s trapped in is incredibly tiny settles in. He's completely trapped inside.

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    Cal has a run in with Kashyyyk's eight-legged wildlife and decides maybe it's time to try a different approach, one that involves less fighting and more subterfuge.

    The only issue is no one ever actually taught him how the Jedi Mind Trick works. How hard can it be?

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    Cal froze, stomach lurching so hard he fell to his knees, an arm wrapped around his middle. BD lost his grip on Cal’s shirt and tumbled to the ground as well. Cal’s stomach lurched and twisted again. His throat burned in a way as though he were about to vomit, but seeing as he had not eaten in stars-knew-how long, nothing came up.

    BD’s light turned from the corpse up to Cal. He let out a concerned chirrup.

    “Fine,” Cal responded curtly. “It’s not- it’s not the first time I’ve seen one.” Far from it, in fact. Images began to race through his mind, of the clones, Master Tapal, a pair of terrified blue eyes, scrappers who had fallen into pits and could not get out, Prauf, the clones, Master Tapal, blue eyes, scrappers, Prauf, the clones, Master Tapal, blue eyes, scrappers, Prauf, the clones, Master Tapal, blue eyes, scrappers, Prauf-

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    Cere's disjointed contemplations on her new crewmate and Cal finds a dead body

    Recovering Inquisitor Cal AU Part 5

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    It's hard to be a shadow when every person in the galaxy remembers how bright you used to shine. However deadly your past may have been. And the memories, well, they will haunt you forever. Until you decide to get rid of them.

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    (5 times Cal thought about suicide and keeps it to himself and 1 time he actually tells someone-but is it too late at that point?)
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    The first time Cal touches upon the idea of death it is a fleeting, brief thought; well before a child as young as him knew what the implications of it meant. The sinking, depths of horror that many adults would be terrified by-and yet. There is none to be frightened by, because Cal doesn't tell anyone; the brief, yet looming thought passes as soon as it arrives.

    It only strengthens as the sufferings grow.
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    Please take care and read the tags! There is mentions of suicide, self harm.

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    The trouble with surviving the Purge is that you latch onto every scrap of connection that you can get.

    The trouble with the Force (and Force infused technology from ancient civilisations, like the Zeffo) is that it loves to interfere.

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    Alternate universe in which Cal Kestis is defeated on Bracca and becomes a prisoner of the Fortress Inquisitorius, being broken and corrupted by the Second Sister. However, there is a strict code of conduct regarding the fraternization between the Inquisitors... and after Cal Kestis is broken, these slight breaches become more and more common.

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    Akari Bontu was only fourteen when Order 66 uprooted the galaxy and she had no choice but to run. Now, at nineteen, she finds herself fleeing more dangerous foes in a desperate attempt to protect the former younglings in her care.

    Cal Kestis was only fourteen when Inquisitors found him on Bracca. Under the brutal tutelage of the Grand Inquisitor and Lord Vader, he becomes Eleventh Brother, hunting down Jedi survivors with cruelty and efficiency. Now, a new target enters his sights, and the young Inquisitor finds himself deeply obsessed with her.

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    Cal has many ways of coping with trauma and grief because he's had no other choice. Bracca was about survival.

    Things are different now. He has a mission, a purpose.

    But everyone has limits, and Cal is going to find his.

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    An expansion and deeper look at the endgame events of Fallen Order; and, where does the Mantis Crew go next?

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    Cal takes a tumble off a cliff, Cere and Merrin come to his rescue.

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    He was CC-5386, a tool, an asset to the glorious empire and emperor himself, and he failed his mission all because of some red-headed jedi, which raised the question…

    Who is this kid?

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