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    Aziraphale and Crowley's pleasant life together is thrown into disarray by captivity and torture. Heaven might not know how to truly kill either of them, but the angels have picked up some ideas on punishment. After all, humans come up with the most inventive ways to make other humans suffer, and there's plenty of violent surveillance footage to study.

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    "You look as beautiful as you did in France. In Eden." Crowley said in a broken, genuine voice.

    "I think I need a drink," Aziraphale said.

    In which Aziraphale and Crowley mutually pine after each other, but Aziraphale is hopelessly anxious something will go wrong, and ends up hurting Crowley in the process.

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    “It’s... ‘s not all my blood.”
    Aziraphale paused, and in that moment, Crowley felt waves of emotion come from the angel. Confusion, shock, horror, Crowley had expected as much, but then came one emotion that he didn’t see coming.
    Disgust.
    (Chapters will come VERY infrequently for now.)

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    The 20th High school reunion of Tadfield High School and both Anthony Crowley and Ezira Fell really do not want to be back in the village of Tadfield for their own reasons... But... They both want to see if the other remembers them. Memories shared and feelings are felt. Will they have their chance that they wanted so long ago?

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    After being cast away from his brothership, Aziraphale was left without a purpose. After receiving an ominous letter in the mail, he's given a second chance to rejoin what he considers to be his family.

    Being their serf isn't always the most pleasant thing in the world. After being assigned a strange task to seek and destroy, Crowley gets wrapped up in something much more than him.

    Left cold and alone, Warlock sits idly in the throne room, watching as his parents plan out their greatest scheme yet. He's accepted the fact that he was used as a pawn, but what hurt him most was that his friends were roped into his parents' desire for power.

    Being friends with the village's local preacher has its ups and downs. But what Anathema and Newt couldn't predict, was helping said preacher decipher spells and seek out the spawn of Satan.

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    During rough days, Aziraphale and Crowley always try to comfort each other. If only one of them is struggling, it's easy enough for the other to help. But what happens when they both panic at the same time?

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    Three days after visiting the bookshop, Raphael sends a package.

    CW for references to panic attacks and a brief mention of infant abandonment.


    “It says the package contains a list of Principality of the Month Awards, ei—oh, good Lord. Eighty-four Principality of the Month certificates—”

    Crowley snickered.

    “Thirty-six Principality of the Month Award catalogues—”

    “How long do you think they’ve been giving Principality of the Month Awards?” Crowley asked.

    “I have no idea. And—oh, this can’t be right.” Aziraphale furrowed his brow as he studied the paper. “One hundred and sixteen medals of commendation?”

    He held the paper up for Crowley to look at. The demon let out a low whistle. “Good luck fitting all that on a uniform.” He looked around at the shop. “Think you have room for a big enough display case?”

    Aziraphale rolled his eyes. “Honestly,” he muttered.

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    It is known that the mind has three ways of dealing with trauma. First, sleep. Second, oblivion. Third, death. It is also well known that the mind can't process trauma while it's trying to survive it.

    Armageddon had come and gone, their attempted executions had come and gone. The earth had stayed.

    No one could have imagined that would be the beginning of Aziraphale’s personal Hell.

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    Aziraphale has finally worked up the courage to leave his abusive partner Gabriel. He goes to his grandmother Agnes' home, far in the north of Scotland, hoping to heal. But the house has a mysterious occupant, and when Aziraphale meets him, he's drawn into a world unlike any he's ever known.

    Crowley has been feeling incredibly lonely ever since Agnes died. The old woman was his only friend in the mortal realm, and the snake monster misses her terribly. So when a stranger moves in, he's fully prepared to use all his skills at scaring to chase him off.

    Neither are expecting to turn out to be exactly what the other needs.

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    It is after the failed apocalypse, and Aziraphale is struggling. No longer affiliated to Heaven, and thoroughly disillusioned with his former employers, he descends into a very troubled state of mind. Can his demonic counterpart offer anything to help lift his friend out of his low mood? Are you joking? Of course he can!

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    Two people desperately in love with the idea of being in love and so very scared of it in their own ways.

    Also known as the Serendipity-AU-no-one-asked-for-that-I-didn't-know-I-was-writing-cause-I've-never-actually-seen-the-movie.

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    Crowley and Aziraphale may be immortal, but that doesn't stop the nightmares -both real and dreamed- from plaguing them.

    Less of a 5+1 and more of a 6+2+1

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    While browsing the internet, Crowley and Aziraphale run across some concerning news. The Kraken has risen again.

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    Aziraphale and Crowley have spent a nice morning relaxing in the bookshop, and Crowley innocently suggests going out for sushi. However, Aziraphale is still haunted by his last time in a sushi restaurant, and knows that Gabriel could easily show up again any time. He needs a hug and Crowley wants to give him one, but hugs are even riskier than dining together.

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    In the time between the great Fall and Eden, the Great War between Heaven and Hell rages on, although Hell has an advantage that makes their victory inevitable. An angel and a demon are brought together by fate: prisoner and unwilling captor.

    Crawly re-learns what love is, and realizes that in order to protect Aziraphale he will need to betray Hell itself, even if it means losing status, titles, or possibly even his own life. Despite Aziraphale not wanting him to, Crawly devises a plan that will not only free Aziraphale, but forever change the direction of the Great War.

    Crawly finds that sometimes love means turning your back on both sides, and forming your own.

    Sometimes love means letting go.

    Art by Callus Ran

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    Aziraphale has never told Crowley, but storms trigger memories of past events that he finds distressing. One night after the failed apocalypse, he is with Crowley in the bookshop when the weather closes in. Crowley knows his angel well enough to give him the emotional support that he needs

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    A chance encounter with a young man leads Aziraphale on the path of healing and discovery. Maybe now he can finally admit to what he wants, without guilt and without fear. Maybe now he and Crowley can finally move forward, together.

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    “Let’s talk about things that can cause symptoms like yours. Have you stopped or started any medications?”

    Fell looked at the other man in the room. “Medications…?”

    “You remember when Mrs. Dowling would have one of her ‘episodes’ and need to have a lie down? I used to bring her paracetamol.”

    “Did you turn it on in some way? Or did she, before she swallowed it?”

    “Just a glass of water for afters, usually.” The man in black spread his hands, palms up. “Does that count?”

    “I imagine it would ‘stop’ once it’s in the gastric cavity- or is that when it ‘starts’?”

    Both men looked at Amber, eyebrows raised. She was almost sure they were taking the piss. Nearly, completely sure about that. 75% sure, at least.

    ---

    Aziraphale is having some trouble with his human corporation. He and Crowley decide to let the humans have a go at fixing it. A psychiatric trainee working the emergency room has an unusual night.

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    Crowley hasn't seen his angel in a few days, when Aziraphale does show up at his flat, Crowley finds him completely broken.

    Please read tags and warnings at the beginning of each chapter. If any of these tags or warnings trigger you please avoid reading.

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    Just days after the war in Heaven, Aziraphale can't resist helping a newly-fallen angel, accidentally forging a bond too powerful to escape and too dangerous to remember.

    As the years pass, their bond keeps them together, but staying safe from both Heaven and Hell is a challenge. When it becomes clear that sometimes forgetting is the only way to protect themselves, the stakes grow higher. Add a purple-eyed bastard of an Archangel with a cruel agenda, and Aziraphale and Crowley find themselves wondering if there's any way for them to be together in peace.

    When the mental strain of forgotten memories starts taking its toll on Aziraphale, Crowley is faced with an impossible situation. How long can they protect themselves from Gabriel and the rest of their respective sides? And will they ever be free to love as they long to?

    This historical-to-modern tenderness and angst fest will rip your heart out through your kneecaps in places, and hand it back to you tied with a bow in others.

    Title (and several chapter titles) from the song Ghost Love Score, by Nightwish:

    My fall will be for you,
    My love will be in you,
    If you be the one to cut me
    I'll bleed forever.

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