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    Dean needs a source of income his alcoholic father can't touch, and goes from consuming porn to creating it, looking for his niche as a camboy. It's a safe way of putting himself out there, as long as he can keep it secret, and it doesn't take him long to discover he likes it.

    Castiel needs to take time to figure himself out, and watching other people on his computer screen offers a save avenue for exploring his sexuality without considering anyone else's demands-- and without opening himself up to further unwanted contact, after a less-than-consensual encounter.

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    1/?
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    After Castiel is dragged away to the empty, Dean flees the bunker and everything he knows. He takes a job as a live-in ranch worker. For a while, it seems like a peaceful place to be alone with his thoughts and battle his demons, but the horror that has plagued him all his life is never far behind. What seeds that are sown over a smoky summer will soon be reaped.
    "I love him" is obsession, a thought doing flips in his brain. It’s a gargoyle, spewing rainwater; ugly to deflect ugly. That, or maybe keep-your-angels-close-and-your-demons-closer; let’s keep the devils where we can see them. I love him is the curse he tries to keep at bay, shivering in the night, curled in a heap on a camping mattress, covered in army issue wool blankets in Jody’s spare bedroom.

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    5/13
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    I screwed up and deleted the previous version of this work like an idiot and am now trying to redeem myself...

    Sorry... It's not the exact same wording but I hope it's close.

    Sam is an 11-year-old train wreck. He ended up in a mental institution for seeing the devil himself. Lucifer. He's tortured and alone, trapped within his own mind. His father was never around and his brother was dealing with problems of his own. Putting his problems on Dean never felt right but it was too much and Sam broke. Dean just wanted to take care of his brother but his own thoughts and understanding are competing with what he truly loves and cares about. All he wants to do is to stop the emotions. Stop the feelings of hurt and pain. And what better way to do it than to go to sleep. Castiel grew up in a "community". The only place that he knew to be home. But after question his life choices and his purpose; Castiel didn't want to be a part of that. He ran away with his brother, suffering from the terrors of the escape, to the memories of the community.

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    6/?
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    Cas is back from the Empty. Jack is home. Their problems are solved. Only one thing remains- for Dean to process his feelings for Cas. And they do it healthily. Everyone just healthily talks about their feelings. No one lies or hides shit they just talk through their feelings until Dean realises he loves Cas too. In the meantime, Cas just gets to make Dean feel happy by telling him how much he loves him.

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    1/?
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    It's the start of a new season.

    Castiel Shurley has been traded to the Islanders from the Rangers because Original Six teams are very picky about which players on their rosters are allowed to be gay, and assistant captains who are also autistic are too much of a liability.

    Dean Winchester has been named team captain against his will. He's still closeted despite starting his twelfth season in the NHL. Those are only two of the reasons that the pressure may actually kill him this time.

    One career Islander, one new addition to the roster, both veterans of professional hockey who instantly connect on (and off) the ice and are pushed even closer together by supportive friends, time spent both together and apart, various flavors of dysfunctional family dynamics... and, of course, the drive this year like every year to take home the Stanley Cup.

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    22/?
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    “My name is Castiel, I am an angel of the Lord, my bestfriends are Sam and Dean Winchester. I am a failure, I have caused so much damage, I have let power overrule my thoughts, driven on the hope of making the world a more peaceful place. Yet despite my many attempts at removing despicable hate groups, bigoted people and restoring faith in those who are pained, I have ultimately caused far more damage than can be repaired. It makes me wonder, do humans need a balance of peace and chaos? love and hate? evil and good?”

    In short : a honeybee Cas (s7) study from his POV, exploring his internal struggles with the aftermath of his God arc.

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    2/?
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    12 years of fighting together, heaven and hell, profound bond, all of it is gone. Cas walked out of that door, slammed it behind him and didn’t look back. He knows of Dean’s struggles with emotions, maybe better than anyone, but he’s decided it’s about time he cares for himself too and that means leaving the bunker and trying to move on. Dean will be fine, he has Sam, he doesn’t need Cas anymore, especially now his powers are failing.

    In short: After the deaths of their family and friends, Castiel walks out and decides the Winchesters no longer need him now his powers are failing, it’s time for him to move on.

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    Fanart and my own extra content/art for my verse Wander Home :)

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    24/?
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    5
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    When Dean stumbled into his tavern, half dead, five weeks ago, Cas had no idea how deeply the boy would burrow his way into his heart.

    He also had no idea that there'd be a day he'd wake up and find Dean gone.

    Cas is strange, and quiet, doesn't like talking to people. He has rarely ventured outside of his inn, and never traveled beyond the nearest town. He's liked it that way, knowing how cruel people can be, knowing that with his....social difficulties, he's easily taken advantage of.

    But Dean is even more vulnerable than he is. And now he's gone, having disappeared in the night. Cas can't let him vanish into thin air, can't abandon the boy to the world that has treated him so cruelly.

    The outside is not a place Cas is comfortable venturing into. But it is where he's going to have to go, if he ever wants to get Dean back, and make sure the boy is safe.

    ****

    This the third installment in the Wander Home verse, which follows Dean and Cas as teenagers in the middle ages, trying to handle traumatic pasts and find their way in the world.

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    29/?
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    jack tries time travel, and on their journey, they meet different versions of Castiel across the timeline.

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    6/?
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    30
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    18
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    The world is officially safe under the ruling of Amara and Rowena, Jack gave his power up until later in life and aged down to his correct age to have a proper childhood. Dean and Cas moved to a farm once Cas was back from the empty and they look after a ton of animals. With a lot of spare time Castiel finally gives himself the chance to work out his gender, something he’s struggled with for years if not centuries.

    AKA Cas is autistic, doesn’t understand gender and just wants his reflection to match how he sees himself in his head all whilst raising animals and his son with Dean in a rural farm.

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    1/?
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    Claire and Jack conspire to get Castiel a hot British boyfriend at the carnival

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    1/1
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    3
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    22
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    Prompt: Cas when he returns from Eden: time to make soup for my family.

    This is a mini story for my verse Wander Home. Wander Home is a verse set in a vaguely medieval setting, with historical accuracy that depends on how much research I feel like doing that day. It is a hurt/comfort Destiel verse, with an autistic Cas and severely abused Dean finding each other and helping each other survive and heal.

    Set after the end of The Outside, on the day they finally get home.

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    1/1
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    43
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    A young Dean tries to make ends meet and get an apartment so Sam can finish high school by taking a phone sex job. Castiel calls looking for a friend who will actually say what he means. Sparks fly and the pair move their budding relationship into real life, defying rich Dad and poor Dad alike to do so.

    This turned out hotter than I expected, for specifically and exactly my range of tastes. You'll see. :-D

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    102,182
    Chapters:
    42/?
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    569
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    This world is so not fair.

    Not fair only for omegas like me, of course. But that doesn’t mean that I’m going to act all docile like they all do. I’ll fight against it, against the alphas, against the whole world and I won’t lose myself.

    But then, why is it so easy for me to get lost into the intense stare of such a ruffled blue eyed alpha?

    Damn him.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
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    48
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    151
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    16
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    Or, a year in the life of Dean Winchester

    Dean’s bi: sexual and polar. He’s got a string of hospitalizations under his belt. He’s a felon. He’s got a secret. And he just might have a crush on the wry, socially awkward, and devastatingly handsome artist who lives in the apartment below his. But Dean doesn’t have friends, and he certainly doesn’t have relationships. He has what his therapist Pam calls “impulsive, reckless sexual interactions.” His attempts at meaningful connection have resulted in ruined friendships, broken hearts, restraining orders, and lifechanging ramifications. Dean’s too focused on holding down a job and relearning how to live by himself after years of being babied by his little brother to worry about romance, right? Right.

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    Chapters:
    50/50
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    2
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    1259
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    869
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    205
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    Dean and his family that has slowly come together.

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    14
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    cas and mick take jack to the zoo

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    Dean had waited for months to meet his new roommate. A few months before, he applied to colleges, going with Texas A&M. Dean's whole life got turned upside down when he met the gorgeous meteorology major.

     

    (I am trying to get better at summaries, please bear with me.)

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    4/?
    Comments:
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    Language:
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    1/1
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    8
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    25
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    1
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    137

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