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    Highschool & Soulmate AU

    All Dean and Sam Winchester have ever known is a harsh world without color. That all changes in 2017, when the two brothers move to Sioux Falls and begin to attend Loreman High. There, they meet two of the Novak brothers, and they watch as their once cold, colorless world explodes into a beautiful kaleidoscope of color.

     

    Gabriel and Castiel Novak have grown up in a colorless world- that's all they've known their entire lives. Until the start of Gabriel's senior year and Castiel's junior year, that is. That's when they meet the Winchester brothers, two transfers from Kansas who are just looking to make a life there. But the Winchesters weren't expecting to find a life there- in the arms of Gabriel and Castiel, who are, to say the least, equally surprised.

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    He was moving slowly – poor fucker, could probably barely keep his eyes open – and his clothes were wrinkled – he’d probably been sleeping in them – and his hair was… fine? Sam supposed? It was disheveled, but not in a sexy way – very much in a way that screamed ‘I’m working myself to the bone and I need someone to rein me in’.

    or

    In which Sam has an issue with himself, and Dean is very confused, and there are a couple of angels maybe manipulating them a little bit from the sidelines for their benefit.

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    Three reasons why Dean Winchester drives...

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    The one thing that Sam doesn't utterly adore about his fiancé is his sister Lucy. Lucy is a spiteful, petty, awful person who would try to tear someone down on their wedding day.

    Fortunately, Dean and Michael are so not letting Sam's day be ruined by anything, even awful sisters.

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    Sam struggles with anxiety. He can't get the words out and they're left caught in his throat as he gives up on trying to force them out. He breaks down in front of his older brother one day and learns a little more about him.

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    "No matter how far I run, how much better I get, how much happier I am, I will never escape The Cage...My soul wasn't in The Cage, Dean, The Cage was in my soul. And it will never leave. I can't escape... I can never escape."

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    Sam runs away after a hunt leads to the younger Winchester to flashbacks to his time in The Cage. He returns in shambles, but Dean doesn't hesitate to try and piece his little brother back together.

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    Sam has been struggling with depression since Stanford. Well, not really struggling. Excelling. He's been excelling at depression since Stanford, and it's only gotten worse since he started hunting again. Unfortunately, the relapses from John's death and Dean's trip to Hell were bad, but they had nothing on the downward spiral triggered by Sam starting the Apocalypse.

    But Sam has never come clean before, and he isn't about to start. He's self-medicating, he's suppressing, and he's handling things in the Trademark Winchester Way. He can do this. He can totally do this.

    Spoiler: No, he can't.

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    I’m sorry… did that square say Fluff? Well, it should be known at this point that I uh, I have a talent for fluff. My magical fingers can whip out that shit in about twenty minutes, luckily.
    (Note: this definitely did not take me twenty minutes. I wish it did!)
    (Another note: ignore anything I said in that first paragraph. Fluff is hard to write without it being overly cheesy and I really struggle to attempt that balance. Oops…)

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    Gabriel Novak owns his very own candy shop. Named Sugar Coated, his candy shop is one of the more popular sweets shops in the city of Sioux Falls. His typical day is almost always the same: open the shop, serve customers, close the shop. Until one day, when a tall, hazel eyed college boy walks in, looking to buy candy for his brother.

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    Lucifer died; Nick woke up.
    Sam looks at Nick, and sometimes he can only see Hell.

    A little poem exploring possible growth and healing that Nick and Sam could go through together, and a reminder that things often get worse before they can truly get better.

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    Dean and Cas have been invited to spend Thanksgiving in Palo Alto, with Sam and Jess. There's just one small problem.

    Jess has no idea of Sam and Dean's absolutely wonderful childhood...and has invited John along too.

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    Dean has been in love with Castiel since they were little, but he's only recently got to know him since Castiel started dating his best friend Crowley. After Crowley cheats on Cas at a party, the truth about how Dean has always felt comes out.

    And maybe the truth about how Cas feels comes out too.

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    And now he was hiding, quivering under a boiling shower because he was too weak to go out there and clean up the mess he made, too terrified to go talk to his brother or console his Mom, or do something right, for once-

    Three knocks. Frantic. Quick.
    'Sammy?'

    Shit.

    (or: after s12e22, sam has a lot of misplaced guilt and nowhere to put it. title from 'the great divide' by the mowgli's.)

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    “Uh, reservation for Winchester?” Sam says, tucking hair after hair behind his ears.
    The hostess standing behind the podium in the tightest dress Sam has ever seen on a woman nods politely, grabbing one menu.
    “Oh, I have a date,” Sam says nervously as he follows her through the seated crowd of individuals with pearls wrapped around their necks and gold bands circling their thick wrists.
    “Yes, sir. She is already seated.”
    Oh God.

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    [can be read on it's own!]

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    One evening, when Nick goes looking for his logic analyzer to finish a last-minute project, he instead finds a tall, anxious computer science student named Sam hiding in his equipment cabinet.

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    “The road around us grew glossy with ice and our breath softened the view through the glass. But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.”
    Richard Siken

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    This work is a direct response to SharpieStealr8200's Sammy's Time At Stanford AU: A fic based on a fic.

    Dean has a hard time accepting good things into his life and sometimes there are good reasons for that. Sam, Jimmy and Cas take care of him.

    A million thanks to ZoyciteM for letting me play in her 'verse and thanks to SharpieStealr8200 for the inspiration.

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    It's only been a week since Jess had died, and Sam wasn't coping well. Dean could tell from the smallest of things, one being just the scent of smoke. Dean tried to help make it better, but may have gone about it the wrong way.

     

    Takes place shortly after the pilot

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    '' NO!'' He yelled, hitting the lid of the box he was trapped in. '' LET ME OUT! YOU CAN'T DO THIS!'' More dirt was shoveled above his head, and panic began to set in as he pressed his head back into the wood. He was being buried alive. He had no idea where he even was, or if Dean even knew where he was. As far as he knew, he was still going to salt and burn the bones of the thing that was doing this.

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    “Hopefully we’ll be seeing more of each other,” Steve said before stepping out of the way. Sam nodded and nearly ran out the room and into the cooler hallway to catch his breath.

    Luckily no one was around to see him, a grown ass man, squeal in embarrassment.

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