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    When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. His mind freezes on the man. A topical Floater doesn't look like that. Look at those arms. A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater.

    Kelly attempts small talk, not his favorite thing, with the quiet and withdrawn Floater; however, any attempt of friendship is ignored. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at.

    Who is this man? Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? Why is he on edge all the time? Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction?
     

    Pairing: Kelly/Buck
    Post 911 lawsuit

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    Kid Evan didn’t know what happened but all of a sudden his life changed. Not only that he was suddenly in a family full of firefighters.
    They all go through their ups and lows but Evan realises just how much they help one another with the help of Bobby and the 118.
    However there are just some questions that were never answered and the 118 knew they needed to help this boy as much as they can, especially Bobby.
    He never imagined he would be a father again but he knew it was worth a try, after all he had been a father once. Surly it wouldn’t be too hard again— right?

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    Buck is trying to move on after been abandoned by his ex, Eddie is learning to deal with his disability, until a fire throws them both together and Bucks need to help people pushes him close to crossing the line with work but is he willing to give his job up for something meaningful

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    The gunshot goes off, and instantly, Buck is standing in the middle of the street with blood on his face, staining his clothes, in his mouth, everywhere.

     

    (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris.)

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    Buck hates this, he doesn't know how to help Chris or Eddie and he's pretty sure that he's spiraling so far out of control that he is never going to get it back. He still has to try.
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    Whumptober Day 18: CPR

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    As Buck pulled into the 118 fire station, his hands start to shake. It had been 5 years since he disappeared. 5 years after a bad shift, he decided to leave LA with just a note. He had grabbed the stuff he could fit into his Jeep, scribbled a note to whoever went to check on him, and drove away. He didn't say goodbye to anyone. Maddie. Chimney. Bobby. Athena. Hen. Karen. Eddie. Christopher.

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    Buck hates the feeling of blood on his hands, especially when it's someone he knows. Especially when it's Eddies.
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    Whumptober Day 17: Hemorrhage/Dread

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    Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it.

    Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots

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    The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. 

    It feels like being trapped. 

    Blackouts aren’t exactly an everyday occurrence, but they’re not unheard of. They’ve been through a few before. It shouldn’t scare him.

    or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen

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    The seat on the firetruck next to Eddie was Buck’s seat. It was an unspoken rule at this point, so why was everyone always stealing his spot?

    Or

    Five times someone sits next to Eddie on their way to a call, and the one-time Buck reclaims his seat.

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    Buck sits with his back pressed up against the side of the bed, bare feet against the early morning chill of the hardwood floor. Unfortunately, it’s not exactly a new position to find himself in, legs drawn up to his chest, head resting on his knees as he listens to the shuttered breaths coming from across the room. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again.

    “Eddie, I’m right here, okay?”

    (set post 4.14/pre 5.01)

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    When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Athena had managed to knock some sense into Bobby and he was finally welcomed back to the 118 with open arms. He was home. But he couldn’t help but feel like something was missing. It was like playing the guitar once again had awoken something in him he’d buried long ago. So, the night after his first shift back, he went out and bought a new guitar.
    For months he played in the comfort of his own home, not yet confident enough to share with the 118. He still played for Maddie though, enjoying the smile on her face as his fingers plucked the strings. He'd missed it. Music made him feel complete

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    "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie.

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    Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. Dr Copeland has helped, Eddie’s occasional (now permanent) comfort helped. He’s gone through a lot, he knows that. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. He knows, logically, that he is worth something.

    It’s just sometimes, he doesn’t quite believe that. And he needs Eddie to understand that.

    And Eddie? Eddie doesn’t need help, despite everything that’s happened. He’s perfect a-o-fucking-kay

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    Buck talks and explains his childhood, he tells Eddie everything that’s going on

    and

    In which Eddie tells Buck all

    Bingo Slot : Childhood Trauma, Flashbacks

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    A short ficlet that I wrote tonight as a way to channel feelings.

    Basically Buck-centred whump, post-lawsuit, about the team and crew of the 118's actions taking an emotional toll on Buck.

    Featuring a supportive Chimney and Maddie being a good sister.

    ** I am making this into a series of short fics in the 9-1-1 universe with some ideas that I have. If you like my writing, feel free to send in suggestions for stories.

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    After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. A real family. They feel they can say they know each other like the back of their hand.

    Yet there are still things they don't know.

    Surprisingly, it is the most talkative among them that holds the most secrets.

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    Buck was antsy. He knew the alert hadn’t been anything, that it had been a hack on the Los Angeles Emergency Alert System. Every news channel had assured him that there weren't any of the natural disasters being reported. There was definitely not a tsunami crashing through the Santa Monica pier, attempting to drown him or separate him from his best friend’s son. 

    And yet, since the alert had come through, Buck couldn’t stop worrying. No amount of watching the news or words from Bobby that it was a mistake or a hack could calm him. He was a panicked mess, feeling like he couldn’t breathe right or like his chest was too tight. 

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    Or, the tsunami alert on Buck's phone leads to some internal panic from Buck. But luckily, there is one thing that can assuage his panic.

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    When Buck and Eddie get stuck in the truck during a blackout, Buck finds a not-so-appropriate for the public, way to keep them busy.

     

    --Or---

    The smutty blackout AU no one asked for.

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    Buck and his random facts annoy his teammates, all except one that is.

    --or--

    Eddie is enamored with Buck and his random facts, and he makes sure to tell the man just how much he loves them.

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    Buck was never the best student in school; nothing about it ever really excited him. He's had people jab at his intelligence most of his life, not really caring what people thought. The longer it's gone on, the more determined he is to prove them wrong. He decides to take the promotion exam one day just as something to do, but when the fire-chief comes to recruit him, it pegs the question of whether he can stay with the 118 or not.

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