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    Later, the Soldier doesn’t know what‘s worse: the horror of remembering, or the nameless fear of all the things he has forgotten.

    AKA Soldat’s Symphony in Suffering. Contents:Suffering™ of one (1) amnesiac amputee. Steve Rogers may be a Sweet Summer Child™, but memories or no memories, Bucky Barnes is a Bitter Winter Baby™ full of salt and sass. No amount of mindwipes can erase “fuck” from his vocabulary, and no amount of brainwashing can make him anything less than a sarcastic, overprotective asshole. Warning for Very Bad Russian and a cringingly inaccurate depiction of how to amnesia.

    Third in the series, but can be read as a standalone.

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    1943
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    Natasha looks over at him again. At the sweat dripping from his forehead, at the determination in his eyes, and tries to placate him, “When it’s time, they’ll need to move us. We can make our escape then.”

    “They’re going to kill us, Natasha.” He’s angry now. The vein in his temple throbs as he hisses, “I can’t use my magic. You’re the only hope we’ve got.”

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    The Black Widow and the Winter Soldier, warriors who fight for the light from the shadows, have been captured and sentenced to death. To escape they've got to employ some unusual means.

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    Steve fell in 1944, instead of Bucky, but the world needed Captain America.

    Or; Some ghosts haunt us, even when they're alive, and sometimes we wish they'd died. It would have been kinder.

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    After his fall from the train, Bucky Barnes awakens to find himself in the worst situation imaginable: recaptured by Hydra.

    Hydra, who is dead set on completing the demonic transformation that Bucky has been struggling with since he was captured the first time, and shape him into their obedient weapon.

    Bucky sure as hell isn't going to go down without a fight.

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    "Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.

    Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

    Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers."

    A podfic of SkyisGray's fic "Chyetirye"

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    A story of love, redemption, and pancakes.

    Cleared of all criminal charges as the Winter Soldier, Bucky is sent back to Brooklyn to live with Steve. With the help of Steve and Natasha, mountains of food and Netflix, and strange psychic journeys through his battered memories, Bucky slowly figures out what kind of person he wants to become.

    Even if that kind of person has inconvenient, developing feelings for a certain someone. Or two. And even if Hydra is still out there somewhere.

    (Come for the romance and recovery narrative, stay for the culinary education.)

    ...

    A summary of Project Regenesis is provided in the end notes of the first chapter if you haven't read it or if you need a refresher. But you can go in cold, too.

    Now with Chapter 1 art by yawpkatsi!

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    Memories are not always happy reminders of the past.

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    “I was so happy,” Anya whispered; her voice broke as tears threatened all over again. Her gaze flicked downwards, then back to Yasha’s face.

    “I knew you would be too, Yakov, but they’ll never let us keep it.”

    (1960s AAU where they both end up behind the Iron Curtain, and then cross the Iron Curtain, and Howard and Peggy do their best to bring them home.)

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    Is it possible to be in two places at once?

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    Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.

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    I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.

    I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.

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    A lot has changed since Stephanie Barnes, formerly Agent Stevens of SHIELD, finally got her husband back. The Berlin Wall's come down, for one; the Cold War really seems to be over, for another. Of more immediate concern to Tony Stark and the family he never meant to have, though, is this: in just a little while the Winter Soldier's going to be a dad, and Steph's the only person on either side of the mostly-defunct Iron Curtain who seems to know what to think of that.

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    Hidden away in the remote hills of Siberia lies an abandoned town known as Сайлент Хилл, or Silent Hill. Since the 1940s, Hydra and its Russian allies have used the site for their most secret and dangerous experiments.

    This is the place where the Winter Soldier was born.

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    “A multi-POV fic focused on the intricacies of trauma, trauma recovery, the struggle of helping someone who doesn’t want to be helped, drugs as a source of self-medication, the surfacing of Bucky’s trauma into separate identities that hopefully does not insult or misrepresent those with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID, previously known as Multiple Personality Disorder) or PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), and the high stress relationship between a caregiver and the loved one.”

    Think of this as backstory to my fic, “War + Hell”. I’ll have research links to different topics, the reasoning behind my thought process, and little facts or headcanons that I have but didn’t show in the original fic. This is SPOILER FULL of things, organized by each chapter and by topics. So if you don’t want to be spoiled, check out the fic first :)

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    Natasha has been on her own for a while now, and is fine with that. Life much less complicated when she's alone.
    Bucky is out of cryo and working with Steve, trying to reconnect with the world and find his place in it.
    When the two meet again in Odessa, both will have to decide what they really want.

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    Karpov makes it four days before curiosity gets the better of him. The Soldier blinks up at him, seemingly oblivious that the source of today’s torture is any different from one before. Ready to comply, he says, and Karpov licks his dry, chapped lips nervously.

    “Who are you?”

    For a moment, he thinks the Soldier does not – cannot? – comprehend the question. “I am no one,” he says at last with another slow blink. “Ready to comply.”

    Karpov orders him back into cryo and puts the book back in its resting spot quickly, carefully, as if to erase any evidence of his indiscretion.

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    "I hadn't seen anything like him before or after. In hindsight, he might have been a mercenary of some sort."

    "Not mercenary, Agent Pierce, no," Zola had reopened his eyes, before a deplorable smile had stretched his thin lips apart. "But a weapon; a weapon far more advanced than any currently on the market. This particular weapon makes Stark's inventions look like a child's playthings in comparison."

    "A man cannot be a weapon, Doctor."

    "No, I suppose not. But that is not a man; I should know. I had a hand in its creation."

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    In the middle of the night off the coast on Marseilles a man is found floating in the water by a crew of fisherman. Unconscious, bleeding from several bullets in his back, with a metal arm, he has no clue who shot him and no memory of who he is.

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    “I could’a got him,” Steve says, wiping at his pants, but he also looks at her like she’s special, ‘stead of plain old Bucky Barnes with a missing tooth and boys’ pants and two annoying little brothers.

    “Sure you could,” Bucky tells him.

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    An early S.H.I.E.L.D. mission goes pear-shaped as Howard Stark's team of high-level agents race to stop the Soviet Union from causing mayhem and seizing control of West Berlin. S.H.I.E.L.D.'s Number 3, Agent Gwen Holcomb, finds herself up to her ears in unhealthy coping strategies as her life and career runs off the rails. And, operating under the radar, Vasily Karpov unleashes his deadliest operative, the Winter Soldier, to make a power play for the top spot of the KGB.

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    Bucky breaks into Steve's apartment one night and holds Steve at gunpoint, demanding answers for a past he's only just beginning to understand. Though Steve manages to convince Bucky to come home to Brooklyn with him, events (and feelings) quickly spiral out of their control. Natasha warned Steve about pulling on certain threads, after all. The file she gave him reveals much deeper, more sinister connections to both HYDRA and the Soviet Union than either Steve or Natasha realized. And Natasha has her secrets, too.

    Then the US government demands Steve take up directorship of SHIELD and track down the remnants of HYDRA. As Steve reluctantly pulls a strike team together, Bucky is kidnapped and brainwashed into becoming the Winter Soldier again. Now Steve must race against time to eradicate HYDRA and rescue Bucky before it's too late.

    But even if he does, what happens when Bucky's past as the Winter Soldier becomes public knowledge?

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    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
    622
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    340
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    79
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    11147

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