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    Steve and Bucky, start to finish.

    "Come on, pal, it's me. Take another hundred years if you want, I'll still be here."

     

    DREAMERS WITH EMPTY HANDS: Steve POV. Pre CATFA. Steve Rogers/Chronic Pain, with bonus Steve/Pining. 1924-1943

    GOOD MORNING HEARTACHE, WHAT'S NEW?: Steve POV. CATFA. Steve/Emotional Pain, War Years Edition. 1943-1945/2011

    THE TERROR OF KNOWING: Bucky POV. Winter Soldier Years. Soldat/Fear, with bonus Baby Widows! 1945-2014.

    FOOL FOR SACRIFICE: Steve POV. Avengers 1 - AoU. Steve/Losing Everything.

    NO HOPE FOR THE WEARY: Bucky POV. TWS-CACW. Bucky/Let Him Rest 2kForever. The Big Recovery Fic, 2014-2016.

    LAY DOWN YOUR WEAPON (drafting): AKA PRE INFINITY WAR FLUFF (and angst).

    (All these stories stand alone and are roughly canon compliant)

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    This series explores a parallel-to-canon "What if" Hydra experimented with occult legends of a more demonic bent. When Bucky is captured at Azzano, the seeds of something more insidious than a knock-off super soldier serum are planted in him, but the full effects take some time to completely set in. Bucky struggles to deal with a building libido and facing the realization that he's changing, but he's not sure into what, while trying to protect Steve from being drug down with him.

    Stunning artwork by superhumandisasters
    Please check it out/reblog it on tumblr

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    Loki and Bucky are broken.

    All they have is their wits, their skills, and their men.

    This is their story, that of love between dark and light.

    Also cookies, spotting contests, and magic.

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    It is impossible to live without the sun, and it is impossible to live without your beloved. ~ Russian proverb

    She is thirteen when she meets her soul mate. He is ageless, a brainwashed assassin cryogenically preserved over time.
    This is the story of what happens next.

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    When Steve Rogers is reunited with a long lost friend in an unexpected way, he has to take matters into his own hand, and that means breaking every inch of virtue or kindness that he stands on to make sure that he can avenge what has been done onto his best friend and never lose him ever again.

    *I only reedited this fic a little. Ending is still the same, almost everything is still the same.

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    Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.

    Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra. His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

    Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers.

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    "And while we cannot know all
    Whereof is getting said about
    Anyone by being as though abandoned could realize
    Close up how being left, felt."
    ~Kenneth Burke

    Or, Bucky falls for a very long time and then eventually gets back up.

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    Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.

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    I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.

    I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.

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    "Steve’s eyes are blue.

    Blue as the worn thread they’d used to patch the holes in the hand-me-down sweater he’d worn the day Bucky had left him in search of honor and glory across the sea. Blue as the sky he’d caught sight of through the smoke and shrapnel over the hell that was life in the trenches. A jarring, beautiful thing that had no place existing alongside the cries of the dead and dying boys and bits of men scattered about.

    If you were close enough, you could see the faint specks of green hidden there, like the reflections of trees on the surface of two endless oceans. If asked, Bucky could spend days mapping out every line and color variation in them. Trusted them in a way that he could never trust himself."

    In an unexpected attack, Steve Rogers is taken by Hydra to replace the Winter Soldier. Bucky is forced to face his inner demons and a Steve Rogers who no longer knows him. The Avengers will be forced to bring down one of their greatest heroes--Captain America himself.

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    Steve fell in 1944, instead of Bucky, but the world needed Captain America.

    Or; Some ghosts haunt us, even when they're alive, and sometimes we wish they'd died. It would have been kinder.

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    Their love shouldn't be. He was a soldier, and she was a spy. He was everything good, pure, and strong, and she was lies, murder, and seduction. He was Captain America, and she was Black Widow. But somehow, in the dangerous chaos of their lives, their love is the only thing that matters, and it carries them through the storm.

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    In the aftermath of Civil War, Tony begins dreaming of a mirror with which he can talk to Steve. There's no way that it's really his Steve though, right? Steve's dead, isn't he? Meanwhile, Red Skull and the Mandarin work on their dastardly plots.

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    The Winter Soldier is a machine. The Winter Soldier has no feeling. But throughout it's history, the Winter Soldier has repeatedly tried to end it's life.

    5 times Bucky tried to get to Steve, and the one time he managed it.

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    "He looks torn, confused, and Steve can't help but feel the same way. How is he supposed to listen to a torn and confused man, believe anything he says or asks, if Steve is just as torn and confused?

    How is he supposed to trust anyone when he doubts everyone?"

     

    Steve is found by HYDRA after he crashes the plane. They make sure their Winter Soldier would have a worthy wingman.

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    Alone and pregnant, Natasha's running from HYDRA. Lost and fighting to stay true to himself, Steve's searching for the Winter Soldier. To survive this last nightmare, they have to find their way back to each other, and Steve has to remember what it means to be Captain America because the world and Natasha need him more now than ever before.

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    An AU of an AU.

    Darcy Lewis is thirteen years old when she meets her soul mate. It turns out that he's a brainwashed assassin working for HYDRA. And it further turns out that HYDRA thinks it might be useful to have their assassin's soul mate on hand.

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