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    Dean Winchester has a father, a brother, and a 67 Chevy Impala he calls Baby.

    That's it, that's all he's got.

    So it doesn't make sense for them to want this promise of him that he couldn't break if he wanted to, if only for the words already being sewn too deeply into the fabric of his bleeding soul for him to even think of walking away, but he makes his vow anyway.

    Once, twice, and then...well...

    At least, if all else goes....he'll always have those promises.

    His own...no one else's.

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    “And now we wait,” he said, coming to stand right in front of Dean.

    Dean reached out to rub the front of Castiel’s pants. “And now we wait,” he repeated, biting his bottom lip and looking up at Cas through his lashes.

    Cas smirked. “Oh, you know exactly how you look, don't you, boy?”

    Dean blinked and licked his lips. “Whatever do you mean, sir?"

    Castiel hummed and ran a hand through Dean’s hair before pulling to tilt his head back. Dean’s head tipped back and let his mouth fall open and his tongue hang out oh so slightly.

    “My little tempter.” The Dom let the other man go and stepped back. “Go ahead. Get on your knees.”

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    Dean Winchesters attempts suicide on a dirty motel bathtub, ending brain dead on a hospital. A trickster promises John and Sam that he will save him for “free”, as long as they both get through watching a series of Dean´s memories, good and bad. The twist is that they will feel everything Dean did at the time and they can stop it at any time, but then Dean will die. They both accept thinking it cant be that bad. Spoiler: it is worse.

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    It's Dean's 17th birthday and for his present, John gifts him his first solo hunt. Something goes wrong and Dean ends up coming home with more than he left with.

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    The fire that killed Jess left Sam with a debilitating leg and shoulder injury. Somedays it hurts so much he can barely move.

    As he tries to figure out what he'll do with the rest of his life Dean and a doctor suggest he take OxyContin.

    Grieving while in crippling pain is definitely over kill.

    Slowly Sam doubles, then triples, then more than quadruples how much he takes over the years.

    But he’s not an addicted. The pills just help ease the pain as he navigates a return to a life on the road with his brother.

    He shifts to coke when his Oxy stash runs dry. But, again, he’s not a drug addict. He just needs a little chemical push to get him into the right head space.

    His transition to heroin was pretty fast after that.

    And Wow! Why didn’t he take this sooner? It numbs all that pain and disappointment faster and better than the pills and blow ever could.

    Now he spends most of his time high.

    Okay, maybe… he DOES have a problem.

    He can stop and get clean anytime, right?

    But before he does, Sam just needs one more hit.

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    College was supposed to be the beginning of his life. Not the end of his brother's.

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    Dean’s drinking has been putting a strain on his marriage to Cas for a long time. When his father’s sudden death brings everything to the breaking point, a bad fight has him turning to alcohol and flirty women in the aftermath. Once Cas finds out, he decides he’s tired of being made a fool and leaves.

    It takes a visit from Sam and help from an unlikely source to find Dean before it's too late. Faced with an ultimatum, Dean agrees to go to rehab in hopes that Cas will take him back.

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    May second. Sam finds himself looking down at two gravestones. Two gravestones he told himself he was never going to come and look at again but finds himself doing every year.
    Never in November, the true anniversary, that was too risky. He brings flowers for one, but not the other. The other was meaningless to him, much like it is to others.
    He sighed and his breath smokes out in the air. “I’m not coming back,” he says to the stone, much like he says every year. He looks over the engravings as if they weren’t engraved in his mind.

    Mary Winchester 1957 - 1983 In Loving Memory

    And a smaller one, meaningless. Useless. No memory loved. Happily missed and forgotten.

    Sam Winchester 1983

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    When Sammy was born, Dean wanted to carry him around everywhere.

    “He’s not a doll, Dean,” Mom would remind. Not that Dean needed to be told. Sammy was better than any toy, he was a brother.

    Most of the time, when Sammy started crying, Dean got there before Mom did, cooing and rocking his baby. Mom always smiled, and reminded Dean that she was Mom and he was Brother. Brother’s don’t take care of babies, Mom’s do.

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    Or, how Dean took on Mary's roles after she died.

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    sam gets drunk! that’s pretty much it. dean is mad ab it.

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    Castiel and Dean had been childhood best friends since their first meeting in second grade. A few years into their friendship, after their own parents had grown closer, their families came together for a summer vacation to the Novak’s family beach house. It had become a yearly experience for the families, and the boys grew closer than ever. However, Dean’s father found a better job opportunity after the boys had graduated– as his family had been struggling financially.

    With the stress of dealing with his father’s issues, Dean found it hard to express his feelings toward his best friend and he was unsure if he had what it took to tell him before their last summer together was over—before they left for college.

    He found it so hard but didn’t know Castiel felt the same way.

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    "Dean is getting married." Charlie blurted out before covering her mouth with her hands, Jo gave her a disapproving look and Castiel froze.

    "Charlie!" Jo scolded her girlfriend.

    "You just had to know, it was killing me not to tell you..." Charlie said apologetically.

    "I, um." Castiel took a long drink of his whiskey. He cleared his throat and looked at his friends. "Okay. I'm fine, it just took me by surprise."

    "We found out this morning." Jo said making a face.

    "We saw the invitation in the mailbox." Charlie nodded.

    "And he didn't invite me." Cas said more to himself, nodding.

    "Well, things got a little weird between you guys, didn't it?" Jo asked.

    "Yes..." Castiel had his gaze fixed on his glass, it was already empty and the ice was beginning to melt.

    15 years have passed and Castiel thought that he would never hear from Dean Winchester again.

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    "Dean se va a casar. " Soltó Charlie para después cubrirse la boca con las manos, Jo le dio una mirada reprobatoria y Castiel se quedó paralizado.

    "¡Charlie!" Jo la regañó y después dirigió su mirada a su amigo.

    "Es que tenías que saberlo, me estaba matando no decírtelo..." Dijo Charlie disculpándose.

    "Yo, uhm." Castiel le dio un buen trago a su whisky. Se aclaró la garganta y miró a sus amigas. "Está bien. Estoy bien, solo me tomó por sorpresa."

    "Nos enteramos hoy por la mañana." Dijo Jo haciendo una mueca.

    "Vimos la invitación en el buzón." Charlie asintió.

    "Y no me invitó." Cas dijo más para sí mismo, asintiendo.

    "Bueno, las cosas se quedaron un poco raras entre ustedes, ¿no?" Preguntó Jo.

    "Si..." Castiel tenía la mirada fija en su vaso, ya estaba vacío y el hielo comenzaba a derretirse.

    15 años han pasado y Castiel pensó que jamás volvería a saber algo de Dean Winchester.

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    Dean and Cas know each other because their brothers are best friends. They don't know each other well but what happens when they begin to get closer and they start to feel feelings that they have never felt before.

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    The low rumble of the Impala’s engine shuts off with a soft clicking noise. Dean rests his head on the steering wheel with a deep sigh. He wants nothing more than to go inside, wash off this shit show of a day and snuggle up with Cas, order take out and watch shit TV. He can't believe he stormed out of the house this morning without saying anything. Shit, he barely acknowledged Castiel's existence, for that matter. Last night's fight is still at the forefront of his mind.

     

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    Dean and Cas have a fight, fluff and smut ensue

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    Dean is a garbage man starting over in a new town. He doesn't want to go out or make friends because his past is constantly haunting him. Unfortunately for him, he finds a homeless man asleep between two dumpsters while working and kinda befriends him. He might also have a crush on him. Maybe. Probably. Okay, he does.

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    Dean Winchester is your average kid with the apple pie life. Well, outside of his father being a practically absentee alcoholic. He doesn't have many friends outside his mom, baby brother, or Charlie. He buries almost all of his feelings with a cute dimpled smile.

    Castiel Novak has nine siblings. Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Naomi, Anna, Uriel, Hannah, Samandriel, and his twin brother Jimmy. His home life is constantly in chaos, due to his father never disciplining Michael and Raphael. School will become an escape away from his siblings. (except for Jimmy and Gabriel) He has a hard time breaking out of his shell and talking back against his older brothers.

    What will happen when Dean and Castiel go through school at New Haven Elementary? Will their crush on each other stand against the test of time?

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    You used to be friends. Used to be. Ten whole years ago before you let your anger get the best of you, and Eddie left your life forever.
    Now he's playing his music in a bar you're drinking in. What the fuck?

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    Dean was forced to fill out his father's monster book as a child and now he's reflecting on the hell his father gave him after one particular entry. Not much fluff in this first chapter.

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    What do you do when you wake up hangover to find your kid´s cold dead body next to you? If you are John Winchester, you hide the evidence and then proceed to lie through your teeth.

    There is one universe where John Winchester beat Dean within an inch of his life before passing out at 3:30 am. In this universe, he passes out at 3:33 am. 3 minutes shouldn’t make a difference (except when they do)

    Based off Chapters 17 and 18 of my What they don’t know, will hurt them story, but is not necessary to read it to understand this

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