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    “Are you sure you’re ready for this”
    “Oh, I don't have a choice. This is my destiny. It's just so beautiful”.
    “Are you crying?”
    “What? No. You’re crying. I’m not crying… I’m gonna go get some… uh”
    “Pie?”
    “I’m gonna get some damn pie!”

    Dean had almost revealed too much again. His anxiety had yo-yoed all day. He had elated moments of contentment, even bliss as the hours ticked down, feeling more at peace with his decision, enjoying simple moments with Sam. The lighthearted wisecracks they shared between them gave Dean a window into Sam’s future; a long and happy life that, according to what Adam had relayed from Jack, he would now certainly get to live.

    “Is this the place?” Sam asked, completely unaware of any of the thoughts that plagued his brother’s mind. Ha!

    “Dark, creepy, something out of Wes Cravins erotic fantasy? Yeah, it's one hundred percent the place”. Dean confirmed, both with himself and to his brother. This is the place I'm gonna die.

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    Dean wakes up from a blackout, head pounding, still a little drunk, next to a one night stand who looks remarkably like his little brother. He can't decide whether he is more disturbed or intrigued. Maybe he'll will find out when he fucks the guy again, letting his mind wander.

    Miles away in Stanford, Sam picks up a guy at a bar who looks exactly like his big brother. He always was the more self-aware Winchester.

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    Afterwards, after defeating Chuck, after Jack leaves, after Cas --, Dean drinks. He sits in the darkness of his room – the only home he can truly remember having, once a place of comfort that now feels more like a tomb, that reminds him of waking up in his own coffin – and he drinks.

     

    After Cas' confession of love and death, Dean tries (and fails) to cope with his loss.

    Title comes from All My Love by Led Zeppelin.

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    All Dean Winchester knows is repression. At no time in his life has he ever felt safe to explore his attraction to other men. He has all but convinced himself that it doesn't exist--that heterosexuality is the only option. But try to deny it as he might, Castiel's presence in the bunker is a mounting reminder that he will never be the man his father wanted him to be. He doesn't know how much longer he can keep the charade...or even if he wants to anymore.

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    The Empty refuses to give Castiel back. So, Dean decides to take matters into his own hands. The Empty better be prepared cuz Dean Winchester is taking no prisoners

    Also called How to annoy The Empty into giving back your Angel?

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    Crowley is dead, Mary is gone, and Cas…
    Jack is born as a baby, and the Winchesters must face with parenting. It’s an alternative to season 13. I promise happy ending.

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    Everyone gets a soulmark when they turn six, besides Dean. He never had any words marked on his skin and John hates it. Sam finds his soulmate and Dean hunts on his own until John kicks him out. When Dean changes his whole life and saves innocent monsters instead of killing them, he finds a new family… and an angel named Castiel. But angels don’t have human soulmates, right?

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    Feeling shoved aside by the lack of progress in their relationship, Dean struggles with accepting that Sam is also dating Castiel. When a case sends them investigating a festival of love, Dean reluctantly attends, letting Sam and Cas be the undercover couple. When they run into people they know, Cas and Sam are found in a compromising position. Meanwhile, this feeds further into Dean’s uncertainty as he pretends to be single, as he struggles with accepting what he wants from his brother and his own insecurities.

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    In the wake of their newly discovered relationship, our boys figure out the finer details.

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    When Dean comes home to find his stuff thrown on the curve, all his pent up anger comes rushing to the surface, destroying everything in his path (Based on an episode from the TV Show Shameless)

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    Castiel manages to escape the Empty, but on borrowed time. Before he hands over his grace to the entity, he accidentally forges an angelic bond to Dean, his new life mate. Tainted by a human’s soul, the Empty won’t accept it, and can finally go to sleep again. The bond forces Dean and Cas to navigate new waters, as they can now see into each other’s minds and feel what the other feels. Grace sex between Dean’s soul and Cas’s grace becomes a new normal in the couple’s lives, until it causes something they never thought possible...

    This is my version of a post-finale fix-it, starting after the events of 15x18 and reimagining a future for the Winchesters filled with family and love ♡ Hope you enjoy!

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    And finally, Dean thought about Cas.

    What it would all mean to have Cas in his entirety, in every way imaginable. To have him sleep caressed and sun-kissed beneath early morning sheets, the weight of his fingers tracing Dean’s palm down peaceful corridors, his scent cloaked in Dean’s very bones. To have his warmth as comfort and his hands as a guide that slid over Dean’s skin with familiarity. No more tentativeness, no more skimming the edges and tracing the seams of their story.

    Peace. He wanted peace. But with Cas back from the Empty with his memories shredded, and Jack nowhere to be seen, what would peace even look like? And, after everything, was it something Dean deserved?

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    Friday, a demon with good intentions, realizes that his boss is the head of an infernal crime syndicate. After almost getting thrown into a fighting ring for monsters, Friday questions their loyalties while a hunter, Harley, is hot on their trail.

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    In thirteen hours, happy endings will be the only game in town. Sam and Dean missed the memo. Pre-15x20.

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    Cas watched as Dean drank day after day. He only realized what he was seeing on the night he woke up and Dean wasn't in bed, but was instead having a breakdown somewhere else in the Bunker.

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    This wasn’t happening—couldn’t be. How long had Dean been kneeling beside the body of his best friend? He reached out a shaky hand and gently cupped the side of Cas’s face. His skin was still warm. Obviously. It would take a few hours for Cas’s body to cool, and gravity would soon cause his blood to settle. He was already growing pale. If it wasn’t for his still chest he could be sleeping. Although, Dean was pretty sure Cas never needed to breathe, and the angel never stopped reminding him that he didn’t sleep, so there was that. Black scorch marks stretched out across the sand from underneath Cas’s back; he had only seen Cas’s wings on a few rare occasions. He never wanted this to be one of them. This was the fifth time Dean had seen Cas d—he’s not, he can’t be—He shook his head, lifting pleading eyes to the sky. Wake up, please just wake up.

    Cas didn’t move.

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    We've taken different paths
    And travelled different roads
    I know we'll always end up on the same one when we're old
    And when you're in the trenches
    And you're under fire I will cover you

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    Dean helps Sam cope in the aftermath of Jess's death.

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    Sam doesn’t know how to try anymore. Try to be happy, try to feel safe and at peace. So Dean tries for both of them.

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    Rodeado de su miseria, Dean Winchester sufre una profunda desesperación por su mejor amigo y secreto amante, aunque nunca llegó a decírselo. Tras un trágico accidente, Dean se encuentra con la misma cucaracha que ha estado aplastando toda su vida, un feo, maligno y despreciable pedazo de basura sobrenatural, que terminará por llevarlo a una creación de Dios ajena a la tierra.

    «No más lágrimas»
    Inspirada en la canción de Ozzy Osbourne

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    **NEW ARTWORK ADDED IN LAST CHAPTER**

    Sequel to "The H on the Gearshift is for Human"

    A s5 canon-divergent story. The Apocalypse weighs heavily on the Winchesters as they try to thwart the plans to destroy the world while trying to keep each other from falling prey to despair.

    Enemies become allies in unusual ways but it might not be enough. How can the Winchester's protect themselves from Heaven, Hell, and even each other?

    If they can bring Baby back, they may just stand a chance...

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