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    If you're in love... you're DEAD!

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    “Jesus, Cas…” Sam breathed, a hot flash blinding him as he leaned forward on his knees, suddenly unable to face him. He rubbed his eyes with his fists, hot tears streaming down his fingers. “You’re back…”
    “I never… intended to leave.” And there was so much regret in those words, a hitch at the end, that Sam chuckled.
    “I know.”
    “Sam, you’re...” He gathered the courage to look up and chuckled at Cas’s wide eyes. He coughed again before croaking his next words. “How long was I gone?”
    Sam gave a mirthless laugh. “Ten years, Cas.”

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    The one where The Empty brings Castiel back and everything is different.

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    The Church of the Angelic was the largest alpha-supremacy cult in North America. At least it was until it was dismantled fifteen years ago. Now with most of the Novak family behind bars, and former cult members scattered all over the world, the organization was thought to be extinct.

    31-year-old Dr. Castiel Novak had been trying to run from his past for fifteen years. Yet it always had a way of catching up to him.

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    Tartalom: Dean és Cas már házasok 💙💚
    (hunter husbands), de mint oly sok kapcsolatban, náluk sem mindig tökéletes minden. Egy alkalommal - csúnyán összevesznek, s Dean inni kezd. Castiel próbálja leállítani, de ez csak olaj a tűzre, annyira, hogy elborítva a részeg düh az agyát, és ebben az állapotban azt találja mondani: tűnjön el az életéből a másik. A kék szemű angyal csak annyit kér: hagy vihesse magával az egyetlen dolgot, amit szeret. Másnap (és másnaposan), aztán Dean alaposan meglepődik.
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    This is a sad story about Dean being a addict and trying to deal with his brothers death.
    Sam dies at the beginning of this story thats why there is a warning about a major character death so please don't read if you can't deal with this.
    It plays in the 70s.

    Castiel will be a helpful friend and later on more then a friend, helping Dean through his addiction,
    slow burn and loads of drama to come.

    Read the tags this story is about drug use, alcoholism and suicidal thoughts,
    so dont read if you get triggered by that.

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    (WARNING: SPOILERS)

    Cas grabbed Dean by his flannel shirt, and kissed him.

    He tried to put everything he was feeling into it. It seemed to work, as Dean did the same thing.

    It was a harsh, passionate kiss. Like in those movies, where the girl is about to get on the train, and never come back, and the sad music plays.

    It was a goodbye kiss.

    And this was no movie.

     

    "When you finally give yourself permission to be happy and let the sun shine on your face, that's when I'll come.

    That's when I'll come to drag you to nothing."

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    Sam and Dean are taking a break from angel drama, ready to get back to a good, old-fashioned hunt. But when Sam finds a case in the Appalachian Mountains, he has no idea Dean's hunted the same creature before. What happened to Dean in those woods when he was almost fourteen is something neither Dean nor John ever spoke about. But now, with their father long dead and the monster still on the loose, it's all coming back.

    Dean has a choice to make. Will he reveal the truth to Sammy and endure the moment when the admiration in his brother's eyes turns to pity? Or will Dean face his oldest demon alone?

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    “What?” Castiel scoffs. “I don’t even know your name.”

    “Dean. Blazer.”

    Castiel tells himself he does it to shut this guy, Dean, up, but if he’s being honest, the guy’s deep voice, like brand new tires against weather-beaten asphalt, is a big motivator. He’s also handsome for a bar regular. When Castiel pictures a drunk, he sees a guy three times Dean’s size in a pinched biker’s jacket with long, ponytailed gray hair. “You happy?” he grunts. “And it’s Castiel, by the way.”

    “Pleasure, Cas. Unbutton it.”

    “You have to be joking.”

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    Because of some time travel weirdness, John and Mary get transported to a time where their children are adults.

    In my mind, Dean is like 25 and Sam is 21. I know it doesn't fit in with the time John died in the series but in this version, he´s been dead for a couple of years.

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    “I’m going to kiss you now.”

    Cas pauses, giving Dean a chance to back out, but Dean just licks his lips and waits.

    Cas’s mouth is up against Dean’s for a couple seconds before Dean responds, and then it’s Cas that’s being kissed senseless, because kissing is definitely not something Dean does tentatively. Dean reaches up to cup Cas’s jaw in his hand, tilting his head for a better angle, mouth plush, tasting like whiskey.

    Cas tries to remember what it was like the first time he kissed a man. All-encompassing, the world jerking off its axis, the feel of stubble under his fingers intense in a way it never really is with women, as much as he loves them.

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    After a bad hunt, Dean is thrown into rehab for public intoxication. There, he meets the infamous fallen angel, Castiel, and a budding friendship is born.

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    AU Season 12 Episode 3 The Foundry

    Mary's a bit more interested in Sam and Dean's past, Dean cares too much, and things quickly spiral out of control. But hey, Sam and Dean have each other to lean on when things get rough.

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    It was an utter lack of hope that made Castiel Novak end his relationship with his alcoholic fiancé, Dean Winchester, fourteen months ago.

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    Dean Winchester’s life is a mess. Ever since his father’s death, a downward spiral has seen his occasional beer become something of a crutch. Then, a revelation has him going to see his brother in California—except he doesn’t make it and ends up in a nasty accident, destroying the Impala.

    Air rescue paramedic, Castiel, and his partner Benny are the ones to pull him out of the wreck and that’s just the start of it. He forms a tentative friendship with Dean and manages to convince him he needs help and that he can be there for Dean.

    It should have been all uphill from there—because getting sober is easy, right?—except it isn’t and their relationship is thrown into turmoil at the wrong time. Slowly, they learn to accept each other once again.

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    Cas is broken. Dean therefore is broken. Dean feels that no one is trying to help Cas get better and Dean needs him to be better. Dean thinks he’s useless so he drowns his sorrows in his drink. Cas thinks Dean is disappointed in him for not being strong enough to fight this off because Dean is drinking too much again.

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    "There's whiskey and blankets
    And a bonfire when you're cold
    And I'll hold a golden breath till I'm silver and old
    With only hope to keep alive
    And only time to kill
    There's a fool that loved you,
    And he loves you still
    So tell me one more lie my dear
    Whisper softly so nobody hears
    Keep me hanging on for another year
    Oh, tell me one more lie, my dear"

    Based on the song Golden Thread by Passenger.

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    Dean Winchester's and Castiel Novak's worlds fall apart in different places, at the same time. When they meet at a bar outside of Reno, can they put each other back together again?

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    Cas Novak has never had it easy, but life is as hard as it can be when he comes to on Dean Winchester's sofa after being violently assaulted. Sam thinks Dean's taken in a stray to distract him from the gaping hole that quitting drinking has left in his life. Dean says otherwise. Cas just knows that Dean is the most compelling - and best-looking - man he's ever met, and he's in no hurry to leave when Dean generously opens his home for Cas's recovery.

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    (n.) The journey of changing one's heart, self, mind, or way of living; a change of heart.

    Dean Winchester and Jimmy ‘Castiel’ Shurley-Novak are two young men from two different sides of the economic spectrum that find solace in each other after years of psychological trauma at the hands of the people closest to them. As the seasons of their lives unfold, different hits keep coming. Despite their relationship being put through the wringer, it stands the test of time.

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    What if Dean never visited Sam's Stanford apartment that night in 2005?
    What is Dean went to find John on his own?
    What is Sam and Jess died?

    --~--

    Maybe if Sam hadn’t looked back. Maybe if he hadn’t pulled his girlfriend closer to him and hurried her inside. Maybe if he had just taken a longer look, taken a moment to recognize the 1967 Chevrolet Impala blasting AC/DC across the street from his Stanford apartment. Maybe… Maybe the ending would’ve changed.
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