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    "The only measure of your worth and your deeds will be the love you leave behind when you're gone." -- Singer Songwriter, Fred Small

    All Dean's life he just wanted to do the right thing, to make his dad proud, to keep his little brother safe, to save the world. But no matter how hard he tried, Dean always seems to screw up. Well, at least Dean can take his punishment like a Winchester. That's all he's good for after all.

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    One-shots written for @transnaturalweek

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    After a close call in their last hunt, Bobby is left to try to repair the damage done to fourteen-year-old Dean by the weight of more responsibility and blame than any person was meant to bear.

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    A collection of every story I wrote in 2020.

    Part two of this series, in which we are traveling back in time from 2021 to 2015 when I first started writing stories.

    This book has seven stories from the Game Grumps fandom, one of which includes the game A Way Out, and two stories from the Supernatural fandom.

    As we travel back in time, the majority of fandoms will range from Supernatural, Game Grumps, Star Wars, and original works, so I hope you will stick around for those :)

    Each year will be a separate book, all of which have a table of contents with summaries for each story, when they were written, how many parts each has, and what chapters of this book those parts are located in :)

    Updates three times a week!

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    Castiel owns The Garrison, a popular club in a midsized Midwest town. He also has a dark past he can’t quite get away from and a darkness within, a dark, oily sludge, he's never quite been able to rid himself of.

    Dean is in yet another new town, his brother just left for college on the other side of the country and his dad just up and vanished in the middle of the night without warning. He’s alone, angry, and bristling with a recklessness that mimics the untamed inferno raging behind his ribcage, something he’s fought to tame his entire life.

    Does darkness always equate to evil? Does light always allude to purity?

    Or do both extremes consume entirely, simply in different ways?

    Can Castiel and Dean help contain the others demons before they become too much?

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    Dean is twelve years old the first time he points a gun at his father.

    John stumbles drunk into the motel room, the smell of beer and body odor causing Dean’s nose to wrinkle. He squeezes his eyes shut from his position on the couch, hoping that John won’t notice that he’s still awake. Dean can hear footsteps, and he holds his breath as his father passes him, as if not breathing will make his pretend-sleep more believable.

    John is almost to the bathroom when he trips over something - Sammy’s shoe, Dean remembers with a cringe. He had planned to move it aside, but he’d gotten distracted preparing dinner for the two of them and hadn’t gotten back around to it.

    The already-drunk-and-unsteady John collides with the wall, letting out a yell. Once he’s steady on his feet again, he staggers over to the bed where Sam lay, sound asleep.

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    After the events of the Supernatural series finale, Sam and Dean Winchester attempt to make use of their newfound free will. Now, just over month later, the two have found that they haven't been able to just "Carry On". With memories of their traumas flooding back slowly, the duo struggle to move forward and leave the past behind.

    From traumas of past fights, old wounds, failed relationships, and relationships that never got a chance to be, the brothers face the inevitable: accepting life anew. Unfortunately life anew is hard to accept when so much has been left behind and one has so much yet to discover.

    My take of Season 16, where it picks up, and where it should leave off.

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    Set during season 11, Sam, Dean, and Cas are shocked to find members of their family that were long dead and halfway across the country in the Dean Cave. Together, they watch some of the saddest, funniest, cutest, and most plot-filled episodes of Supernatural.

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    Three times Dean was told, "I'm not going to hit you." Three times the people in Dean's life realize that there might be more going on in Dean's life than the kid is willing to admit.

    A Christmas Present for my friend PricelessTrashPanda <3

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    Cuando ansías tanto la verdad tienes que estar preparado para lo que sea. Quizás no sea lo que esperabas. Tal vez, después de todo vivir en la ignorancia no era tan malo.

    Cuando el pequeño Sammy se enteró de que iba el negocio familiar supo que ya nada sería igual, pero ciertamente nunca llegó a imaginar el caos en el que se convertiría su vida. Con el pasar de los años y el negocio familiar a cuestas, Sam se da cuenta que está cansado de luchar y quizás si se deja llevar por la corriente el dolor pronto desaparecerá.

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    Cowboys from all over travel to Abilene, Texas, just to get a taste of Dean Winchester, only of the only—and best—male prostitutes in the West, and he makes good money from them, too. Unfortunately, most of that money goes toward his family, who he’s not even allowed to see on account of his no-good piece of shit daddy who kicked him out.

    When tenderfoot cowboy Castiel rides into town, Dean starts to crave something he hasn’t had in a long while— a real home.

    Together, Dean and Castiel have to navigate the inhospitable world of the American West, and discover for themselves what family means, when family pushes you away.

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    Dean and Gabriel fall in love, secrets are revealed, and a new family is created. Follow along for the drama, twists, and turns. Sam realizes he doesn't seem to know his brother as well as he thinks he does, Dean has a well-needed self-esteem boost, and Gabriel is genuinely happy for once.

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    Dean didn't consider himself a civilian. A minor, sure. A survivor? Absolutely.

    But he was not a civilian, he wasn't built to go the school and pretend he isn't looking for exits, he wasn't made to sit around and idle the day away.

    Sadly, he didn't get a say in any of this.

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    John looks at Sam in a way no father should. Sam aches when Dean smiles.
    The shadows that loom over Sam Winchester are not just those of the monsters lurking in the night.

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    After the Winchester brothers get arrested, they get brought to Quantico for interrogation. Two problems: one, Reid has to hide the fact that they're brothers, and two, Sam and Dean are being affected by a witch's curse that's making them appear and act like psychos.

    Trigger Warning: mentions of child abuse, slight mentions of kidnapping

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    When the BAU ends up working a case where the unsub films the deaths of his victims and posts them on a dark web page, they need to figure out how to catch him. But when Reid gets kidnapped by the unsub and is about to be killed, Dean Winchester ends up saving him. And now Reid has to explain to everyone how he knows him: he's been brothers with the Winchesters for years after John slept with Reid's mom and got her pregnant.

    Trigger Warning: kidnapping, anxiety, mentions of child abuse (goes into detail with certain events)

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    The Dust Bowl ravages the Midwest. Dean Winchester tries his best to keep his family's ranch afloat, but the situation grows worse year after year. Under his father's thumb, there's little he wouldn't do to save it--even if it involves a deal with the devil.

    A pious Mormon learns the truth. Castiel Novak's world stops turning when he researches the history of his church. He's on track for a doctorate degree and a temple wedding, but his faith crisis and his erotic visions of a man with green eyes threaten to disrupt his entire life plan.

    An accident.

    A miracle.

    Their collision is either destiny or an Act of God.

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    They had met on a one-off hunt in the dark. It seemed to define them, the dark. Place and time of safety, mystery, promise. Hanging strange, yet soothing; antithetical to the harshly glaring light of day. But it couldn't hide forever who they were.

    (Or a possible way that Dean met and got to know Lee, and why they were and could have remained still so important to each other so many years later)

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    Dean and Sam Winchester are on a hunt in Utah, and the whole thing flips when Dean gets raped and attacked outside a bar. Sam and Dean struggle how to get through the traumatic event, and it causes Dean to open up about his past. After Sam learns of this event, and of his brothers horrific past, he wonders if his brother will ever be the same again.
    ( I TRY to post every week too, btw)
    Any polite criticism in the comments is greatly appreciated!

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    soul mate

    /ˈsōl ˌmāt/

    noun

    noun: soulmate

    a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner.


    Dean doesn't believe love or soulmates for people that are like him. For people who sit in a circle in a dingy, old building and talk about how they tried not to jerk it for two hours.

    It doesn't exist and Dean will continue living his life believing that those fated together are also those fated to separate.

    It really starts going down hill when his supposed "soulmate" is also his sex therapist and neighbour.

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