you cool my desire
Privately, Patrick has long suspected that the people around him and the people in every movie and TV show about sex were exaggerating when they couldn’t seem to get enough of it, sometimes couldn’t even stay faithful to partners over it. He couldn’t relate at all to his friends and classmates when they began talking about sex endlessly, and he’d had none of the curiosity about girls that they did...The fuss is starting to make sense. His desire for David is so strong it feels like an actual entity.
Or, Patrick's journey of abandoning himself to uncontrolled desire.
- Part 1 of you cool my desire
Before the barbecue incident, Patrick had been making progress at lasting longer, whenever they actually managed privacy ... He’s been right back at square one ever since, now that they’re having regular sex again. It’s hard not to feel discouraged about the restoration of his hair trigger when it seemed like they were on the way to getting rid of it.
A follow-up to got a bad desire in which Patrick continues to learn how to relinquish control.
- Part 2 of you cool my desire