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    Loss is never easy so when a grief-stricken Jensen Ackles believes he’s alone after facing the greatest and hardest loss yet in his already difficult life, he chooses to return to the spot where he found happiness to make the ultimate final choice. There he’s reminded that he’s not as alone or as at fault as he’s believed and slowly comes to face there is still a future if only he can let go of his pain and guilt.

    Jared Padalecki has loved his best friend since the day they met in a field of flowers and butterflies. When they face a huge loss, he also worries about losing Jensen as well if he can’t break thru the wall of grief that has taken so much of the man he knew.

    It will take their love for each other as well as something perhaps as simple as a butterfly’s touch to help both men face the act of hate that changed their lives and also give them a future.

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    Again, I'm so grateful for the kudos and comments!

    This is the third part of a 12-part SPN series, A New Road. It's confession time and angst abides. Remember, I am softy at heart, angst aside, as this series proceeds please rest assured that I do so love a happy ending.

    Con-crit, kudos, and comments are welcome and greatly appreciated. I've heard they also lower cholesterol. I'm just sayin'.

    TRIGGER WARNING: References to suicidal ideation and self-harm.

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    Thank you to everyone who has started on this journey! The kudos and comments were lovely and greatly appreciated.

    This is the second part of a 12-part SPN series, A New Road. Dean and Sam have crossed the Rubicon and are dealing with the shift in their relationship as they become lovers. Because they are Winchesters there is angst. Updates usually weekly but the first few segments are pretty short and I'm impatient.

    I am softy at heart, angst aside, as this series proceeds please rest assured that I do so love a happy ending.

    Con-crit, kudos, and comments keep the muse happy, she's a tricksy one and tends to wreak havoc when she's in a strop.

    TRIGGER WARNING: References to suicidal ideation and self-harm.

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    First part of an SPN 12-part series, A New Road, posted in the past on the The Sam/Dean Archive, but revived because I finally finished the last part of the series. It is a bit of a romantic series fix because sometimes I just want a happy ending and I do love these boys most at this point in the series. Dean is back from hell and the boys are struggling with the emotional fall out.

    Series updates weekly (Saturday) until series is complete.

    Con-Crit, kudos, and comments are much appreciated!

    TRIGGER WARNING: References to self-harm.

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    Jared Padalecki was trapped in a emotional abusive relationship. Will the author Jensen Ackles, a total stranger, be able to save him? This is not a death fic!

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    Three years ago Sam run away from his mafia family, now the FBI wants him to turn on his family, but at the same time his brother/lover found out where Sam is. Sam’s scared Dean will kill him and he has some difficult decisions to make.

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    A Dom from the past sends Jared on a down spiral from which he can only recover with the help of his new Dom. Jensen’s got his task cut out for him; two years of hard work nearly flushed down the drain because of one chance meeting.

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    7x15 Repo Man
    “He’s not leaving,” Sam says; voice low and sleepy, and full of pain.
    Warning: Blood (self-harm)

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    ATTENTION: This story is on hiatus, but I promise I will finish it before 2017 is out.

    This is the final chapter in the New Road series. It has been seven years since Sam and Dean gave up the hunt. They have found peace in a quiet life in small town Vermont. But what happens when one of their new chosen family is threatened?

    Remember this series starts after the episode "Yellow Fever" (Season 4, ep. 6), because everything that happens after makes my heart hurt and I wanted these boys to have a life and not end up at Stull Cemetery. That episode still makes me cry all these years later. I started writing this experiment in AU shortly after season 6 began and it has been building until now, with a noticeable lag in between chapters and stories. I'm pretty sure I'm finally up to finishing this and putting the New Road series to rest. I just want to say, I thought of bringing Metatron in first and mine was far cooler and less murdery than the one that appeared in the actual series. Yay me.

    Warnings are for later chapters. No worries, our boys are the good guys.

    Thanks for reading!

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