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  1. 56

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    The five seconds before Dean's fully awake are the best moments of his day. In that quiet space between sleep and wakefulness, when dreams are still clinging to the edges of his mind and all he feels is the soft mattress and the warm sheets, he can pretend that everything is fine. That when he opens his eyes and stretches himself awake—joints popping, bones cracking—there'll be someone waiting for him in the kitchen with a hot cup of coffee and an off-center smile.

    It's only five seconds. A handful of heartbeats. One painful inhalation and exhale. The blink of grit from his eyes.

    Not nearly enough time before it hits him all over again.

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  2. 23

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    My hands, Castiel thinks, imagines, envisions, begs, prays. I could put my hands inside of him and be satisfied.

    (Stands alone!)

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  3. 11

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    With a baby now living in the bunker, Dean gets the opportunity to catch up on years of touch starvation. The wiggly Nephilim is just the remedy for the hunter and he intends to raise Jack as his own by Castiel and Sam's sides. Things start to get interesting, however, when the baby starts to mimic one of his father's mannerisms and Dean's shoulder gets some extra attention.

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    just a little something i wrote while i was having some feelings about dean with babies. a baby would have fixed him

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    Cas exhales and looks away, pensive. 

    "Cas. I can't read your mind." 

    "Do you think the bunker's a good place to raise a child?" 

    Oh.

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  6. 94

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    The thing is, Dean is an idiot. That’s not news and he’s made his peace with that, but sometimes things would just be easier if he wasn’t. This right here, for example, wouldn’t be happening. But if there’s one thing Dean just can’t do, it’s talking about his feelings. So, he’s being an idiot. Sue him. If anything, this is on Cas, because if he follows the thread of events that lead to this, Cas fucking started it.
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    Or, the one where Dean rather locks himself in Baby’s trunk than confront his feelings.

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    Castiel wakes up one day to Dean having planned a full road trip for them, quickly realizing it's more of a trip down memory lane and leading to a surprise.

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    Dean nearly put The Rain Song on the mixtape. It was his mother’s favorite song, but it was a song that his father would always skip over whenever he would play the old Houses of the Holy cassette tape. When he made the tape for Cas, he didn’t know what he was trying to say.

     

    (Dean and Jack get Cas back from The Empty, and make amends in the process.)

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  9. 87

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    “So,” Dean says into the strange and uncomfortable silence of not talking to himself. “Any other requests? Watch you shoot our baby brother’s walking corpse, then go and tell Michael to climb on in and zip me up. Anything else? Milk? Eggs?”

    “No,” his future self snaps. “Just stay out of the way. I know how fucking dumb you are. We destroyed the world, all right? We damned an angel. Now go take a nap in his orgy pit, I’m busy.”

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  10. 18

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    Castiel knows. He's known for years. But he also knows Dean, and what Dean will and won't allow himself to have, or be. So he made himself content with what they could have, and told himself it was enough.

    And it was. Until it wasn't.

    Funny, the revelations visited upon you when it's movie night and the room is dark and the love of your life is only inches away.

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    How long has it been? Twenty minutes? A hundred years? Castiel isn’t sure. He shifts, closes all one hundred and thirty-two of his eyes. He pokes at the warm thing, but it is like it is part of him. Castiel thinks of Sam--the least painful person to think of--and wonders what he would do if he were in this situation. Perhaps Castiel should pick up his vessel and try to find someone to talk to, or find the Shadow and ask it to put him to sleep, but he’s not sure what the point is. Either someone will find him, or they won’t. He has eternity--what’s a little bit of being awake?

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    Castiel thought about the things he knew were true. First, he was in love with Dean, had loved him for years. Second, Dean didn’t return his feelings. Dean couldn’t return his feelings. Castiel knew that Dean loved him, of course, but Dean loved him like a brother, like family. Third, Dean treated hunting as a calling. He’d told Castiel before that he knew he’d die on a hunt someday as though that was his destiny. Hunting wasn’t something Dean would readily give up.

    Yet it was clear that Dean also loved Jack. He’d stepped up and acted as Jack’s father without anyone asking him to and it was a role he was well-suited to. And Castiel had found his thoughts wandering back to that one afternoon he still wished he could change, to watching Dean rake leaves in the yard of a suburban house as though there was nowhere else in the world he’d rather be.

    It was that memory that had led Castiel to carefully say, “Dean, if you wanted to, you could live with Jack and I.”

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    This fic is a baby!Jack au with Cas and Dean coparenting a child while pointedly avoiding admitting their feelings for each other! There's a lot of domestic fluff, a little bit of angst, and even a ghost hunt thrown in for some fun (and plot).

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    Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.

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    The first time she meets him, he's nothing more than an almost-missed appointment. 

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    Dean is silent for a long, tense moment, then he gruffly says, "It's not for banishing the angels. It's to summon them. So, it doesn't—it's not to get rid of 'em, but to draw 'em in." 

    Mitzi can't help but glance up at him at that. His voice is so heavy with so much unexplained pain, and she doesn't understand why, or what angels have to do with it. She knows religion can impact people. She's very aware that it can get complicated, and that it can be a huge source of pain for someone, but Dean sounds grievously wronged, somehow, as if it's a truly personal thing. 

    She pushes through, focusing back on her job, clearing her throat before murmuring, "Well, I guess we all want angels to visit us sometimes." 

    "Just the one," Dean mumbles. 

    "Your guardian angel?" Mitzi asks. 

    Dean breathes out, "Something like that. As close to one as an angel will ever get." 

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    Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.

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    Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."

    "What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."

    "Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."

    "Easier said than done."

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    Dean Winchester and Castiel retire from hunting to raise baby Jack. Dean struggles to allow himself the things he truly wants.

    Jack is two, Castiel and Dean are idiots, and Sam's gotta solve everyone's problems.

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    Sam speaks the language of Dean Winchester better than anyone he knows, he's not sure what to do now that he can't understand.

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  18. 34

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    One year after they defeated Chuck, Dean and Sam's life has become somewhat normal. Somewhat. Until, one day, out of the blue, after a year of no contact, Jack shows up at the bunker.

    Or,

    Jack takes back the childhood he lost, Dean has some feelings to examine, Sam has decisions to make, and Castiel is just trying to be useful to everyone.

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    Jack brings home a school friend to work on a science fair project.

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    Dean and Cas, a long stretch of highway, and 36 questions empirically designed to make two people fall in love.

    As if they weren't already.

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