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He knew he had never been anyone’s number one and he was fine with it, he knew it already. So he lets himself be fucked by Derek after his honeymoon in Paris.
He knew he was always going to be there for him, a warm body, which needed to be used by the man he loved.
It sounded crazy to most people, but not to him, he was used to it, it had been 3 years already and he knew being number one was not something he will ever be.