Chapter 1: Life Goes On
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Going To The Gathering
Methos was in class when he felt Duncan MacLeod of the Clan MacLeod die. The connection made by their shared quickening so many years before twisted inside of him as bits returned to him and other bits left forever. For an instant he could almost feel some other immortal at the other end of the connection, but then it was gone. Mac was gone. Methos closed his eyes and allowed himself a moment of grief but no more. Mac’s death was hardly a surprise.
The Gathering was taking place only a couple of miles away and Methos was, as far as he knew, the last of the hold outs. He was the last immortal to maintain control of the bloodlust and prevent himself from going on a rampage against either mortals or other immortals. The last of the immortals to still hide himself in the role of a mortal, and a harmless mortal at that. It was difficult, certainly, but he thought he could have maintained control indefinitely if one of his few friends had been the one to win the Gathering.
None of them would, though.
Mac had been the last of his immortal friends to still be in The Game as of the morning news.
Now, there wasn’t much point in holding out.
He would go to the Gathering Arena this afternoon, after class let out.
None of the students had even noticed his brief loss of attention. As the Gathering madness increased, he’d arranged the class schedule to allow him to lecture as little as possible. The students were taking turns presenting and Methos had set a strict grading metric for himself so that he could maintain a fair grading practice despite raising levels of anger and frustration and violent desires.
“Hey everybody, before I start my presentation, it’s my pleasure to announce that that sanctimonious prick MacLeod is finally a head shorter!” Robert was a jock and the class clown and he got the reaction from the students that he wanted: a mixture of awed approval and appalled disapproval at his statement.
“STOP.” Robert had no way of predicting Methos’ reaction. The command that froze the entire room of undergrads was aimed as much at himself as at the students. He forced himself to release the throwing knife in his hand.
“Robert, leave the room. You’ll present to one of the TAs at a later date.”
“Come on, Professor, I was paying attention, I was just watching the news scroll.” The idiot boy thought Methos was mad that he had been watching the news in class.
“Stop talking.” Methos spoke very softly but his voice carried. “Right now.”
Robert finally shut up. He must have seen something on Methos’ face and finally realized that he’d gone a great deal too far.
He was just a stupid little college student who didn’t even think about those men and women in the arena as real people with friends and family to mourn them. He thought he knew MacLeod from the press conferences the man had given over the years. He thought he knew what cynicism was and thought that look down on idealists as being naïve somehow made him more grown up. He knew nothing about what it took to maintain ideals against the ongoing ravages of time.
Ever since Immortals and The Game had become public knowledge, philosophers and psychologists, historians and sociologists, had tried to understand the effects of immortality and repeated mortal combat on immortals. Some of them seemed to actually understand, but most of them didn’t. And this idiot boy had never even made the attempt.
It didn’t mean he deserved to die.
“Angela,” he addressed one of his TAs, “escort Robert out and schedule a time later in the week to hear his presentation.”
“Yes, sir.” Angela was smart and self-aware. She knew something was dangerously wrong.
The rest of the class were still mostly frozen in shock. He hoped they stayed that way for at least a few more minutes, to allow him to get his control back.
Yes, Mac was dead. Amanda and Lee and Seraph and Akbar and Jain were all dead, too. There was no reason, anymore, to not go to the Arena and fight, but he still had his students in front of him, and his job as a professor and his life as just a guy. He needed to maintain control for just a bit longer.
“Phone Service.” He triggered the classroom’s phone line without moving. “Call for 9-1-1 emergency.”
“Professor, what’s wrong?”
“What?”
“I don’t understand.”
They babbled and Methos ignored them.
“This is Cathy at 9-1-1. What is the nature of your emergency?” She had a calm voice and sounded capable as a good emergency operator should.
“Hello, Cathy. I’m Professor Pierce Matthews. I need you to send an armed escort to my location to take me to the Gathering Arena.”
“Sir, armed escorts of that nature were for armed and dangerous immortals who needed help getting to the Arena before they killed someone. They are not for academic purposes.”
“I know that. I am telling you now, I am an armed immortal, I’m in the middle of teaching a session of undergraduate linguistics and I just had to stop myself from killing one of my students. I need an escort.”
“An escort is on the way, they should be there in five minutes. Please stay on the line with me until they arrive.”
“I’ll keep the line open. I’m going to continue the class, but you should be able to hear what is happening.”
“Sir, I should warn you that you will be charged with criminal counts of fraud if you are not actually immortal. And all known immortals are already at the Arena.”
Methos ignored the warning. It hardly applied to him, after all.
“Okay, the we only have one more presentation to get through. I’m sorry you have to present under these circumstances, but it’s a useful experience anyway. So get to it.”
“Sir…” Tanya could barely get her voice above a whisper.
Methos forced himself to sigh, relax, and sit back in his chair again. “Don’t say anything celebratory about the deaths of my friends and we should be good. Proceed.”
At least Tanya had had extensive notes. Her presentation consisted of her reading from them since she was distracted the entire time. In part by the armed guard who came rushing through the door half-way through.
He waived to Tanya to continue, but stood at their wary approach. He removed his jacket and handed it to the first man, allowing him to take possession of his sword for the time being. He handed over his gun and his knives and allowed the guard to place themselves around him, half of them focusing inward, prepared to shoot him if he attacked anyway, the other half facing outward, prepared to repel any aggressive actions.
They would get him to the Arena and would return his bladed weapons at the entrance. If he lost control now, they would simply shoot him and take his body to the Arena. It was, reassuring to have a safety net in place for once.
“Okay class. Your reading for next week is listed on the syllabus and I will not be attending office hours tomorrow. I’ll see you in class next week.”
They likely doubted him, but he would be there. There was no one left in the world to whom he was willing to give his Quickening and there was no reason anymore to hold back in fighting.
He had lived, and everything that didn’t kill him had made him stronger, and now it was another day and time to fight.
He nodded at his guards. “Please take me to the Gathering.”
Getting on with it…
The students had actually shown up to class. Observing them through the window in the door, Methos was impressed. Admittedly, they seemed to have mostly decided that this was a great time an place to meet up to gossip about how the Gathering had gone down.
By the time that the Gathering had actually come to a head (as it were), there had been no way to hide it. After all, not only were methods of surveillance at an unprecedented level of technology but a lot of the immortals who were involved were smart, rich, in positions of authority, and couldn’t be killed without drawing a lot of attention.
There had been a flurry of legislation, but the issues worked out to be that Immortals had essentially a religious calling to participate in mortal combat. Preventing them from dong so would be impossible, so it might as well be made legal. As long as the Immortals involved were both consenting adults and made sure to compete in special arenas where no bystanders (or expensive electronic equipment) were in danger, then the Game was allowed to proceed.
One of the defining features of the Gathering, turned out to be that all the Immortals were consenting. Methos had been a lone hold out for a while, having had plenty of experience suppressing his own bloodlust, but eventually he, too, made his way to the Gathering arena and entered the final battle. He’d been fresh and relaxed when he finally showed up, the last of the Immortals to go public.
Those last days had been a horror, challenge after challenge, but by the time Methos had arrived, most of the other immortals were already dead. He’d fought in the final three days and won every challenge.
It was all done and he didn’t even have to miss a class.
He smirked and then stepped through the door.
“Okay, class, I hope you did your reading, because I’m grading the discussion today. Someone, what can you tell me about pidgins versus creoles?”
The chatter came to an abrupt halt.
“Uh, sir!”
“Yes, Stephen?”
“What are you doing here?”
Methos raised an eyebrow. “I teach this class, as you might recall.”
“But, but you just won The Game! Shouldn’t you be… uh.”
Methos let him stutter for a bit before offering: “Ruling the world?”
“Something other than teaching a college linguistics class?”
“I just fought for my life and my right to live a regular life. I think I’ll get on with living my regular life.”
“But, don’t you need time to recover, at least?”
“Kid, I’m immortal. I’ve been fighting and killing for a very long time, and the one lesson I’ve learned, is that when it’s over, it’s over, and time to get on with living. So, creoles and pidgins. Yes, Rachel?”
“Well, creoles are….”
Chapter 2: Lust and Bloodlust
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The Gathering had happened a thousand years ago and Mac still dreamed of seeing Methos. He would see the man’s face out of the corner of his eye.
He felt like the flying Dutchman, traveling around the globe searching for Methos and finding him nowhere.
He didn’t even know what he would do if he found him again somehow, somewhere.
When the Gathering had finally happened, when the call to fight was too strong to ignore, and immortals from around the world had been drawn to the one place and time, they had fought back to back.
The dry dirt beneath their feet had been churned to mud with the blood of the fallen, and Quickenings had created a steady haze of fog and static in the air. Half a thousand immortals had become a hundred immortals.
A hundred immortals had become a dozen.
And finally a dozen immortals had become two.
This wasn’t how it was supposed to happen.
MacLeod had hoped that back-to-back, he and Methos would never see each other, never challenge the other no matter how insane with bloodlust the Gathering made them. And, he had thought, that back-to-back neither would need to see when the other was finally cut down.
He had been right about the first part. But for the second…
What they hadn’t considered what it would mean to fight as shield mates do. At least, Mac thought, he hadn’t thought of it. Back to back they guarded each other. No other immortal on the field of battle had a shield mate to protect them. It made sense that they would win. They alone who had safety at their backs.
That they would be the last two immortals in a mud pit of blood and bodies, and the Gathering still calling to them. To fight. To kill.
He leaned back against Methos, and Methos leaned back against him.
Mac was so very tired and yet his nerved jangled with the desire to attack, to kill. To take this one last quickening and be complete.
He could practically taste Methos’ quickening.
He hungered for it.
He couldn’t help the laugh that racked his body.
“I could use a joke about now, Mac.” Methos spoke without moving from where he was resting his back against Mac’s.
“I was thinking about how I’ve wanted you since the first day I saw you. But I've never wanted to want you like this.”
Methos’ laughter was silent but Mac could feel it. Most immortals reveled in black humor. How else could they stay sane?
They stood their in silence in the field.
Mac thought about his choices here. He would never forgive himself if he killed Methos. Not now, not like this. He would find his own death soon enough afterwards if he did it. But Methos: Methos said he hadn’t felt guilt since the eleventh century. No matter how many protestations of love the old man had given to Mac, no matter how much Mac believed them, he knew that Methos would be able to survive killing him in a way that Mac wouldn’t be able to survive killing Methos.
But he also knew that Methos wouldn’t do it. Not of his own volition. So the question became, did Mac have the control to do to Methos what Connor had done to him so long ago? Could Mac, in the heat of this final Gathering, set himself up to die?
“I can hear you thinking, you know.”
“Hmm?” Mac thought that maybe Methos was thinking the same thing. It might be the most ludicrous battle to the death ever, with both sides trying to die despite an overwhelming desire to kill.
“You think we can choose who lives and who dies. That one of us could pull that final blow and allow the other to win.”
“No, I wasn’t.” The lie was automatic. He couldn’t help it.
Methos laughed his quiet laugh again.
“Oh Mac, that was awful.”
“Hmph.”
And then Methos was serious again. “But we can’t. I’ve tried before, when I left the horsemen. I tried dying in Challenges. I tried again and again, but part of being a good fighter is training your body to move faster than your mind. Any fight between us will be real.”
It rang true. He wondered if Methos was trying to convince him to lay down his sword. Then he wondered why he hadn’t thought of that before. Just lay it down and look Methos in the face one last time. The force of the Gathering wouldn’t let him not behead him.
If this was the old man’s manipulation, then it worked.
Mac had to peel his fingers off his sword one by one, but it finally fell to the ground. He rolled to one side so that they stood side to side and his back was to his own sword. He looked at Methos and Methos looked back.
He could see his death in those eyes. As much as he desired this fight and this kill, he could forsake it long enough to force Methos to win it.
“You boy scout. You utterly charmingly idiotic, suicidal boy scout. Do you want to know what else I learned from being Death?”
“What’s that?” Mac locked his legs to prevent himself from flinging himself at his sword.
Methos smiled. “How to run from my own bloodlust.”
And he took off running.
Chapter 3: Every Autumn
Summary:
The Gathering happened every Autumn
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Long, long before electricity, before dynamite, before gunpowder, there were quickenings.
It was not long at all after fire was first discovered, people found those quickenings. Some people had quickenings and some people didn't (and you really, really didn't want to be mistaken for someone who did when you were someone who didn't.)
But quickenings were useful.
One side effect was immortality for the vessel, sure, but that wasn't the point. The point was fire.
A quickening holder could scrape his hand to get at the quickening and then light tinder.
And, in the way of people, they experimented and discovered all sorts of useful things. Long before electricity, people discovered electrocution. A quickening holder went into a river and cut himself up to get the quickening to come out and the quickening would electrocute all the fish in the surrounding water.
It was a harvest.
Every fall, when it came time to gather supplies for the winter, a quickening was the first thing a village hoped to gather.
All the villages wanted to have a quickening, so there were a couple of fights around the basic rule that said that each village was only allowed to have one. They could travel during the spring and summer, sure, but since there really weren't enough quickenings to go around, for the Gathering time, at least, there could be only one per village.
Methos tries not to think of the general idiocy of it all every time he uses an electrical socket.
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