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Ever wonder what would have happened if Spike hadn't lost the Gem of Amarra to Buffy? If he'd won that fight instead? Warning, this story starts out very dark. Evil vampire, after all.
WINNER at the SunnyD Awards Round 27 for Best Angst, RUNNER UP for Best NC-17 and Best Conventional Pairing. THANK YOU to all who voted!