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Derek knows that look in his uncle’s eyes. It’s the same needy look uncle Peter used to give Derek before he got too big to play with. Now Uncle Peter is looking at the new kid whose uniform doesn’t quite sit right on his body. All Stiles wanted to do was play baseball, but there is something really weird about Coach Pete.
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When Stiles first sees him it’s like the world stops. Just for a moment, everything stills, becomes silent and all he can hear is the beating of his heart, the thump-thump-thump underneath his chest cage, rattling the bones. He can’t breathe and judging from the look on Derek’s face he too is suffocating.
“Do you really want to play? I know you love watching the games with your dad, but do you actually want to play?”
“I want to pitch like Tom Seaver,” he says. “It’s just. What if I suck?”
“You’re so small,” he says, breathlessly, pressing fingers into the knobs of Stiles’ spine. “Why are you shaking?”
“Let’s talk about it shall we? Heya Derek old friend, old pal, remember that time your uncle made me give you a blowjob when I was in the third grade or hey, remember that time you fu-”
They don’t speak again until the end of the summer, four weeks after baseball camp is over and the Hale mansion has long burnt to the ground.
But Stiles just wants things to get better. He wants to be better.
Maybe, one day, someday, things will be better.
Maybe once they kill Peter everything will be okay.
And Stiles is in no condition to fix anything, but god damn it he will try. So he reaches up, pulls Derek close, body flushed and kisses him like the world is ending.
In this room Sheriff Stilinski is just dad. He pulls his son close to him. “There’s nothing you can do to me to make me mad at you. Okay, yeah…you can piss me off,” he smiles and looks a little bit younger. “But whatever it is son, you’ll be okay. We will be okay, I promise. Tell me what’s going on?”
When the wolf wants to come out I let him play. I can’t help it. He get’s hungry.
He closes his eyes and tries to force himself to relax, to breathe in calmly and for the beats of his heart to steady. It’s just that there’s something about the shadows that always leaves Stiles uneasy because he starts to think. He starts to remember.
They will have good things; they will have a good life. These are things they are building. It’s always darkest before the dawn so you’re just that much more thankful for the sunny radiance of morning.
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god. this just cut me into a million pieces and even though the ending was kind of happy i still felt like i'd been put together all wrong. i don't know if it was conscious, but there are quite a few mysterious skin references.