The first time they kiss - their only kiss so far, and probably the only one they’ll ever share - is nothing like Jensen expects it to be. At all.
It’s the most accidental of kisses, and to be truthful, Jensen isn’t even sure it counts as a real kiss, much to his disappointment. He’ll take what he can get though, knows that asking for anything more will ruin their friendship forever.
Everyone knows Jared is straight, isn’t even bi-curious in the slightest. Even though he says he’ll do anything for him, Jensen knows this is the one thing he can’t give.