Kamenashi stares out the window in front of him. He could clearly see the stress and the black bags couldn’t go unnoticed. He sighed as he gripped the sink, his fist curling around the porcelain, how dared he call him, after everything that had happen? How he had left (him), not only him but the band behind and deserted, in the brink of collapsing it was his strength his stubbornness that won KAT-TUN over again, his fight to bring the five members to the top once again, with determination and him taking over a field in the fort. The rest of the members stood by but supported him none other than less, letting Kame be Kamenashi Kazuya the one who brought KAT-TUN their spirits back.
He slammed the fist in the sink as he ignored the vibration of his phone ringing on his bed.
Just shut up, Jin, just shut up.
Kame pushed himself away from the porcelain, stalked over to the hotel bed and wrapped his fingers around his phone feeling the vibrations against his creamy white skin.
How dare you call?
He saw the name flashing on screen.
He jumped at the sudden knock on his door.
“Kame, Kame-chan, we need to leave.”
Kamenashi swallows, turning his phone to silent mode as he strode towards the door.
“Yea, I’m done, see you in the lobby.” He calls out, hopping his voice didn't sound so tired.
Screw you, Jin, this isn’t just about you!
“No, Kazu it’s over!” Jin yelled at him as he pulled a bag pack across his shoulder, holding a plane ticket in his hand, looking with a dead cold look at Kame.
“Jin, I know how hard this must be for you, but don’t give up!” Kame yelled back in a desperate plea as he reached after Jin’s arm, his hand closing around a wrist that snapped his attempt away as cold dead eyes met his.
“You do really? It’s my choice after all!” Jin spitted the crueler words into his lovers face well, Ex-lover.
“You could have told me, this isn’t all about you, what about us and what about KAT-TUN?”
“Look I’ll never stop caring about you guys, I love you, but Kazu this won’t work….”
“Isn’t our love that strong to be worth fighting over?” Kame yelled back, angry, distressed and most of all betrayed.
“I’m sorry, but I won’t be able to live without you by my side, you belong here, I belong somewhere else that isn’t here. We belong in two completely different worlds and a road that splits up without a crossing.” Jin whispers as he tries to contain his slightly of edge voice.
“You do love me do you?”
“I love you, but I love you enough to let you go…”
“We live in two different worlds Kazuya, let me fallow my path of the bargain and you will fallow yours, never stop dreaming and never stop fating for KAT-TUN.”
Those were the last words Kazuya had heard from the man. His heart was slowly healing again, replaced with a new love in his life. His lover couldn’t see Kazuya guilt stricken after everything and his effort to keep KAT-TUN on the top, his lover had fallen for his strength his ambition and most of all his spirit.
Kamenashi met his band mates at the hotel lobby and Koki brushed his cheek looking guilty when he saw those tired eyes but Kame greets him with a warm smile.
“I sleep on the plane I promise.”
Koki nods as their managers protected them from curious screaming fan girls into their vehicle as with a last look they saw the buildings of Taipei disappearing from their sight as they headed towards the airport for departure home, well as much home counted but also their last concert in Osaka.
Osaka which a part laid that was Kame’s home. His heart made a joyful jump as a warm feeling spread inside his very core.
“I’ll be home soon.”
And those were the words he sends to a certain number.
Arriving at the next hotel, but at a familiar ground, they were back in Japan but yet far away from home, but they could kiss Japanese ground once again. This time Kazuya dragged Nakamaru along with him and the older didn’t protest as it seemed like he wanted to share his room with the older. Nakamaru just giggled how fortunate he was and the other members didn’t even react to blink as the oldest member was dragged along with a smug looking turtle, they just shrug their shoulders and Koki decide to have a bit of alone time for once.
“Kame, was wrong?” Nakamaru asked as the door closed behind them and put his luggage in order and his bag on one of the beds.
“He keeps ringing and he doesn’t give up!” Kame grumbles as he slumber downs defeated in the bed, he needed to talk to someone before he has a nervous breakdown, he just want to try to focus on the upcoming concert, but a certain Akanishi just won’t let him.
“Answer the phone and talk to him. You can’t run forever…”
Kazuya blinks, Yuichi gave him a local reason.
“Get that chapter close, so you can let yourself free, Nishikido deserves that.” Nakamaru tells him softly on his opinion.
“I thought our chapter closed when he left…” Kame swallows.
“It obvious didn’t when he called once again.”
His phones rings, that familiar ring tone filled the room and Nakamaru knew who called when he got hold on those letters and he patted the turtles shoulder.
“Get that chapter closed, so another one can begin.”
Kame answers as he saw the door close, but his face was pensive, his look cold.
Kame closed his eyes his body froze.
“You could have told me that earlier…”
“Yea I’ve heard about your newest relationship….”
Kame chuckled into the receiver as he stood up, walking over to the window of the hotel and leaning against it as he saw cars, people walking pass the street, the sun was on the way down.
“Well you’re his best friend, if you still are…” Kame said a bit skeptical.
“Sure we’re, but he can’t forgive me for what I did and I accept that.” Jin mutters at the other end.
“I wouldn’t neither, if I where him….”
“Thank you I guess.”
“Then you’re welcome.” Kame smiled slightly.
“I told you I am letting you go and I mean that, good luck with Ryo-chan, he’s a wonderful man.”
“Yes, yes he is…”
Jin could hear the happiness in Kame’s voice.
“I am glad you choose him…”
“Thank you…” Kame felt like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders as he started at the rising moon over the buildings.
“Well good luck with your concert, kick off and show that you’re still KAT-TUN.”
“Show the world that you’re Bakanishi Jin…”
“Oi…” But Jin chuckles.
“I guess I deserve that one.”
“Get some sleep and tell Ryo-chan, hi from the Bakanishi across the sea.”
The tone went dead and Kame just started his phone, Jin was giving him their approval, which meant that Jin let him go, let him be free to spread his wings.
Kame smiled as he met the moon over the buildings as he heard the door opening as he turns his gaze meeting two dorks at the entrance of the hotel room.
“Are you joining us for dinner?”
Kazuya nods with a smile as he felt a new hope glowing inside and he could face the concert head on with a new spark.
Their AD helped them found a quiet restaurant two blocks away from the hotel as they got their own little booze away from curious eyes.
They ordered Yakiniku, Sukiyaki and Sushi and there was even a bowel of Ramen placed out and Kame knew that no one had placed an order on that dish. He looked at his band mates that didn’t try to keep their smug look from their faces.
“That bowel is for me…” And a smirk was placed on that face as he walked through the door as he closed it again and his eyes met Kame’s.
Kame smiled back as he chuckles as Ryo cross those last steps as he gives Kame’s cheek a kiss and moved to the lips, brushing slightly against those soft lips as managed to scoot him down beside the youngest member in the band.
“Sorry, Kame but we couldn’t just….” Koki grins as he raised his glass in a silent cheer and took a clunk of the ice cold water.
Kame smiled softly as he felt an arm go around his waist as a body slowly curls around his side and he saw that satisfied grin on Ryo’s face as he brushed another kiss at Kazuya’s temple.
“Tadaima.” Kame said feeling the warmth spread inside his core letting Ryo lean on him, remind himself that Ryo had pulled the strings when everything seemed to get downwards when he was on the point of no return, Ryo had saved him. He felt lips returning him to the present and he smiled into the kiss as he kissed back.
“Cheer at the lovely dovely couple…”
Kame flushed red a bit and thanks to Ueda that was seating beside him he couldn’t reach over and smack Koki over the head.
“See who has Kame all wrap around his little finger…”
“I wonder if something was in that water….” Nakamaru sniggers.
Kame let Ryo rest his head on his shoulders at the Ramen got forgotten but Kame felt like eating for once his Yakiniku wasn’t abandon as he attempt to eat it snigger at his lazy as to boyfriend as he fed him a piece of meat which Ryo accepted with a satisfied grin.
“I’m jealous…” Koki whined in the corner, trying to look like a kicked puppy.
Kame gave a heartily chuckle.
“Then go charm someone with your good looks and trance them in a spell with your rapping…” Kame advices as he throws Koki a teasing smirk.
“Easy for you to say, Kame-chan…” Koki chuckled.
Kame rolled his eyes as he shovels another piece of meat into his mouth.
Ryo chuckles as he gets a message, it was from the rest of the Kanjani members and Kame glance at the message.
“Heads up guys the kansai guys are coming.”
Koki grumbles as he resumes his nursing on a meat piece and Kame rolled his eyes pecking Ryo’s cheek.
“Thank you for loving me…”
Ryo nuzzled down as he grins.
“Don’t tell me you’re butting into our concert.”
Ryo smirked but it was hidden in the nape of Kame’s throat.
Koki chuckled at the couple throwing an empty bottle of water that hits Ryo in the back of the head.
“Get a room you two…”
Kame rolls his eyes.
“And what’re we gonna tell my dear band mates?” Ryo chuckled
“That a turtle kidnapped you…”
“But turtles are too slow for doing any kind of kidnapping…” Nakamaru chuckled.
“Oh, just watch me….” Kame grins as his hand clasp around Ryo pulling him alone towards the back door as he turns around giving the rest of the band mates a wink with a teasing smile as they walked out to the chilly night.
Koki chuckled, apparently one of them had to pay two bills, if not they could bribe the other Kanjani members into it.
Kanjani members stepped in, blinking at the loss of two missing persons.
“Don’t worry a turtle snag him away, I assure you he will leave him in one piece when he’s through with him…” Koki giggled.
Yasuda Shota chuckles as he took a seat beside Ueda greeting him with a polite smile.
“Well none surprise there, they haven’t seen each other since you decided to have an Asian tour…”
Murakami also joined in as he took a seat, everyone fallows as they squeezed together around the table, giggling as they pumped into each other when they indirect closer to each other.
Yasuda waved a waitress over, ordering her to clean up as they order in new food as he gave a polite bow and the waitress bows back as he walked away.
“So how’s Kame been?” Yasuda asks, regardless everything.
“Tired, but being his cheerful self, thank god.”
“He closed his chapter with Jin, once and for all.” Koki smiled.
Nakamaru smiled and nods.
“So he’s one hundred official Ryo-chan’s…” Koki giggles.
“If I knew he didn’t drink water, I could believe he was drunk….” Maruyama sniggers at the KAT-TUN’s rapper as the rest of the Kanjani members laughs.
“I’m not drunk…” Koki whined.
“No just acting like a kicked puppy….” Nakamaru sniggers.
“Don’t worry even if Kame-chan has fallen over a kansai boy, he’s still our turtle.” Nakamaru reminds Koki as he pat him on the shoulder showing his moral support.
Kame stretch along Ryo’s body, feeling the slightly tingle of pain in his lower region, but he didn’t care, he had missed his sarcastic boyfriend that could be so sweet, loving and giving.
He nuzzled closer against a throat were he felt the thumping of a beating heart.
“You’re strong Kame; do never give up a fight…”
He remembers those words from Nishikido Ryo, when he was on the brink on a mental break down, Ryo was there like a shining night in armor and he fell, he never though he would fall in love again when Jin had walked away with his heart and a bleeding wound in his chest, but Jin had returned his heart to let him give it to someone else, which he had and that person was lying here spooned against him. He felt a tender kiss on his forehead.
Kame nods lazy.
Ryo noticed that faraway look in those eyes and he sighs as he tighten his old around the distress turtled.
“I closed my chapter with a certain Bakanishi…”
Ryo closed his eyes, feeling a relief flood over him.
“So which mean…”
“I’m official yours, even if you stole my heart a long time ago…” Kame let’s his finger lazily dance over naked skin right above Ryo’s heart feeling the tingle of shiver against his skin.
Their eyes met and Ryo leans down stealing a tender kiss from those thin lips as he flipped Kame along his body his palms danced over a naked back as he heard a silent moan against his lips and a playful smirk crossed Ryo’s lips.
“And you my dear turtle stole my heart at some point in all this mist…”
Kame chuckle as he cares Ryo’s hair through his stubby fingers leaning down again pecking the lips.
“I was told to give you a message from Jin…”
“Bakanishi, he will always be my friend, but I’ll never forgive him for what he did too you…”
Ryo saw Kame’s eyes sadden.
“Well you should, if he didn’t leave me, you wouldn’t have-“
“Kame, Jin still loves you, I doubt he will never stop loving you, its Jin’s damn pride that won’t let that go, but he set you free and that mean something.”
“The approval of our relationship…”
“Yes exactly…” Ryo smiled as he pecked at Kame’s lips once more.
“He hurt you Kame and for that I’ll never forgive him for it, even if that lead me on this path.”
“Then I’m glad that road led to me…” Kame’s eyes were full of love and a spirit that Ryo hopped would never burn out. He reached out his fingers to cares Kame’s face.
“And I’ll fallow you on that path.”
Kame smiled heartily as he leans down catching those lips in a tender passionate kiss as palms wander to forbidden areas and their giggles turns to silent moans as Ryo flipped a turtle over as legs tangles underneath the heavy duvet.
Kamenashi Kazuya was free to love the man he wanted.
The man who had stolen his heart.
The man that brought him up when everything seemed pointless.
The man who gave him his heart.
Even if Jin makes a song, called season's singing how much the older missed him.
But Ryo had his heart.