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Dear My Future Lover

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Dear My future lover,

I've had enough.

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Dear my future lover,

I don't know what to do anymore...

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Dear my future lover,

My girlfriend left me

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Dear my future lover,

She said I didn't love her as much as she loved me. She repeatedly told me that I didn't know how to love

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Dear my future lover,

I'm starting to believe that she was right..

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Dear my future lover,

But I guess she was wrong if I'm in love with whoever is reading this right now.

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Dear my future lover,

I'm at a low point right now, and I don't know what to do.

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Dear my future lover,

I really don't want to go to uni because I don't want to do law

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Dear my future lover,

But what am I doing? Law

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Dear my future lover,

I'm helpless.

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Dear my future lover,

I don't have love, I'm all alone, and I have my future planned out but I don't want to do any of it

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Dear my future lover,

Maybe if I take my mind off the bad things the good things will over power it.

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Dear my future lover,

My laptop is open.

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Dear my future lover,

Maybe I'll take my mind of the bad things if I watch a couple videos

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Dear my future lover,

Woah.

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Dear my future lover,

AmazingPhil.

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Dear my future lover,

His videos were funny

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Dear my future lover,

He was really cute.

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Dear my future lover,

I might have watched more than 10 videos in the past hour.

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Dear my future lover,

I followed him on twitter

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Dear my future lover,

He was perfect.

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Dear my future lover,

I tweeted him.

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Dear my future lover,

He answered back.

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Dear my future lover,

He followed me on twitter.

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Dear my future lover,

We started talking.

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Dear my future lover,

He became the light in my darkness

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Dear my future lover,

We skyped for the first time.

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Dear my future lover,

There was a lot of blushing.

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Dear my future lover,

He asked my to come meet him in Manchester.

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Dear my future lover,

I said yes.

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Dear my future lover,

It's now October

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Dear my future lover,

I'm on the train.

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Dear my future lover,

I can see him

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Dear my future lover,

He looks so amazing

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Dear my future lover,

His hugs are so warm.

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Dear my future lover,

He smells nice.

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Dear my future lover.

We are hanging out around town now.

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Dear my future lover,

We are now at his house

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Dear my future lover,

I'm staying over for the weekend

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Dear my future lover,

He looks so perfect when he sleeps... is that weird

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Dear my future lover,

I'm starting uni soon.

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Dear my future lover,

I'm kind of excited because I get to be closer to Phil but I don't want to go

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Dear my future lover,

Uni is actually really hard.

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Dear my future lover,

Phil is helping me though

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Dear my future lover,

I'm moving in with Phil

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Dear my future lover,

I don't know how I feel about Phil

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Dear my future lover,

He makes me so happy

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Dear my future lover,

Is this what love feels like?

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Dear my future lover......

Do I love Phil... Is Phil my future lover?

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Oh... Well then.....

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Dear Phil,

You're perfect.

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Dear Phil,

The way your smile brightens the room makes me giggle

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Dear Phil,

I love how you say you will always be my best friend. It makes me feel secure

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Dear Phil,

I love you.

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Dear Phil,

You probably don't love me back.

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Dear Phil,

I'm just your best friend. Nothing more...

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Dear Phil,

Why would you want to date someone like me?

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Dear Phil,

You said you needed to talk to me.

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Dear Phil,

... Girlfriend?

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Dear Phil,

I guess that's alright.

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Dear Phil,

We were just not meant to be

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Dear Phil,

You have been with her for a month

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Dear Phil,

You came home drunk last night

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Dear Phil,

You said you loved me... please don't play with my emotions like that.

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Dear Phil,

You kissed me.

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Dear Phil,

We made out on our couch, later in your bedroom.

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Dear Phil,

We did so many things that night, I'm so sorry I did it without your sober mind saying yes.

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Dear Phil,

You don't remember what happened.

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Dear Phil,

You broke up with your girlfriend.

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Dear Phil,

You said you know what happened that night.

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Dear Phil,

I cried in your shoulder.

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Dear Phil,

You said you wanted it.

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Dear Phil,

You kissed me.

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Dear Phil,

I kissed you back.

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Dear Phil,

We started dating.

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Dear Phil,

We bought a new apartment.

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Dear Phil,

We both hit over 2 million subscribers on our YouTube channels.

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Dear Phil,

We went to Japan. The phandom called it Japhan.

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Dear Phil,

You said you needed to talk to me again.

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Dear Phil,

I was scared.

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Dear Phil,

You got on one knee.

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Dear Phil,

I said yes.

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Dear Phil,

We are going on tour and coming out with a book you know, maybe we should tell the fans?

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Dear Phil,

You agreed.

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Dear Phil,

We came out in the book.

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Dear Phil,

You said you never felt happier.

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Dear Phil,

I was happy.

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Dear Phil,

People are so supportive of us, except a few.

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Dear Phil,

It started to get to you.

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Dear Phil,

I stayed by you.

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Dear Phil,

We invited a few of our phans to come to the wedding.

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Dear Phil,

They were very polite.

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Dear Phil,

We went to Japan once again for our honeymoon because it was so amazing the first time.

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Dear Phil,

So.much.cherry.

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Dear Phil,

I know you want kids. I do too.

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Dear Phil,

So that is what we did.

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Dear Phil,

Dylan Alex Lester and Olivia Alice Lester were beautiful children. We went with your last name because it just fit our family.

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Dear Phil,

I will always love you.

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Dear Phil,

Thank you for being my future lover.

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Phil's eyes scanned over the old notebook, tears in his eyes as he re-read every word. dan was so amazing, and he truly loved Phil.

Phil sat up, his legs unstable, and attempted to make his way into the living room, where his beautiful husband and two teens would be sitting.

Phil watched over them as he stood at the door, looking over the beautiful children that sat there, and at Dan, whose eyes lit up whenever Dylan would do something right on the playstation.

He looked at the book, and then back at Dan. Seeing that Dan has grown so much over the past 19 years. In 2009, Dan was broken. he had nothing, as stated in the book Phil held in his hands. Dan believed that Phil made him a better person, and now Dan is the happiest he has ever been.

Phil loved Dan, and there was no way he would ever not love Dan because Dan was his world, and he was never going to let go.

Phil turned the book over, flipping the the last page after Dan last wrote something, and he scribbled down:

Dear Dan,

You will always be my future, Daniel. I love you.