You feel all along, you have lose that smile
Machikado de kodoku ni saiteru kimi wo mita
The rain falls heavily down, a thunder erupts somewhere in the distance. Soaked to the bones, brown eyes met a pair of other brown eyes that was facing never ever land in those shocked eyes.
Kame felt a shiver run down his spine as he wraps his arms around his small shivering frame as the sakura rustled in the roaring wind behind him.
Kame blinked the rain drops away from his eyes, this wasn’t a dream Jin were standing here, in front of him taunting him and trapping him in a dangerous spell.
“Kame?” Jin called out once again as Kame felt the rain falter not soaking his shivering form as he met brown eyes underneath the umbrella.
“Jin?” Kame acknowledge and a smile erupts that beautiful face making Kame’s heart jump a beat, time was standing still and people rushing pass them.
“Long time no see…”
He was here back in Japan, standing on the solid ground of Tokyo.
“Yea,” He wraps his arms even closer his shivering form, all he really wants is a warm bath and bury underneath the heavy duvet with two dogs sleeping pressed up against him.
“Look at you, you’re all soaked to the bones…”
Kame gritted his teeth, yea he couldn’t help forgetting his umbrella like some and his manager had some other issues he needed to take care of, so a ride home was out of the question and Jin standing here and pointed it out, mocking him.
“It’s not my fault…” He grumbled tiredly as he had been abandon at the photo studio.
Jin leaned closer almost pumping his nose with Kame’s.
“So you want to shelter underneath my umbrella, I can walk you home….” Jin offered.
“I never asked and does it look like I care, if you do it or not…” Kame huffed as he walks away feeling the rain drops soak his skin, like it didn’t matter.
“Oi Kame, wait!” Jin said as he took some quick steps to close in on the retreating turtle among the maze of people, his phone rang inside his pocket remember him to be somewhere else. Jin tch:ed and answered as he let Kame escape from his grasp.
Kame slowed down as he felt his heartbeat calm down and shiver reached his frame as he stopped under a lamp post, why was Jin back, just when he wanted to forget him. He looked up towards the thundering sky as rain drops fell at his face. There’s no idea Jin, you will just be a silhouette of ignorance.
Aishite ii ? You ignored me
But I love you more then you just talked to me
Be still in my heart kanashimi de blue ni somata hana dakara
Hands tried to keep the key steady as Kame tried to trust it inside the locker to be able to open the door, he cursed as he dropped the keys onto the floor. Leaning down as he felt dizziness take him over he bit his lip and sigh as he manage to grab a hold on his keys and opening the door and stumble inside.
He dropped his bag onto the floor as he started to pail his wet clothes across the floor on the way towards the bathroom, unziping down the flyer he jumped out of his styled jeans and the air hit his skin like thousands of needles and he shivered.
Let me know sameta kiss wo coating shite eien wo shinjiteta
Yarusenai kioku ga tozasu kimi no mune
What will I do ? Hidarimimi ni ringtone nari hibiku hitori no heya
Hakanai forget-me-not tsumitoritai show your smile again
Bodies aligned, eternity promise whispers tickling in the ear. Two bodies became one, lips met, moan and screams of love and faith.
“I’ll always be there…”
You are in the past you have lost the love
Hodo no mukou gawa kisetsu wo koete ku no ?
You are in the past, a fading memory. Jin why did we become like this? Kame leaned his head against the bathtub sighing hating his feelings, claws that tried to rip his heart to shreds. He found a sponge and focuses to clean his body instead, slowly in a teasing dance.
When did we fall out of love?
Dressed in a yukata, Kame found his way walking inside his bedroom with two tails after him in line; a soft buzz from his phone told him someone was calling the ID clearly read a name he didn’t want to have anything to do with. Pressing the answer button and angling his phone towards his ear.
“Sorry, Kazu but I can’t meet you…” Jin says in a broken voice and Kame knew.
Tears sprung from Kame eyes as he pressed the end button, Kame didn’t want Jin to know he was a mess, tough even then he knew. Jin always knew. Kame held a breath as his phone buzzed for another incoming call.
“It will be okay Kame…”
“Koki….” Kame whisper, the sweet gangsta was there for him, when Jin wasn’t anymore.
They lived in two different worlds.
A world Kame couldn’t reach any longer and his heart broke to thousand pieces all over again.
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
The warmth from his dogs that lay pressed against him made him doze off with a new hope.
Let me know "aenai yo" tte tweeting shite tame ikide gomakashita
Wakaranai yakusoku tozasu kimi no mirai
What will I do? Amai uso ni moonlight dake kizu iteta ano yoru wo
Samayou forget-me-not tsumitoritai show me your smile again
Kame saw Jin, once again on the walk, his smile was shining strong like a lit sun.
I want a smile that’s only meant for me.
Show me your smile again, so I know you’re happy.
I did let you go after all, your way through this world. The path we’re taking goes two directions.
I will always be standing at the edge waiting for you so I won’t fall off, catch me in those strong arms that held me secured before with love.
I love you.
Kame walked inside the recording room, meeting the worry eyes of Koki, no words was needed. Kame just smiled reassuring he was fine, but Koki knew the lie.
All Kame wanted was to walk through this day and every other day, with head held high, but Jin wasn’t far away from his thoughts his mind closed off and he closed his eyes giving in to rest as he felt fingers cares his hair and his head found a shoulder.
Sadly Koki didn’t had the answer as Kame’s breath eave out.
Kanawanai omoi ni tatta hitotsu dake
I’m waiting for you temo
Tada kimi no soba ni in my mind
A phone pressed to the ear, a tone signal he came through.
“What do you want?”
“After all these years, Jin do I even have to answer that?” Kame chuckled.
He heard a sigh at the other end.
“I’ll be there.”
Jin threaded a forbidden path
Let you go katahou no yume wo filling shite eien to yonde ita
Hodo kenai yubisaki boku ni azukete yo
Fingers wraps around a white button up shirt, lips met and Kame felt a smile against his lips and Kame chuckle heartily and when he pulled away there was the smile and that made Kame’s heart jumped a beat.
“I want you…”
Clothes shattered across the room, whisper of promise and a new start, moans fills the room penetrating the walls.
Two bodies reunite, lips met and Jin was his and Jin learned to love again.
Finger tips dances ghostly over naked skin and Kame knew he wouldn’t fall of that cliff, Jin had caught him sweep him up in his embrace and millions of stars explode behind his eye lids.
Panting after breath, he nuzzled closer to the warmth body never wanting to let go.
“All I wanted was a bit of your time.”
“You have me, Kazu all of me…”
Lips met as Kame chuckled fingers care ghostly over the nape of Jin’s neck.
Now he knew why he fell in love with Jin after all and he depend the kiss deeper as tongues duel over a battle neither would win.
The broken pieces of his heart puzzled together, healing it and as it bumped with joy.
A buzzing sound brought them out of their daze and Jin’s eyes gaze at the phone.
“Ignore it, tonight you’re mine…” Kame told him as he cares his palm ghostly over Jin’s cheek returning his gaze back to his as he leaned down giving those plump lips a kiss.
“I’m eternally yours…”
Hope seemed to be on their side and a new faith bloomed, whisper in the silent room.
Don’t forget me.
Kame knew that Jin hadn’t.
The hand of doom had brought them back together, but they would never walk the same path it would always and forever be split in two.
Jin smiled as he pressed a kiss on Kame’s forehead.
The red thread between them was unbreakable.
Fingers aligned and legs tangled.
A smile of hope bloomed.
What will I do ? Hidarimimi ni ringtone dake nari hibiku hitori no heya
Hakanai forget-me-not tsumitoritai show me your smile again