In a jewelry box on her dresser Anya keeps a small blue plastic geometric person. Blue: the person to ride next to her in the small plastic car, to make small pink and blue geometric babies with, to retire at Millionaire Estates with (or to Countryside Acres, because better there with Xander than anywhere else alone, even with money).
The blue person always gets in the car, she notes. Never jumps out again, either. That's why the game isn't actually life, whatever the name.
She returns the plastic person to the rings and clutter, fingers D'Hoffryn's token, and begins to chant.