I just wanna be the one you're holding onto
And if you wanna run tonight
I'd take you anywhere you want me to
If I knew what I was getting myself into, or what would happen, I would have never gone to Tulsa for Hanson Day.
Do I regret what happened? I'm not sure. I go back and forth on whether the time Taylor and I spent together was worth the pain that followed.
Taylor and I fell hard in love with each other, and those two weeks we spent together were like a dream I never wanted to end. There were highs and there were lows: the highs were like nothing I had ever, or have since experienced... and the lows made me feel like I wanted to die. I have never loved anyone like I loved Taylor. A light lit up in us when we were together, and that light died when we were forced to part.
What follows is what happened. After reading, you'll wonder why I told this story. My only answer is that I had to. You don't need to understand why.
That is, if you even believe that it happened.
That, I guess, is for you to decide.