I am a strong person.
I am a person who does not believe in safety.
I am a person who dreams with his eyes open.
Why is it that Caleb Prior, perhaps the weakest, safest, boredom inducing person I know makes me feel so alive
Another note on how alive Caleb makes me feel. When I'm with him I have no urge to jump off a tall building. When I'm with him I want to sit on tall buildings.
god I've got no problem with being gay but this kid is turning me into a real pansy.
a list of reasons why I can't focus at work.
- Peters hands are really big
- There is a leak in the corner of my "office" *note, leak was fixed as of last week
- I think my sister hates me
- They want me to keep tabs on my sister who hates me
- I can't figure out if I'm gay
- Peter's hair is really curly *note, one day I want to braid it
- Peter sometimes comes to have lunch with me, when he does this I almost never have lunch so he shares his food with me *note, we use the same fork, he cuts things up for me too when the bites are too big
- Peter's cheeks get red when I talk about hot showers
- I want to grow a garden and have no idea where to get seeds
- Peter is on the other side of the world *note, by other side of the world I mean a 10 minute walk
- I haven't seen Four in a really long time
- I can't figure out how to tell Peter I'm gay
*note, I think about Peter far too much.
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
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I am definitely gay.
Something happened last night, when I think about it my cheeks turn red.
Chapter 4: Chapter 4
Peter has really soft lips and don't ask my how I know that I just do.