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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Neil traced the outline of her figure, familiar yet unrecognisable in places where time had broken her back, until his eyes caught hers and Mary Hatford—she of the false identities and paranoid promises, of hotel rooms and guns under unfamiliar pillows, of firm love and firmer bruises—blinked back at him.

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    23 Jan 2018

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    It was never supposed to be like this. He was never supposed to feel like this. He wasn’t supposed to feel ever. Not like this. Not when he wasn’t on a roof, feet dangling in the air and the rush of the fall threatening to pull him over the edge. Not when the only other cause is nowhere near him.

    And really that’s the problem, isn’t it?

    Or the one where Andrew feels and Neil disassociates.

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    23 Jan 2018

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    neil was a patchwork person, an unstable foundation, a scratch on stained glass. he was fraying, but not enough for anyone to notice - not until he broke.

    (a look into a year of neil's life, told through exy).

    disclaimer: explorations of ptsd.

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    22 Jan 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    before he was neil josten, he was chris sears. before he was chris sears, he was alex field. before he was alex field, he was evan abbott.

    before everything, he was nathaniel wesninski. during everything, he was no-name abram.

    (in which neil meets the foxes on the run, but they don't remember him).

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    22 Jan 2018

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    Andrew knows exactly who Travis is. Travis William Patterson, 27 years old, 6’3” backliner from middle of nowhere, Texas, current starter for the Boston Hurricanes, #9. As a matter of fact, Andrew is looking at him right now. ESPN is showing Exy highlights from last weekend, and Neil’s team just happens to be up at this very moment.

    The Neil on screen has just performed some ridiculous move that absolutely should not have ended with a goal but somehow did, and he is immediately met with high-fives from his teammates and an affectionate-looking hug from Travis. Andrew can most certainly be objective, and this exchange looks pretty platonic. But Andrew is also a man attracted to men, and he has to admit that Travis is good looking. Really good looking.

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    Neil seems to be spending a lot of time with his new friend, and Andrew is Not Jealous.

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    21 Jan 2018