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    “You do this, you do. You take the things you love
    and tear them apart
    or you pin them down with your body and pretend they're yours.
    So, you kiss him, and he doesn't move, he doesn't
    pull away, and you keep on kissing him. And he hasn't moved,
    he's frozen, and you've kissed him, and he'll never
    forgive you, and maybe now he'll leave you alone.”

    A brutal murder on Christmas Eve abruptly pulls one Detective Nikiforov out of a holiday he was just starting to tolerate, and forces him to come to terms with demons he's been pretending not to see. On that same night, a man walks into a bar and waltzes into his life, lighting a spark that grows into a monster of its own.

    [ fic + art collab with iruutciv ]

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    10 Jan 2018

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    Perf noir

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’s with a start that Erwin realizes, now and only now, after all this time and all that hurt, that the Levi of his dreams, his memories, the boy from the Underground with that fierceness, that fight, that desire to live, to burn, his captain who would follow him into Hell with unwavering trust, with love, left him long ago, has been gone perhaps for centuries. He knows now, without a doubt, that this is his punishment, this sadness that constricts and binds and consumes, this exhaustion that he has breathed into the only person who has ever given Erwin’s cursed existance any meaning. One thousand years or more of suffering, and it is his doing and his alone. He has taken everything Levi has ever had, whether the man was willing to give it or not, and has left him empty.

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    25 Dec 2017

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    them suffering is my kink

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    “Well, then. You like men. I like men. I’m a man. You’re—“
    “I’m not the kind of man most gay men want,” Yuuri cut him off. His voice was shaking in a way that caused a pang of sympathy in Victor’s heart.
    “Well, most men are idiots, then. Luckily, I’m no idiot.”

     

    In which Victor finds out Yuuri is trans. Yuuri is afraid it won't work, Victor is afraid he's going to do something wrong, and these two boys learn how to love each other.

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    04 Nov 2017

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    short and sweet

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    Frights! Ghosts! Witches! Welcome to Xylo's super dorky, super self-indulgent Halloween themed series!

    Everyday from Friday October 27th until Tuesday October 31st, I'll post one spooky themed AU!
    [Tumblr Masterpost]

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    03 Nov 2017

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    Viktor Nikiforov, figure skating god and human trainwreck, flies halfway across the world from the only home he's ever known in a last-ditch attempt to salvage his life. His demons follow him faithfully.

    Katsuki Yuuri, reticent vampire and trouble magnet, pulls a drowning man out of the ocean on a whim and winds up with an unconscious human celebrity in his house. He knows it's a mistake to keep him.

    Viktor wakes, Yuuri stays, and they get too attached too fast.

     

    In which Viktor is running from himself, and Yuuri is not anyone's savior.

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    26 Aug 2017

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