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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dean comes home on Christmas Eve.

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    21 Dec 2017

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    He blinks the sleep away from his eyes and looks down and finds Castiel kneeling on the floor, holding Dean’s naked foot in both hands, his palm cupped under the heel. He’s still wearing the dorky snowflake sweater Dean bought him as a joke, but now there’s a towel tied around his waist, too; one of the bath sheets from the shower room. Behind him, the television plays an infomercial for holiday bakeware.

    “Bwuh?” Dean says.

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    16 Dec 2017

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    Working two jobs and doing his best to pretend his little brother wasn’t leaving for Stanford in a few months, Dean let his friend Benny talk him into a much needed night out. What started out as a fun evening at the bar ended with Dean drunk and face-to-face with a couple of cops outside a bakery. When the bakery owner gave him the chance to come back the next day and deal with his mess instead of going to jail, Dean knew he’d been given an opportunity he couldn’t squander. If only the blue-eyed guy didn’t seem to hate Dean…

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    30 Nov 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    It had been so long since Cas had left for Grad School. Dean had missed him, painfully so, in the eight years between then and now, although he never acknowledged that that was the root of the aching hole in his life.

    Sam tells him that Castiel is coming back and Dean doesn’t quite know what to do. Cas had made it clear that he didn’t feel the same as Dean, that he would never—. Dean couldn’t let himself think about that or he just might lose it. He likes to think he’s done okay for himself, working two part time jobs while permanently single, living at home with his increasingly alcoholic father.
    But then he hears about Cas. How Cas has a doctorate, and a nice house on the good side of town. A long-term partner.

    Dean can’t seem to reconcile the idea of the Cas from before, with the Cas in front of him. It’s complicated by the fact that John is a suspect in the kidnapping of a teenage girl, and Castiel's partner is a journalist covering the story.

    Dean will struggle through it, he supposes. He always does.

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    26 Nov 2017

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    In which Jensen is an empath, Jared is a sweetheart and together they fight crime! figure things out as best as they can.

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    25 Nov 2017

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    Oh god. By the time Dean is visualizing, compulsively, the last good fuck he had, he knows that he’s made a mistake. Within the next mile of walking, he can’t even delude himself into ignoring it anymore; he can feel a trickle of moisture running down the inside of his thigh. Oh god.

    Castiel has had plenty of time to get used to the idiosyncrasies of his symptoms, but the way his focus shifts towards this particular scent that reaches him on the barest breeze -- it’s somehow different.

    And somehow he knows, automatically, that it’s not happy-heat-mate but scared and sick and alone.

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    25 Nov 2017

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    After Gabriel Milton, co-owner of Word Mil Publishing, goes into early retirement, Dean becomes Castiel Novak’s new editor. The author is brilliant, immensely talented and a grade-A asshole. But what he’s best at is getting under Dean’s skin, and into Dean’s pants. It’s why their professional relationship warps into something sexual Dean enjoys more than he knows he should.

    When it seems less and less likely that Cas will ever put effort into his next manuscript, Dean strikes a deal that forces them to reveal more of themselves.

    Dean has a pure love for storytelling. Castiel likes making fun of his readers. Dean believes in hard work. Castiel believes in instant gratification. Maybe they could try to meet in the middle, but for now, when Cas asks him to drop to his knees, Dean does.

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    18 Nov 2017

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    “You moved an alpha in and didn’t even think to ask me?!”

    “I didn’t ask you when I moved Charlie in.”

    “I didn’t live here then, jackass. And she’s a lesbian, so it doesn’t count.”

    “I thought it would be a little rude to ask Castiel his sexual orientation,” Sam says, being a fucking priss. “Maybe he’s straight.”

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    27 Sep 2017

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    Dean spends all his time being desired by others -- makes his living that way -- but being lusted after isn’t the same thing as being wanted, and he’s never felt wanted. Which is why he ends up answering an email that starts with “Dear sir, I hope this letter doesn’t offend you…” and ends with “You will be compensated generously for your time. Sincerely, Castiel Novak.”

    The email says Castiel is looking for “the boyfriend experience,” as they call it in Dean’s profession. He wants a live-in, someone to hold him at night, someone to make him dinner and greet him after a long day of work with a smile, someone to play pretend with.

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    16 Sep 2017

  10. Public Bookmark 72

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    07 Sep 2017

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    Dean's finally retired from the Dallas Stars, and he's back at his original home ice-rink for a publicity stunt for his autobiography. Problem is, he has to do something that terrifies him. Second problem is, he has to do it in front of the man he was best friends with as a kid, until the ice cracked under him and he was left on the wrong side of an increasingly large chasm.

    A story about smashing expectations (and some pumpkins), what it means to be brave, and how to follow your heart. Also, smut.

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    01 Aug 2017

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    While it's not like Dean hasn't had a couple of truly regrettable hit-and-runs in his sexual history, this is probably the saddest fucking thing that has ever happened to him.

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    30 Jul 2017

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    “So, do you feel more in solidarity now that we’re making noodles together?”

    In which Dean (whose father disappeared a few months ago, who sometimes takes on gangs for local charities, who would do anything to take care of his little brother without telling him what 'anything' entails) hangs out at the Roadhouse Homeless Youth Day Center and Castiel (high school senior with an edible-only weed philosophy, after-school fist-fighting veteran, owner of a fuzzy blue blanket with angel wings) takes an Urban Plunge.

    And then everything gets complicated.

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    29 Jul 2017

  14. Public Bookmark 32

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    Routine research digs up something Sam never expected.

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    08 Jul 2017

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    Heaven is white.

    Well. Isn’t that fucking stereotypical.

     

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    Dean isn’t really sure how he got here. Or even why he’s here. And hell, for all the times the Winchesters have died, he thinks he ought to know the drill by now. But what he doesn’t know is when most folks go, they find something different.

    There’s a system God put in place. That when you’re gone (for good) there’s a couple things you gotta do first. There are five people waiting for you.

     

    They are the five people you meet in heaven.

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    18 Jun 2017

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    Dean Winchester's life is... well, it's not great. He's a gym teacher, he's in his thirties, and he can't seem to keep any part of his life straight. When the aftermath of a one-night stand goes awry, Dean is dragged kicking and screaming out of his cozy little closet and into the harsh light of reality.

    Enter: Castiel Novak, the new history teacher, who knows full well that life gets crappy when you don't allow yourself to live it in the way it needs to be lived.

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    03 Jun 2017

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    Castiel Novak is a product of the system, having gone through too many foster homes since the age of seven. At fourteen, he lands himself in Sugar Lane Mobile Home Community under the care of Missouri Moseley. There, he meets one Dean Winchester.

    A story about teenage hooligans, growing up, and finding a home.

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    30 May 2017

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    Dean drives a black car with a loud engine. He lies too easily. He keeps a gun in the back of his jeans, and Castiel isn’t sure, but he wouldn’t be surprised if Dean has killed someone before.

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    16 May 2017

  19. Public Bookmark 39

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    Canon Divergent after 10x03: Soul Survivor. After being cured, Dean struggles with the emotional pain and the guilt he hadn't been able to feel while he was a demon. He's scared the Mark will take control of him again and deliberately lets himself get injured during cases because he feels like the pain helps him fight the Mark's influence. That doesn't work out indefinitely though, and it's only when Dean finally breaks down under the weight of it all that Sam and Cas notice something is seriously wrong.

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    05 Apr 2017

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    It's been eight years since Dean Winchester has seen his little brother, nearly five since he actually set foot on solid ground. When John dies, Dean sets out on a trip from the very corner of Maine to California to let him know. On the way, he picks up Castiel, who pulls up in him those things from his childhood he's tried to shove away. And Dean pulls up in Castiel the kind of sensation he's been trying to hide for four years.

    It's a long trip. A lot can happen.

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    05 Mar 2017

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